Searching for Love
Killa-B Lyrics
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Uhh
I don't I don't really just get over shit
You what I'm saying
I just just get past it
Like I haven't healed from a lot of shit
Like I just accepted it for what it is
You know what I'm saying and keep pushing
It is what it is
Why when i wake up this morning they blowing up my phone
Ian tryna kick it they say im tripping what's really going on
I distance my self from the world they say im moving wrong
But i been searching for peace im tryna heal alone
It's plenty hoes tryna fuck wit me blowing up my line
But they ain't you so why answer i simply hit decline
I crack a smile when yo name pop up on my FaceTime
They just don't know what it means for me to call you mines
And im in need for a blessing been stressing for so long
I pray my soul can see day that my pain finally gone
Pain taught me more than love could ever teach me
I'm just tryna keep my head on
Tryna keep my head strong
He say vest up
Put that vest up
Shoot from neck up
If the opposition address us
We gone get em all gone
I been chasing a bag nigga from dusk to dawn
I like to be alone some shit i can't speak on
We bring that smoke to you like a grill if you really want beef
But i been searching for my soul hoping I find peace
We leave a nigga body sour if he think it's sweet
Bitch we pull up where you be and terminate yo streets
All gas no brakes don't stop at red lights
And all yo homies some rats turn em to dead mice
I'm just tryna stay focused tryna keep my head right
These demons lurking in my dreams can't even sleep at night
And im in need for a blessing been stressing for so long
I pray my soul can see day that my pain finally gone
Pain taught me more than love could ever teach me
I'm just tryna keep my head on
Tryna keep my head strong
He say vest up
Put that vest up
Shoot from neck up
If the opposition address us
We gone get em all gone
I been chasing a bag nigga from dusk to dawn
I like to be alone some shit i can't speak on
It's plenty hoes tryna fuck wit me blowing up my line
But they ain't you so why answer i simply hit decline
I crack a smile when yo name pop up on my FaceTime
They just don't know what it means for me to call you mines
In "Searching for Love," Killa-B reflects on his struggles to move on from past pain and find peace within himself. He acknowledges that he hasn't fully healed from the things that have hurt him, but he has accepted them as part of his life and continues to push forward. Despite distancing himself from the world, he receives messages and calls from people who question his actions and believe he is making the wrong choices. However, he believes that solitude is necessary for his healing process and seeks to find inner peace on his own.
The song also touches on Killa-B's experiences with relationships and the temptation of casual encounters. While he receives attention from other women, he recognizes that none of them compare to the one person he truly desires. He joyfully answers their calls and declines others, highlighting the significance of their relationship to him. Killa-B emphasizes his need for a blessing and his longing for the day when his pain will finally subside.
Overall, "Searching for Love" is a deep and introspective song that explores the challenges of overcoming past pain, finding peace, and cherishing meaningful connections.
Line by Line Meaning
But uhh yeah
Well, you know
Uhh
Um
I don't I don't really just get over shit
I don't easily move on from things
You what I'm saying
You know what I mean
I just just get past it
I simply move forward
Like I haven't healed from a lot of shit
I still have unresolved pain
Like I just accepted it for what it is
But I've come to accept it
You know what I'm saying and keep pushing
You know what I mean, and I keep moving forward
You know life goes on
I know life continues
It is what it is
That's just the way it is
Why when i wake up this morning they blowing up my phone
Why are they constantly calling me when I wake up in the morning
Ian tryna kick it they say im tripping what's really going on
I'm not trying to hang out with them, but they think something is wrong
I distance my self from the world they say im moving wrong
I keep myself separate from the world, but they think I'm making a mistake
But i been searching for peace im tryna heal alone
I've been searching for inner peace, trying to heal by myself
It's plenty hoes tryna fuck wit me blowing up my line
There are many women trying to get with me, constantly calling me
But they ain't you so why answer i simply hit decline
But they're not you, so I choose not to answer
I crack a smile when yo name pop up on my FaceTime
I can't help but smile when I see your name on my FaceTime
They just don't know what it means for me to call you mines
They don't understand the significance of calling you mine
And im in need for a blessing been stressing for so long
I am in need of some good fortune, been stressed for a long time
I pray my soul can see day that my pain finally gone
I hope for the day when my pain will finally disappear
Pain taught me more than love could ever teach me
Pain has been a greater teacher than love
I'm just tryna keep my head on
I'm just trying to stay focused
Tryna keep my head strong
And keep my mental strength intact
He say vest up
He tells me to put on a bulletproof vest
Put that vest up
So I put on the vest
Shoot from neck up
Shoot at the head
If the opposition address us
If our enemies come after us
We gone get em all gone
We will eliminate them all
I been chasing a bag nigga from dusk to dawn
I've been relentlessly pursuing money from morning till night
I like to be alone some shit i can't speak on
I prefer to be alone because there are things I can't talk about
We bring that smoke to you like a grill if you really want beef
If you truly want a conflict, we will bring intense confrontation
But i been searching for my soul hoping I find peace
But deep down, I've been searching for inner peace
We leave a nigga body sour if he think it's sweet
We will make someone regret underestimating us
Bitch we pull up where you be and terminate yo streets
We come to your location and take control of your territory
All gas no brakes don't stop at red lights
We keep going with full speed, not slowing down for anything
And all yo homies some rats turn em to dead mice
And all your friends who are disloyal, we will make them pay
I'm just tryna stay focused tryna keep my head right
I'm just trying to stay focused and keep a clear mind
These demons lurking in my dreams can't even sleep at night
These inner demons haunt my dreams, keeping me awake at night
And im in need for a blessing been stressing for so long
I am in desperate need of some good fortune, as I've been stressed for a long time
I pray my soul can see day that my pain finally gone
I hope for a day when my pain is finally gone
Pain taught me more than love could ever teach me
Pain has been a greater teacher than love
I'm just tryna keep my head on
I'm just trying to stay focused
Tryna keep my head strong
And keep my mental strength intact
He say vest up
He tells me to put on a bulletproof vest
Put that vest up
So I put on the vest
Shoot from neck up
Shoot at the head
If the opposition address us
If our enemies come after us
We gone get em all gone
We will eliminate them all
I been chasing a bag nigga from dusk to dawn
I've been relentlessly pursuing money from morning till night
I like to be alone some shit i can't speak on
I prefer to be alone because there are things I can't talk about
It's plenty hoes tryna fuck wit me blowing up my line
Many women are trying to get with me, constantly calling me
But they ain't you so why answer i simply hit decline
But they're not you, so I choose not to answer
I crack a smile when yo name pop up on my FaceTime
I can't help but smile when I see your name on my FaceTime
They just don't know what it means for me to call you mines
They don't understand the significance of calling you mine
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Michael McGee
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@namishway6439
Killa B deserves a lifetime award. One of the true Godfathers of Namibian music.
@markichenliselfrancis5079
Killa B, Olavi, WMPs 🔥 🔥 🔥
2023 to Infinity...
@absalomhaosemab8646
Killa b Olavi and Welwitschia 🎶 productions.... One more album for the love of serious local music please!!
@riahellynyanyu1088
2020 here I go.
@hailongaphilipus
The year is 2034 and it is still a hit.
@tillahileka7115
2020 still here
@christinekazombaue2698
2023 and I'm still here 🔥🔥🔥
@SPOROLIFE
2019 still bumping Killa B!!!my masekind
@wilhelmwillyforce9014
music never get old,we ar still play this each and every tym....shout out to Killa B
@relaxedlifetv5350
Childhood memories brought back 2003.