Stumble
Life on Repeat Lyrics


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We fade to black,
begin the scene.
You move in closer,
a silent dream.
Your body warm,
the smell so sweet.
You feel so safe here,
here with me.

The truth,
of course,
you wanted,
But I'm ashamed to tell.

I'll give you hell
to watch you crumble.
I'll wish you well
to watch you stumble.
'Cause I'm insane
don't call me "baby",
I'm done.

It's so serene,
the way you scream.
The way I listen indifferently.
So go ahead now and pack your things.
You'll never mean it
you'll never leave.

I'll give you hell
to watch you crumble.
I'll wish you well
to watch you stumble.
'Cause I'm insane
don't call me "baby",
I'm done.
I'm done.
I'm done.

'Cause I'm in love with this bitterness
I've nurtured it in the dark.
It wraps around 'til we can't breathe,
You're locked in my arms.

Strung out on suffering tonight.
I know you're only getting higher.

I'll give you hell
to watch you crumble.
I'll wish you well
to watch you stumble.
'Cause I'm insane
don't call me "baby",
I'm done.




I'm done.
I'm done.

Overall Meaning

The song "Stumble" by Life on Repeat is a melancholic and intense ballad that speaks to the pain of loving someone who is toxic and self-destructive. The lyrics are vivid and evocative, painting a picture of a tumultuous relationship that is on the verge of collapse. The song opens with the lines "We fade to black, begin the scene", suggesting a sense of finality and inevitability. From there, the singer describes the physical and emotional intimacy between them and their lover, juxtaposing the sweetness of the moment with the bitterness of their own inner turmoil. The chorus is a refrain of the lines "I'll give you hell to watch you crumble, I'll wish you well to watch you stumble", expressing contradictory desires to both hurt and heal their lover. The song ends with a sense of resignation and closure, as the singer declares "I'm done" three times.


One possible interpretation of the lyrics is that the singer is caught in a cycle of addiction and codependency with their lover. They are painfully aware of the destructive nature of their relationship but feel powerless to stop it. They are simultaneously drawn to and repelled by their lover's self-destructive tendencies, and their own emotions are a chaotic and conflicting mix of love, hate, and fear. The phrase "I'm in love with this bitterness" suggests that they have become addicted to the drama and pain of their relationship, and that they are struggling to break free from it.


Overall, the song "Stumble" is a gripping and emotionally charged portrayal of a toxic love affair. It captures the complex and often contradictory feelings that can arise in relationships that are defined by addiction, codependency, and self-destructiveness.


Line by Line Meaning

We fade to black,
The relationship is ending or going through a dark time.


begin the scene.
A new chapter or phase of the relationship is starting.


You move in closer,
You are physically close or emotionally opening up.


a silent dream.
The moment feels surreal and dreamlike.


Your body warm,
Your physical presence is comforting and inviting.


the smell so sweet.
Your scent is alluring or pleasant.


You feel so safe here,
Being with me brings you a sense of safety and security.


here with me.
The artist is a source of comfort or companionship.


The truth,
Something the other person wanted to know.


of course,
It's obvious or expected.


you wanted,
The other person desired to know something specific.


But I'm ashamed to tell.
The artist is embarrassed or afraid to reveal the truth.


I'll give you hell
The singer will deliberately cause pain or difficulty.


to watch you crumble.
The singer wants to see the other person suffer or fall apart.


I'll wish you well
The singer desires the other person's success or happiness.


to watch you stumble.
The artist wants to see the other person struggle or lose their footing.


'Cause I'm insane
The artist acknowledges their own irrationality or instability.


don't call me "baby",
The singer rejects or resents being called a term of endearment.


I'm done.
The singer is finished with the relationship or situation.


It's so serene,
The moment is peaceful or calming.


the way you scream.
The other person's emotional outburst or expression of pain.


The way I listen indifferently.
The artist is detached or disinterested in the other person's emotions.


So go ahead now and pack your things.
The singer is urging the other person to leave or end the relationship.


You'll never mean it
The artist believes the other person will not actually leave.


you'll never leave.
The singer is confident the other person will stay, despite their words or actions.


'Cause I'm in love with this bitterness
The singer has grown attached to their negative feelings or attitude.


I've nurtured it in the dark.
The negative emotions have been fed or maintained in secret.


It wraps around 'til we can't breathe,
The negativity has become suffocating or overwhelming.


You're locked in my arms.
The other person is trapped or held back by the artist's emotional state or behavior.


Strung out on suffering tonight.
The singer is addicted or obsessed with pain and misery.


I know you're only getting higher.
The other person is becoming more emotionally charged or unstable.


I'm done.
The artist reiterates their desire to end the relationship or situation.


I'm done.
The artist repeats their decision to leave or move on.


I'm done.
The artist affirms their finality and resolve.




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