Heavy
Kiana Ledé Lyrics

I don't got my priorities straight
My life is a bit of a mess right now and I don't have a clear sense of what's important.

Don't know who I'm gonna be today
Sometimes I feel like a different person every day and it's hard to figure out who I really am.

I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily
I don't like to play the victim, but I do have to deal with a lot of difficult things in my life every day.

Something pullin', I can't get away
There's something in my life that's pulling me down and I can't seem to escape it.

Never livin' outside of my head
I spend a lot of time caught up in my own thoughts and it can be hard to break out of that.

I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it
I don't like to let other people see my vulnerabilities, so I tend to put on a bit of a facade.

Maybe some day, I will gain composure
I hope that someday I'll be able to get a better handle on my emotions and feel more in control.

Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to really get it together and the uncertainty scares me.

'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down
There's something in my life that feels really heavy and oppressive and it's hard to shake off.

It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Whatever this thing is that's weighing me down, it has a way of making me question myself and my beliefs.

Even when it's all workin' out
Sometimes things are going well on the surface, but I still feel like something's wrong underneath.

I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground
Sometimes I feel like I'm making progress and getting better, but then something knocks me back down again.

And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy
When I'm with you, I feel like I need constant reassurance and attention.

I just can't take it, if it ain't you who love me when I'm naked
I need to be with someone who accepts and loves me for who I am, flaws and all.

Fuck all my problems, wish I could solve 'em
Sometimes I just wish I could make all my problems go away with the snap of my fingers.

Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that wavy
I want to feel more in control of my emotions and not so swept up in them.

I can't get up in the mornin', it's too hard if I even try it
Some days it's really hard for me to even get out of bed in the morning because I feel so weighed down.

You ain't here to tell me, turn my anxiety into excitement
I wish you were here to help me see the positive side of things and turn my anxiety into something more positive.

I wanna be light, I wanna be light
I want to feel lighter and more carefree, like I'm not carrying around such a heavy burden.

Someone help me just feel alive
I need someone to help me feel more energized and motivated so I can break out of this funk.

Is there a potion you got I could take?
Is there some kind of magic fix that could make all my problems go away?

I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right
I want to feel like everything is okay and nothing is weighing me down.

If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen
If you have some kind of solution or advice for me, I promise I'll listen and take it to heart.

I'm ready now, ready now, yeah
I'm ready to make a change and start feeling better about myself and my life.

There's nowhere to run, if there was I'd have been there
I can't escape my problems or my feelings, no matter how hard I try.

You take yourself with you, you can't run from yourself
No matter where I go or what I do, I can't escape my own thoughts and feelings.

You can't go down to the neighbor's house
I can't just ignore my problems or pretend they don't exist - I have to confront them head-on.

You can't run, you need to confront what's goin' on in your own house
I can't ignore the things that are weighing me down - I need to face them and deal with them in order to move forward.