While on their first Indonesian tour in late 2008, Sansan left the band, for (according to the band's MySpace blog) "personal reasons." For the remainder of the tour, Onadio Leonardo filled in for vocals while playing bass. When Sansan later attempted to return to Killing Me Inside, the band members decided not to let him back in, preferring to move on without him.
After the Indonesian tour, the band decided to look for a temporary fill in bass player so that Onadio Leonardo could concentrate on vocals. Agung Anak Gde, bassist of Synystra, was added to the group to fill in the bass and backup vocals. This was their lineup for Java Rockin’ Land 2009.
In early 2010, Killing Me Inside released a new video for the song "Tanpa Dirimu" as the new single. The video, (directed by Rizal Mantovani), is the first to not include Sansan.
On June 3, the band announced via Facebook that they were officially finished with the recording of their new album and that it was to be released in the fall. They announced that the album would be self-titled. In early August, Killing Me Inside released a music video on their Facebook blog titled "Biarlah". The album was released August 30, 2010.
Now the band on their Indonesian tour as promo new album, also introducing new additional bassist, Angga Tetsuya.
Band members :
Current :
Onadio Leonardo : Vocals (sometimes play Bass) [2006-Present]
Josaphat Klemens : Guitars [2006-Present]
Davi Frisya : Drums [2008-Present]
Former :
Sansan : Vocals [2006-2008] (now on Pee Wee Gaskins)
Raka Cyril : Guitars [2006-2007] (now on Vierra)
Rendy : Drums [2006-2008]
Touring :
Agung Anak Gde : Bass/Scream [2008-2010] (now on Synystra & Leica)
Rudye Nugraha : Bass/Scream [2010] (now on Thirteen)
Angga Tetsuya : Bass/Scream [2010-Present] (also in Sunset Groove)
Torn
Killing Me Inside Lyrics
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With unfriendly setting
Cold gets in my way
I ′ m walking down the stairs
I ' m staring deeply
At the shadows
Smoke in my eyes
I ′ m blind
Lost in serenity
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i'm broken
(I′m falling endlessly)
I′m lost in the beauty of sorrow
(In this wonderful misery)
Dance in the hallway
Night after night
Cold gets in my bones
A pair of glowing lights
I' m staring deeply
(Everything crumbles apart even the doorways to the past, locked for eternity)
Smoke in my eyes
I′m blind
(Everybody slips away, they're long gone before i realize it was all just a dream)
Step back from danger lost in serenity
Wooh tonight i′m torn and i'm broken
(I′m falling endlessly)
I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow
(In this wonderful misery)
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i′m broken
(I′m falling endlessly)
I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow
(In this wonderful misery)
Step inside my life
Wooh tonight i′m torn and i'm broken
(I′m falling endlessly)
I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow
(In this wonderful misery)
The lyrics of Torn in 2 by the band Killing Me Inside describe a person who is plagued by feelings of sadness and anxiety. The first few lines depict a setting that is unfriendly and cold, and the singer is walking down the stairs while staring deep into the shadows. The smoke in their eyes causes them to become blinded, and they step back from danger, hoping to find solace in serenity. The second stanza describes the singer's loneliness and their habit of dancing alone in the hallway. Despite their attempts to find comfort, they are unable to escape their feelings of despair. The chorus emphasizes these emotions, by repeating the phrase "tonight, I'm torn and I'm broken", and "I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow, in this wonderful misery."
The lyrics evoke a sense of isolation, anxiety, and helplessness. The singer seems to be searching for something, but they are unable to find it. The smoke in their eyes and the cold that gets into their bones are metaphors for the obstacles they face in their journey. The repetition of the phrase "tonight I'm torn and I'm broken" emphasizes the singer's feelings of hopelessness and the sense that they are trapped in their own pain.
Overall, Torn in 2 is a powerful song that delves into themes of anxiety, sadness, and despair. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is struggling to overcome their emotions and find a way out of their pain. The use of metaphors and repetition creates a haunting and memorable experience for the listener.
Line by Line Meaning
Picture a moment
Imagining an instance in time
With unfriendly setting
In a location that is not welcoming
Cold gets in my way
The harshness of reality preventing movement
I've walking down the stairs
Descending into a deeper despair
I'm staring deeply
Reflecting profoundly
At the shadows
Overshadowed by darkness
Smoke in my eyes
Obscured by a veil of smoke
I'm blind
Unable to see the truth
Step back from danger
Retreating from harm's way
Lost in serenity
Being consumed by a peaceful numbness
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i'm broken
Tonight, I am shattered and in pieces
(I'm falling endlessly)
(Constantly plummeting)
I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow
Engulfed by the aesthetic of pain
(In this wonderful misery)
(In this exquisite agony)
Dance in the hallway
Moving aimlessly in a narrow corridor
Night after night
Continuously, without end
Cold gets in my bones
Intense coldness infiltrating my body
A pair of glowing lights
Two bright spots shining in the darkness
Step inside my life
Experience what I am going through
Writer(s): Rudye
Contributed by Lily T. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Tri Nurhadi
Picture a moment
With unfriendly setting
Cold gets in my way
I ' m walking down the stairs
I ' m staring deeply
At the shadows
Smoke in my eyes
I ' m blind
Step back from danger
Lost in serenity
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i'm broken
(I'm falling endlessly)
I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow
(In this wonderful misery)
Dance in the hallway
Night after night
Cold gets in my bones
A pair of glowing lights
I' m staring deeply
(Everything crumbles apart even the doorways to the past, locked for eternity)
Smoke in my eyes
I'm blind
(Everybody slips away, they're long gone before i realize it was all just a dream)
Step back from danger lost in serenity
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i'm broken
(I'm falling endlessly)
I'm lost in…
Tri Nurhadi
Picture a moment
With unfriendly setting
Cold gets in my way
I ' m walking down the stairs
I ' m staring deeply
At the shadows
Smoke in my eyes
I ' m blind
Step back from danger
Lost in serenity
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i'm broken
(I'm falling endlessly)
I'm lost in the beauty of sorrow
(In this wonderful misery)
Dance in the hallway
Night after night
Cold gets in my bones
A pair of glowing lights
I' m staring deeply
(Everything crumbles apart even the doorways to the past, locked for eternity)
Smoke in my eyes
I'm blind
(Everybody slips away, they're long gone before i realize it was all just a dream)
Step back from danger lost in serenity
Wooh tonight i'm torn and i'm broken
(I'm falling endlessly)
I'm lost in…
unknown
Lagu yang bermakna penderitaan.cocok di dengar bagi yang sedang merasa menderita.
heru rochadi
wajahnya si vira mirip chelsea olivia yaa.....imut2 🤔😁
muhammad rifky awaludin
Lebih tepatnya mirip nabilah jkt
voll cano
joz
Yauma Anzil Rizky
bagusan scream nya onad
TRAVEL ONE
@soʏᴇoɴ 소연 maksudnya norak gimana, situ bisa ga bikin lagu sebagus mereka ha?
Envy Re
@soʏᴇoɴ 소연 image killing me inside jelek ya gara2 penggiringan opini publik yang dilakuin si onad,
Dan reunion bukan nggak mau make nama killing me inside, tapi karena memang nggak bisa, karena hakinya dipegang Josaphat
Envy Re
@soʏᴇoɴ 소연 norak??, Musik mereka aja lebih keren dari reunion.
soʏᴇoɴ 소연
@Sunar Eddyarto bukan iri, cuma gamau nama killing me inside jelek di publik karena keegoisan josap masih mempertahankan nama itu padahal personilnya cuma dia doang sekarang yg masih stay
Liat di fanspage fb malah banyak yg bully karena personilnya norak semua, killing me inside udah mati bro, tapi masih di paksa main itu yg ga di suka sama onad
Old person aja gamau reunion pake nama killing me inside, liat aja di channel onad udah di bahas sepuluh bulan yg lalu