Desperado
M. Miller Lyrics

Uh, I got a pocket full of posies
I have a lot of problems and negative thoughts

Some devil with a pitchfork keep talking like he know me
Someone is constantly criticizing and judging me

I'm psychopathic, low key, my hyperactive dome piece
I have a complex and active mind, but I try to keep it hidden

Get no sleep, ill as fuck, the hospitals seem so weak
I am constantly restless and sick, hospitals cannot help me

I stood before an angel as he told me bout the glory
I had a spiritual experience where someone enlightened me

Put me in a room of people, how the fuck could I be lonely?
Surrounded by people, but still feeling empty and disconnected

I only get money, these labels tryna clone me
Companies only care about profit and success, not my uniqueness

Uh, my thoughts get heavy, hit the ground and crack the concrete
My thoughts and burdens weigh me down and impact my surroundings

So, I try to keep 'em in my head
I try to keep my thoughts and emotions concealed

It's sad to see when everything that you believe is dead
It's disheartening when all your beliefs and values lose meaning

Word to Heavy D, and rest in peace to all that come and pass
Acknowledging influential figures who have passed away

Life is good sometimes, but it just doesn't last
Moments of happiness are temporary and fleeting

A bunch of stress, you see, this mic is like my punching bag
Using music as an outlet to cope with stress and frustrations

Rock 'n' roll, drugs and cash, you softer than a bubble bath
Living a rebellious and extravagant lifestyle, not conforming to societal norms

Sucka ass mothafucka, mothafucka's sediment
Insulting someone who is weak and insignificant

Doper than the shit that killed Chris Tucker in Dead Presidents
Being more impressive and intoxicating than a strong drug

Desert rhymes, homie, riding beats, I'm on a camel
Delivering impactful and captivating lyrics, riding the music effortlessly

I'm way too hot to handle, life a beach, I brought my sandals
I am extremely talented and successful, enjoying life's pleasures

You want a war? I got a lot of ammo
If you seek conflict, I have plenty of resources to fight back

You ain't a soldier 'cause you rocking camo
Wearing camouflage doesn't make you tough or courageous

Young Rambo, hundred million fans though
Being admired and supported by a massive fan base

And I do it big, you a iPod Nano
I achieve greatness while you are insignificant and small

Fire on wax, look like I rock candles
My performances and music recordings are intense and captivating

Yeah, you got a show, but you ain't on my channel
You may have your own platform, but you're not at my level of success

That's HBO, bitch, you gotta pay for that, haha, your channel's free
Comparing oneself to a premium network, implying superiority over someone with a free platform

Ayo, I'm 'bout to start gambling with Ambien, I'm dutch smoking
I'm going to take risks with sleeping pills, while smoking marijuana

That's a strike, but fuck bowling, I could tear a pin of Maryland
Refusing to adhere to conventional activities, capable of causing chaos

See, I'm American, apparently it's damaging
My American identity is seen as harmful or problematic

To be in front of cameras in your underwear with Marilyn
Being exposed and vulnerable in the public eye, like Marilyn Monroe

Monroe, looking dumb hoes, who want to much dough
Referring to women who prioritize materialistic desires

And come close to have you straight tripping when you jump rope
Being deceptive and causing confusion when dealing with challenges

Don't rock the love boat, this business fucking cut throat
Avoid getting involved in romantic relationships within the cutthroat music industry

And it's gonna crack if you just paint the wall with one coat
Superficial actions and insufficient effort will lead to failure

Rooms filled with blunt smoke, peep me through the fog
Surrounded by the haze of marijuana smoke, but one can still notice my presence

These rappers who be hating probably need to get a job
Criticizing jealous and unsuccessful rappers, suggesting they find stable employment

See, me I'm with my squad, getting money, living comfortable
I am surrounded by my loyal group, earning money, and enjoying a lavish lifestyle

I know a couple hoes who model, but they ugly, though
I am acquainted with some models, but I find them unattractive

Fuck a toast, y'all is fucking broke, cut ya throat
I have no respect for you, as you are financially unstable, and I wish harm upon you

Judging me is nothing dope, boy, you lying under oath
Criticizing me holds no value, as you are dishonest and going against your promises

God made the world, why did man make the scriptures?
Questioning the creation of religious texts by humans, contrasting divine creation

And if he created Lennon, why'd he go and make a Hitler?
Reflecting on the existence of good and evil in the world, questioning divine choices

I could take a photo, but I'd rather paint a picture
I prefer to create art and express myself through painting rather than photography

Of the one Laurence Fishburne, we'll shoot up all you hipsters
Creating an artwork featuring Laurence Fishburne while mocking and challenging trendy individuals

I'm from Pittsburgh, that's black and gold
Identifying with the city of Pittsburgh, which is symbolized by the colors black and gold

If my skin gets filled up, I'ma tat my soul
Expressing a commitment to getting more tattoos as a form of self-expression

Running out of paper, writing on my hand
Running out of space to write, resorting to using body parts for notes

Hundred thousand haters writing 'bout my jams
Many people who dislike me are still paying attention to and discussing my music

Want a number one independent album? I'm your man
If you seek a successful independent album, I have the skills and expertise to deliver

I'ma hit Preme and leave you all right where you stand
I will surpass and defeat my competition, leaving them where they currently are