Henderson had a small role as a bully on the television program Friday Night Lights before moving to California at the age of 18, to pursue his acting career.
Henderson's breakthrough role was Big Time Rush. He plays Logan Mitchell, who's persona is getting the group out of trouble. The group has recorded many songs including, "City Is Ours", "Nothing Even Matters", "Halfway There", "Famous", "Till I Forget About You" (heard at an episode of the show and first single off of their debut album, B.T.R.), and the theme song, "Big Time Rush". Their debut album was released on October 11, 2010 and it peaked at number 3 on the Billboard 200, and at #1 on the iTunes digital albums list. It was released via Sony and Columbia Records. Henderson and the rest of Big Time Rush made an appearance at the 2010 Kids' Choice Awards and performed at the 2011 Kids' Choice Awards. He also appeared in an episode of BrainSurge during the week of April 18–22, 2011.
Disappear
Logan Henderson Lyrics
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Looking like the cherry of my burning cigarette
Throw me in your fire, let me pay you for my sins
I don't even try to fight it, I just keep on giving in
Higher, higher, higher, disappear
(So high, can't come down)
I can't, I can't, I can't breathe in here
I'm kicking like a junkie
An addict for your fix
(High, high, higher)
Higher, higher, higher, disappear (disappear)
I've been sleeping with a liar
Yeah you know we don't get no sleep
It's like I'm chained to the desire
Yeah she knows that I'm in too deep
And throw me in your fire
Let me pay you for my sins
I don't even try to fight it
I just keep on giving in
Higher, higher, higher, disappear
(So high, can't come down)
I can't, I can't, I can't breathe in here
(Swore off your chemicals)
I'm kicking like a junkie
An addict for your fix
(High, high, higher)
Higher, higher, higher, disappear (disappear)
I'm running, I'm running, I'm running, I'm running in place
I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing my faith
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling from grace
Here, ah
I'm running, I'm running, I'm running, I'm running in place
I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing my faith
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling from grace
Ooh, ah
Higher, higher, higher, disappear
(So high, can't come down)
I can't, I can't, I can't breathe in here
(Swore off your chemicals)
Now I'm kicking like a junkie
An addict for your fix
(High, high, higher)
Higher, higher, higher, disappear (disappear)
Higher, higher, higher, disappear
(So high, can't come down)
I can't, I can't, I can't breathe in here
(Swore off your chemicals)
I'm kicking like a junkie
An addict for your fix
(High, high, higher)
Higher, higher, higher, disappear (disappear, whoa)
The song "Disappear" by Logan Henderson is about a person who is trapped in a toxic relationship. The singer acknowledges the negative pattern in which he continues to give in to the other person despite the consequences. The opening lines “I got you wrapped up in your favorite color red, looking like the cherry of my burning cigarette” reveal the attraction he has towards his partner, even though he knows it’s not healthy for him. The chorus mentions wanting to disappear, which can be interpreted as the desire to escape the relationship or simply the feeling of being out of control. The repeated phrase, "Higher, higher, higher, disappear" represents the feeling of wanting to reach a point where everything fades away.
The second verse continues with the same themes, describing how the singer’s partner has become an addiction that he can’t shake. He acknowledges that he is sleeping with a liar and that they’re no longer getting any sleep. The bridge further emphasizes this feeling of being trapped, "I'm running, I'm running, I'm running, I'm running in place, I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing my faith, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling from grace." The singer feels like he’s losing himself, his faith, and his sense of morality.
Overall, the song is a dark and emotional portrayal of a man struggling to break free from a relationship that is slowly destroying him.
Line by Line Meaning
I got you wrapped up in your favorite color red
I am enamored with you, wrapped up in your aura, represented by the color red.
Looking like the cherry of my burning cigarette
You are the cherry of my cigarette, emitting energy that entices me.
Throw me in your fire, let me pay you for my sins
I want to fall into the fire of your passion, forgetting my wrongdoings through you.
I don't even try to fight it, I just keep on giving in
I cannot resist you; I surrender myself willingly to your grip.
Higher, higher, higher, disappear
I want to reach a high so great that I will disappear from its effects.
(So high, can't come down)
I am so high that I cannot come back down to reality.
I can't, I can't, I can't breathe in here
I can't breathe in this space that you've put me in because it's so intense.
(Swore off your chemicals)
I've promised not to indulge in your addictive ways anymore but have failed.
I'm kicking like a junkie
I am struggling with my addiction to you like an addict in withdrawal.
An addict for your fix
I need you like an addict needs their fix to feel good.
I've been sleeping with a liar
I've been deceived by someone that I allow to occupy my mind and heart.
Yeah you know we don't get no sleep
We stay up all night dealing with our attraction and problems.
It's like I'm chained to the desire
I am unable to break free from my feelings for you no matter how hard I try.
(High, high, higher)
I keep reaching higher levels of stimulation with you that I crave so much.
I'm running, I'm running, I'm running, I'm running in place
I'm putting all this emotional effort and energy into getting nowhere.
I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing my faith
I'm losing hope in myself and what I have invested in.
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling from grace
My morality and values are going out the window because of my obsession with you.
Now I'm kicking like a junkie
I'm still struggling with my addiction to you and can't seem to break free of it.
(Disappear, whoa)
The high is becoming so intense that I can't tell where we separate and I begin to disappear into you.
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Evan Robinson, Lee Anna Mccollum, Svend Lerche
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