His work can be described as a very loud and gritty approach to underground Cloud Rap.
His first piece of work can be traced back to 2015 with the release of his first single “Leave you guessing”.
A single that promoted his first ep “the killstation ep”.
Killstation now has 10 solo projects, as well as 2 other collaborative projects, and a studio album entitled “The Two of Us are Dying.”
Aniline
Killstation Lyrics
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In absolute absence of light
And I can't hide but every time I see your eyes
I lose my mind
I lose my mind
I lose my mind
I lose my mind
I lose my mind
The lyrics of Killstation's song Aniline are a portrayal of the aftermath of a break-up. The artist is expressing his concern for his former lover and their well-being. He hopes that his ex-partner is okay, even though they are apart and are in a place of darkness or emptiness. The phrase "absolute absence of light" refers not only to the physical darkness but also to the emotional emptiness and the absence of connection.
The next line "I can't hide but every time I see your eyes, I lose my mind" is symbolic of the strong feelings that he still has for this person. The artist can't ignore his former lover when he sees them, and he loses control of his senses. Despite the pain of the break-up and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness, he cannot help but feel the attraction towards the person that he loved.
The repetition of the phrase "I lose my mind" in the chorus is a reflection of the artist's emotional turmoil, which he cannot come to terms with. The repetition of the phrase represents the intensity of his emotions, his struggle to let go and his feeling of being lost without this person who was a significant part of his life.
Line by Line Meaning
I only hope that you're alright
I have concern for your well-being and genuinely wish that you are doing well
In absolute absence of light
Even in the darkest of times, I still think about you
And I can't hide but every time I see your eyes
I am unable to conceal my emotions whenever I look into your eyes
I lose my mind
You have a strong effect on me and I become overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions
I lose my mind
My logical thinking becomes irrational and impulsive when I am around you
I lose my mind
My mental state becomes disordered and chaotic when I am consumed by my feelings for you
I lose my mind
I am unable to maintain my composure when I am in your presence
I lose my mind
My self-control is weakened and I become unable to think straight when I am with you
Contributed by Audrey G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.