Track of My Tears
Kotch Lyrics


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People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place

If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
I need you, need you
Since you left me if you see me with another girl
Seeming like I'm having fun
Although she may be cute

She's just a substitute
Because you're the permanent one
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears

I need you, need you
Outside I'm masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown oh yeah
Since you put me down
My smile is my make up

I wear since my break up with you
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place




If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears

Overall Meaning

In Kotch's "Tracks of My Tears," the singer laments about his sadness and feelings of emptiness behind his laughter and humor. He explains that he may be the life of the party, but it's just a façade. He still feels blue inside, and the smile on his face looks out of place, revealing the tracks of his tears. He further emphasizes how much he needs his ex-lover by his side and how he's just with other girls as substitutes for his permanent one.


The song's lyrics delve into the themes of heartbreak, loneliness, and the importance of true love. The singer is trying to show everyone that he's okay and that he's moved on from his past relationship, but he's fooling no one but himself, and he's becoming a clown or a jester because of it. The song's opening lyrics, "People say I'm the life of the party because I tell a joke or two," says a lot about the singer's personality. It reveals that he uses humor as a coping mechanism to cover up his emotional struggles.


Line by Line Meaning

People say I'm the life of the party
People think I'm the one who brings joy to the party


Because I tell a joke or two
I crack some jokes to make people laugh


Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Even though I may seem happy and carefree on the outside


Deep inside I'm blue
I'm actually sad and hurting inside


So take a good look at my face
If you pay attention to my expressions


You'll see my smile looks out of place
My smile doesn't match how I'm really feeling


If you look closer, it's easy to trace
If you examine more closely


The tracks of my tears
You'll notice the evidence of my crying


I need you, need you
I miss and want you back


Since you left me if you see me with another girl
If you see me with another girl after you left me


Seeming like I'm having fun
Appearing as though I'm enjoying myself


Although she may be cute
Even if the girl is attractive


She's just a substitute
She's not the real thing


Because you're the permanent one
Because you are the one I truly want to be with


Outside I'm masquerading
Externally, I'm pretending to be someone I'm not


Inside my hope is fading
Internally, I'm losing optimism


Just a clown oh yeah
I'm like a jester, trying to entertain others


Since you put me down
Ever since you broke up with me


My smile is my make up
My smile covers up my sadness


I wear since my break up with you
I've been putting on this facade since we separated




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: DOLLY PARTON

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Make Sitauti

The memories on this song wen I was little and now I’m even more I love ❤️❤️😊

Jesus Padilla

my mom would listen to this song while we cruising on the highway when i was a kid and it is a very good song :) i listen to all the good old school songs just like my mom

Unknown Entity

The two who disliked.... Were ran over on the tracks while their tears fell!!!! LMAO

Unknown Entity

Craziness! =|

nickythomas69

you feelin this song though lady. oh yah yah

Topher Profit

Evry song is betta inna reggae style!

nickythomas69

Lady Sanchez Hi how are you? you love this music. I know I do to .It reminds me when my dad past away. Me and my sistah used to bump it all the time in my car. It was cool

Unknown Entity

personally i don't...more so LUST!

nickythomas69

I had to pinch myself

nickythomas69

O.m.G I cant beileve it . Is it really u

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