What I Say And What I Mean
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Walking through the past But I don't think of some other boys Sometimes I just found That they keep sticking up from the hives
Recalling past memories of my life, but I do not think about my past love interests. Sometimes, they come to mind and cause me discomfort.

Closing at the wims I suppose it's supposed to take some more time Then why do I find That they've closed every door on our lives?
Things don't always work out the way we expect, although we anticipate more time. Why do I feel like our opportunities to be together are limited and have already slipped away?

Cause I know you're the only one for me Quit standing in my sleep
I am certain you are my soulmate, but I need to stop dreaming about you and move on.

Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean
I am determined to move ahead in life and not dwell on the past. However, I often find myself taking steps backward and struggling to progress.

Something haunts my dreams Don't know what it means
Something is bothering me and constantly appearing in my dreams, but I can't decipher its significance.

Itching at the scabs Only makes my troubles run high Cause scratching in the sheets Makes the bark much worse than the bite
I can't keep reopening old emotional wounds because it only exacerbates my problems. Similarly, acting impulsively can lead to bigger problems than the initial issue.

Itching for a fight It's your nasty running over my spine Cause the doors are open And they keep floating back to my mind
I am looking for an argument because your actions upset me. Even though I want to move forward, memories of our relationship keep resurfacing and complicating things.

And I know you're the only one for me Quit standing in my dreams
I am convinced you are the love of my life, but I can't keep dreaming about you and holding onto something that is not possible.

Never going back and forth I'm only going forward That's what I keep saying Never going back and forth I'm only going back That's what I mean
I keep telling myself that I will keep moving ahead, but I still have impulses that lead me down the wrong path.

Something haunts my sleep Don't know what it means
My sleep is disturbed by something unidentifiable, and I'm unsure of its significance.

I squeeze my wrists My arm just snapped I'm melting back and forth I'm in-between
As I grip my wrist, I feel like I lose control and fluctuate between different emotional states, uncertain of what to do next.

I squeezed my wrist My arm just snapped I'm melting back and forth I'm in-between
I find myself losing control once again, and my emotions are fluctuating between extremes.