My Nightmares
Kidcrusher Lyrics


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I don′t wanna kill, I don't wanna die
I don′t really care about the sun, I don't wanna see the sky
As I'm laying on the floor and I′m staring at the ceiling
And i′m all alone with my thoughts talking to my brain
Now all leads to predicament I'm nervous
Feel my blood pumping through my veins full of hatred
Fuck it all, I don′t care what you thinking
I'm a start drinking to calm my nerves.
I slit my wrists to see that I′m alive
Silently I'm screaming cuz I′m trapped up in this nightmare
Silently I'm screaming cuz I'm trapped up in this nightmare

I keep on living in my nightmares
Living in my nightmares
Living in my nightmares
This world is full of pain, but I′ma struggle anyway
I′ma struggle anyway
I'ma struggle anyway
Kick me till I′m down, but I'ma keep on getting up
I′ma keep on getting up
I'ma keep on getting up
Talk shit, wrecking shit, I′m unstoppable
I'm unstoppable
I'm unstoppable

I keep on living in my nightmares
Living in my nightmares
Living in my nightmares
This world is full of pain, but I′ma struggle anyway
I′ma struggle anyway
I'ma struggle anyway
Kick me till I′m down, but I'ma keep on getting up
I′ma keep on getting up
I'ma keep on getting up
Talk shit, wrecking shit, I′m unstoppable
I'm unstoppable
I'm unstoppable





A-yo Teddy? Think fast!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Kidcrusher’s song “My Nightmares” speak to the feelings of isolation, anxiety, and despair that the singer is experiencing. The singer begins by stating that he does not want to kill nor die, and that he does not care about the sun or seeing the sky. The singer is clearly in a dark place and feels trapped in his own thoughts. He goes on to say that he is nervous and full of hatred but ultimately decides to start drinking to calm himself down. The repetition of the phrase “Silently I'm screaming cuz I’m trapped up in this nightmare” emphasizes the singer’s feeling of being trapped in his own mind.


The chorus of the song repeats the phrase “I keep on living in my nightmares,” demonstrating that this is an ongoing struggle for the singer. Despite the pain and struggles of the world around him, the singer is determined to keep fighting and getting back up when he is knocked down. The singer is motivated to be unstoppable, to keep pushing through and overcoming the challenges he faces.


Overall, the song is a powerful portrayal of mental health struggles and the importance of staying resilient in the face of adversity. The dark and emotional lyrics are accompanied by heavy guitar riffs and a strong beat, emphasizing the intensity of the emotions being expressed.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't wanna kill, I don't wanna die
I have no desire to take another's life, nor do I wish to end my own.


I don't really care about the sun, I don't wanna see the sky
I am so consumed by my own struggles that the outside world holds no importance to me.


As I'm laying on the floor and I'm staring at the ceiling
I am feeling defeated, laying on the ground and staring upward with a sense of hopelessness.


And I'm all alone with my thoughts talking to my brain
My inner dialogue is all I have left in this moment of solitude, and it is not a pleasant conversation.


Now all leads to predicament I'm nervous
I am feeling anxious and unsure of how to proceed in a difficult situation.


Feel my blood pumping through my veins full of hatred
My emotions are so intense that they are physically affecting me, pumping through my veins with a powerful force of negative energy.


Fuck it all, I don't care what you thinking
I have reached a point of apathy and disregard for the opinions of others.


I'ma start drinking to calm my nerves.
I am turning to alcohol as a coping mechanism to numb my pain and calm my racing thoughts.


I slit my wrists to see that I'm alive
I am engaging in self-harm as a way to feel something, to prove that I am still alive and not just existing in a nightmare.


Silently I'm screaming cuz I'm trapped up in this nightmare
I am screaming internally, my pain and fear trapped inside as I feel trapped in a never-ending nightmare.


I keep on living in my nightmares
My struggles feel inescapable, haunting me even in my dreams.


This world is full of pain, but I'ma struggle anyway
Despite the immense pain I feel, I am determined to keep fighting and enduring.


Kick me till I'm down, but I'ma keep on getting up
Even when I am knocked down and feeling defeated, I will not stay there. I will continue to get back up and fight on.


Talk shit, wrecking shit, I'm unstoppable
I will not let the negative words and actions of others hold me back. I am determined to rise above and be unstoppable.


I'm unstoppable
No matter what obstacles I may face, I am confident in my ability to overcome them.


A-yo Teddy? Think fast!
This is likely a call-out to another artist or producer named Teddy, possibly signaling the end of the song.




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@jnm3378

Krusher is deffidently one of the best in the genre

@VIPGamers_VIP

#FACTS

@jjmad

Perfect mix of metal and horrorcore, I love it.

@jeffaffa3412

Right!!!!!!!!!

@milanhamborsky6021

is that numetal?

@jeffaffa3412

@@milanhamborsky6021 what KidCrusher does is numetal, yes

@Goodrowd

Its horrorcore it sounds like nu metal the difference is the ambiance is kind of scary also the lyrics are violent asf compared to any numetal band

@rangasins6663

Horrorcore, also called horror hip hop, horror rap, death hip hop, or death rap, is a subgenre of hip hop music based on horror-themed and often darkly transgressive lyrical content and imagery.

@joelchamp1949

100% honest review. Haven't really followed the past albums much, but this album is some next level shit. If it came out in the late 90's or early 2000's he would be on top of the world right now. I'm just a fan of good music, couldn't care less about genre, and this is good music. Good to see an Aussie literally crushing it, the further he moves into his career. Should be proud of what has been achieved with the resources at hand.

@garrenhahaha3202

if you missed metal murder 3d do yaself a favour and check it one of my all time favs of any artist

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