Closer
LIL NARNIA Lyrics
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Am i closer to what i want
Sit at home with the tv on
Always alone whenever you're gone
Pull me closer and break me off
Am i closer
To peace of mind getting older
Is this waste of time
I'll be by your side
Or should I
I'm goin 180 they turning 360
I hit a new 40
Need a new bitch
Need a new woahdy
Need a new clip
Fuck is your homie
Just gotta new beam
All on my lonely
We is not bros at all
Fuck is you talking about
I cannot fuck with yall
I do not fuck with yall
Everyone sus me out
I only trust a few
Skin a bit stronger now
Hang my head when you come around
Scared to death in an empty house
Holding my breath when i see you now
Come again just to break me down
Is this over
Am i closer to what i want
Sit at home with the tv on
Always alone whenever you're gone
Pull me closer and break me off
In these lyrics, LIL NARNIA reflects on his emotions and experiences in a relationship. He starts by questioning whether the relationship is coming to an end, wondering if he is closer to achieving what he desires. Sitting at home with the TV on, he feels lonely whenever his partner is not around. There is a sense of longing as he asks to be pulled closer, even though he is aware that it may break him emotionally. He contemplates if he is getting closer to finding peace of mind as he gets older or if the relationship is just a waste of time.
In the next section of the song, LIL NARNIA shifts his focus to his personal growth and independence. He undergoes a complete change, as shown by the line "I'm goin 180, they turning 360." It implies that while others may be stuck in their old ways, he's constantly evolving and moving forward. He desires new experiences, new relationships, and a fresh start. He distances himself from people who claim to be his friends but don't truly support him, stating that he doesn't associate with them at all.
LIL NARNIA then reflects on the state of his relationships in general. He expresses a feeling of suspicion, saying that everyone is trying to figure him out, but he only trusts a few people. The line "Skin a bit stronger now" suggests that he has become more resilient, developing a tougher exterior due to his experiences. However, when the person he once had a relationship with comes back into his life, he admits to feeling vulnerable and afraid. There is a constant cycle of being broken down whenever they re-enter his life.
In the final lines of the lyrics, LIL NARNIA returns to the initial theme of the song. He questions if the relationship is truly over, wondering if he is getting any closer to attaining what he desires. He still finds himself alone at home, with only the TV for company when his partner is gone. Despite the potential emotional harm, he still desires to be pulled closer, indicating his longing for companionship and connection, regardless of the consequences.
Line by Line Meaning
Is this over
Is this relationship or situation coming to an end?
Am i closer to what i want
Am I making progress towards achieving my desires?
Sit at home with the tv on
I spend my time alone at home, distracting myself with television.
Always alone whenever you're gone
I feel lonely whenever you're not around.
Pull me closer and break me off
Draw me nearer to you, even if it hurts and breaks me.
Am i closer
Am I getting nearer to my goals?
To peace of mind getting older
As I get older, am I finding inner peace and contentment?
Is this waste of time
Is all of this just a futile and unproductive use of my time?
On the coldest nights
During the most lonely and difficult times
I'll be by your side
I'll remain loyal and supportive to you.
Or should I
Or maybe I should reconsider?
I'm goin 180 they turning 360
While I'm changing my perspective dramatically, others are only going in circles.
I hit a new 40
I encountered a new obstacle or challenge.
Need a new bitch
I desire a new romantic partner.
Need a new woahdy
I need a new friend or companion.
Need a new clip
I require a new support system or source of strength.
Fuck is your homie
I don't consider you a true friend.
Just gotta new beam
I acquired a new weapon or means of protection.
All on my lonely
I'm alone, without any company or support.
We is not bros at all
We are not close friends or companions in any way.
Fuck is you talking about
I don't understand or care about what you're saying.
I cannot fuck with yall
I can't associate or engage with all of you.
Everyone sus me out
Everyone views me with suspicion or doubt.
I only trust a few
I only have faith and confidence in a select few individuals.
Skin a bit stronger now
My emotional defenses have become a little stronger now.
Hang my head when you come around
I feel shame or embarrassment when you're present.
Scared to death in an empty house
I'm extremely afraid and anxious when I'm alone in my empty house.
Holding my breath when i see you now
I become tense and anxious when I see you now.
Come again just to break me down
You return into my life only to hurt and destroy me.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Jay Droegemeier
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