Brooklyn Boy
Kevin Devine Lyrics


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Brooklyn boy, born and raised, chopping lines
Hey hey, it's my birthday
It's a toy I torched, a tar pit flame, a lockjaw night
Hey hey, it's my birthday

Dead end friends that make your stomach shake
While your hissing head barrels down that blackened lane
Alone at last to figure how you got this way
Alone at last to figure how you got this way

Charcoal clouds spot and spray, they kill the sun
Hey hey, hear its back break
So I can never tell night from day
Or right from wrong,
Hey hey, you're my headache

Your silver tongue it masks your hungry hate
While your haggard heart whispers through its cracking cage
You still can change, you have to know, you still can change
I know, I know, for now I wanna be this way





This was a choice, this was never a mistake

Overall Meaning

The song "Brooklyn Boy" by Kevin Devine is a reflection on the journey and hardships of growing up and living in Brooklyn. The opening lines "Brooklyn boy, born and raised, chopping lines" introduce the persona of the song as someone who has seen tough times and finds solace through drugs. The phrase "Hey hey, it's my birthday" is repeated throughout the song, perhaps in an attempt to break the monotony of everyday life or as a coping mechanism.


The second verse focuses on the persona's relationships with friends who cause more harm than good. The person describes them as "dead end friends" who make their stomach shake. The line "Alone at last to figure how you got this way" suggests that the persona knows they need to make a change in their life and that their friends may be hindering them.


The third verse touches on the theme of darkness and how it is a constant presence in the singer's life. The "charcoal clouds" that "spot and spray" represent a sense of hopelessness and a lack of direction. The persona also acknowledges that they struggle to distinguish between right and wrong and can't tell "night from day."


In the last verse, the persona describes a self-awareness of their own flaws but seems resigned to them "for now." They acknowledge that they have made choices in life that have led to their current situation and that change is possible. The final line "I know, I know, for now I wanna be this way" emphasizes the struggle between wanting to change and feeling stuck in one's current situation.


Line by Line Meaning

Brooklyn boy, born and raised, chopping lines
I was raised in Brooklyn and grew up around drug use and addiction.


Hey hey, it's my birthday
I'm celebrating my birthday tonight.


It's a toy I torched, a tar pit flame, a lockjaw night
The drugs I'm using tonight make me feel like I'm playing with fire, but I can't stop.


Dead end friends that make your stomach shake
My friends are all users and it's hard to be around them.


While your hissing head barrels down that blackened lane
I feel like I'm going down a dark path with no way out.


Alone at last to figure how you got this way
I need to be alone to figure out why I've become addicted to drugs.


Charcoal clouds spot and spray, they kill the sun
The drugs are making me see everything in a dark and depressing way.


Hey hey, hear its back break
I'm beginning to realize the damage the drugs are doing to me.


So I can never tell night from day
The drugs are taking over my life, and my perception of day and night is shifting.


Or right from wrong,
I'm losing the ability to distinguish between what's right and wrong.


Hey hey, you're my headache
The drugs are causing me physical and emotional pain, but I can't stop using them.


Your silver tongue it masks your hungry hate
I'm becoming a different person because of the drugs; I'm angry and resentful but I try to hide it.


While your haggard heart whispers through its cracking cage
Despite my attempts to hide it, I know that my heart is suffering because of the drugs.


You still can change, you have to know, you still can change
I know that I can change and overcome my addiction if I really try.


I know, I know, for now I wanna be this way
I know that drugs are ruining my life, but for the moment I can't imagine living without them.


This was a choice, this was never a mistake
I know that I made the decision to start using drugs, but I don't regret it yet.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: KEVIN PATRICK DEVINE

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Comments from YouTube:

Alex Kinol

I'm still in love with this man.

Mu Lin

he will be in Chicago this summer...:)

amanda h

Absolutly nothing short of amazing. You leave me speechless, Kevin Devine.

Jheri Osoneko

you guys did a fantastic job with this video. hope to see more.

jesse amos

Kevin, i love your music man, it's an inspiration, i would kill to see you play live man, your amazing and your lyrics speak a lot of truth, keep on with the amazing work man. i hope to hear back from you one day, that would be the story of my life.

rosiesantiago

Love the words and the video, GREAT. Thanks for sharing

Cupcakes

Love this song <3

paul manini

kevin, great video. it brought back memories. your music is also very good. thanks

Demi Elisson

i love this video. it reminds me so much of home. yay bay ridge!<3

chanellelacey

his eyes always look straight into your soul

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