Novocaine
MAE Lyrics


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Why does every street here look the same?
Yet there's so many here, see the faces, they're glad they came
A city sucking all the life in me
So I've been using you to get what I need

It's not so typical, so hypocritical for me to act this way
But novocaine sets in and I pretend the real is fake
See the (marcher?) strike up his band to play
The music screams in me but I don't hear a single thing

Oh, novocaine
Just get it out of me, it's getting hard to breathe again
I'm going insane
So in the state I'm in, I'd give in to almost anything

I'm not the monster that you claim I am
If I could shed some light in here, then I could make you understand
It's not this atmosphere that makes you become
What it is you hate the most, 'cause being dead is feeling numb

Oh, novocaine
Just get it out of me, it's getting hard to breathe again
I'm going insane
So in the state I'm in, I'd give in to almost anything
Novocaine
This is the way I feel, just another vicious (?)

Spinning, spinning, spinning, spinning, (inside of me?)
The weight of it can crush you, still you (?)
There's light here at this tunnel's end
All I can do is (?) give it away till you feel something
And let the light in

I'll keep on searching here 'cause I think I could




Just get me off the streets of hollow Hollywood
All systems in place [repeat]

Overall Meaning

The song Novocaine by MAE begins with the singer expressing frustration about the monotony of life in the city, where all streets look the same and everyone appears content despite the lack of vibrancy. The city drains the life out of the singer and out of desperation, they begin using someone to fill the void. The chorus of the song is an appeal to be rid of the numbness that has set in, brought on by the use of Novocaine, a medication used for pain relief that can lead to temporary anesthesia or numbness. The singer pleads with someone to help them feel alive again, admitting they are on the verge of insanity and willing to do almost anything to break free from the feeling of detachment.


The second verse seems to address the singer's reputation and a potential misunderstanding of who they really are. They suggest that shedding light on the situation may help people understand their behavior is not due to a personal flaw but rather the atmosphere they find themselves in that numbs them. The singer acknowledges that numbness leads to a feeling of being dead, and they are searching for something to help them come back to life. The bridge seems to touch on the idea that there is hope for a breakthrough and the potential for the light to flood back in.


Overall, the song is a cry for help from someone who feels stuck in a cycle of numbness and desperation. The singer seeks a way out, knowing that the path they are on is unsustainable and that they need help to break free.


Line by Line Meaning

Why does every street here look the same?
Despite the diversity of faces, the streets still seem to feel monotonous and unchanging.


Yet there's so many here, see the faces, they're glad they came
Although the city is overwhelming, many people seem happy to be there.


A city sucking all the life in me
Living in this city seems to be draining the singer of vitality and energy.


So I've been using you to get what I need
The singer is using someone else to fulfill their needs, likely because they feel empty themselves.


It's not so typical, so hypocritical for me to act this way
The singer recognizes that their actions may seem hypocritical or out of character for them.


But novocaine sets in and I pretend the real is fake
The singer is using novocaine as a metaphor for numbing themselves to reality and pretending that everything is okay.


See the (marcher?) strike up his band to play
The singer sees someone else playing music, likely as a form of escape or release.


The music screams in me but I don't hear a single thing
Despite the external music, the singer is unable to connect with it internally and feels numb or disconnected.


Oh, novocaine
Repeating the title, the singer emphasizes the idea of being numb or disconnected.


Just get it out of me, it's getting hard to breathe again
The singer is desperate to break free from this numbness and regain their ability to feel and breathe deeply.


I'm going insane
The singer feels like they are losing their grip on reality or their sense of self.


So in the state I'm in, I'd give in to almost anything
Feeling vulnerable and lost, the singer is willing to do almost anything to feel better or find their way again.


I'm not the monster that you claim I am
Addressing someone else, the singer refutes the idea that they are a bad or evil person.


If I could shed some light in here, then I could make you understand
The singer believes that if they could just find clarity or a way out of their numbness, others would understand and empathize better.


It's not this atmosphere that makes you become
The singer pushes back on the idea that external circumstances dictate who we are or how we feel.


What it is you hate the most, 'cause being dead is feeling numb
The singer suggests that feeling numb and disconnected is just as bad, if not worse, than being dead.


Spinning, spinning, spinning, spinning, (inside of me?)
Using repetition and a spinning motion, the singer describes the overwhelming sensation they feel inside.


The weight of it can crush you, still you (?)
Despite feeling heavily burdened, the singer seems determined to push through and find a way out.


There's light here at this tunnel's end
The singer sees hope and a way out of their numbness, even if it feels far away.


All I can do is (?) give it away till you feel something
The singer suggests that music or emotions can be shared with others as a way to connect and feel something real.


And let the light in
Ending on a hopeful note, the singer encourages listeners to let light and hope into their lives.


I'll keep on searching here 'cause I think I could
The singer is determined to keep searching for a way out of their numbness and back to real connection.


Just get me off the streets of hollow Hollywood
Referencing the city from earlier in the song, the singer desires to leave this hollow, unfulfilling place.


All systems in place [repeat]
Ending the song with a repetition of this phrase, the singer suggests that everything is in its right place for a change to happen.




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Comments from YouTube:

@AlessandraMaza

still gets me

@noobspice

not listening to mae for about 2 years, and i re listen to every song, i can remember all the lyrics yet they still seem really fresh.

@abnerd16

This song sounds different. Like, GOOD different. I can't believe they'd compose a song like this but they did and they pulled it off amazingly.

@fahleeshah

the song is about life in Hollywood, how it's very easy to get swept up in the city & to get screwed over as well. the man at the end of the song, his name is Kenna, really good artist.

@doozelle

I'm pretty sure it's Kenna

@benfrenchman

@Hakusan75 Spot on saying it's like MCR. Reminds me of Muse too. Has that ridiculous, excelelnt, overblown sound.

@iamtheshizzforeal

No problem. Thanks for the comment

@Hakusan75

This is an awesome song. Doesn't really seem to fit in with their other songs. It kinda seems like something my Chem would do, but with Mae performing it, yet it still fits. Haha. Thanks for the upload.

@noobspice

awesome. same with squigglysquid.

@iamtheshizzforeal

lol I can understand why I suppose... it was kind of spamming but unless this vid gets featured (which I highly doubt) I had no other way to share the love

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