S.A.D.
Man Overboard Lyrics


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Painting over portraits again, I pretend
This isn't how I knew it would end
Cause there are no more pages in my book
And there is too much ink in my pen

So now I'm wishing that the cycle would end, so then
I'd learn to be somebody's man
Cause there is too much history for the history books
And I'd like to start them again

I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here

So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Well I'm used to it
Lone, individual
Another year and I'm still here
And I'm still here

Looking in the mirror, I'm sure I'm sure
And I didn't do those things from before
Cause there is no more time left on the clock
And you are walking out the front door

So now I'm learning to be wrong even more, the whore
The emptiness I try to ignore
Cause there are no more bullets in my gun
And I am trying to prepare for a war

I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here

So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Well I'm used to it
Lone, individual
Another year and I'm still here
And I'm still here

And you say
"I'll take it out on myself, I'll take it out on my friends"
And you say
"I've got this knife to my throat, and there's this blood on my hands"

(And if you pick me up)
Is it selfish?
Well if so fine
I've always been selfish
And that's just one of the many problems I will never be able to fix
I believe I am making everyone's lives around me worse
Increasingly worse
I am a disease to my friends and family
Please leave me alone

We're still young
It's over
I'm so dumb (pick me up)
I love her
I'm sorry (if you)
I hate me
It was fine (pick me up)
Til lately

I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here

So now you hate me?




Oh, how original
Another year and I'm still here

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Man Overboard's song S.A.D. speak to the feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt that many people face, particularly during periods of transition or change. The first verse sets the stage for this theme, as the singer finds herself painting over portraits and wishing for a new beginning, symbolized by a fresh book and inkless pen. She longs to be someone else's partner, but feels that her own history is too complex and painful to be contained within the pages of any book. The second verse introduces a more self-loathing tone, with the singer hating herself for her lack of originality, particularly in her continued presence in the same negative places, both physically and emotionally. The third verse brings a sense of finality, with the singer realizing that time is running out, and that she must come to terms with her demons and prepare for the ultimate battle.


Throughout the song, there is a sense of desperation and self-destruction, with the singer feeling alone and unlovable. This is highlighted in the chorus, where she reflects on her own sense of worthlessness and how she is perceived by others. The bridge takes a deeper dive into the singer's psyche, revealing her thoughts of suicide and self-harm, as well as her belief that she is a burden to those around her. The final lines of the song long for a brighter future, but the singer acknowledges the continued presence of her negative thoughts and emotions.


Overall, S.A.D. is a powerful reflection on the inner struggles that so many people face on a daily basis. Through its raw emotional honesty and insight into the singer's psyche, the song offers a glimmer of hope for those who are also struggling with their own demons, illustrating that there is always potential for a brighter future.


Line by Line Meaning

Painting over portraits again, I pretend
I try to hide my true self by creating a faƧade.


This isn't how I knew it would end
Things have turned out differently from what I expected.


Cause there are no more pages in my book
I feel like I have lost control of my life's story.


And there is too much ink in my pen
I have no idea how to move forward.


So now I'm wishing that the cycle would end, so then
I hope that my suffering will come to an end soon.


I'd learn to be somebody's man
I want to learn how to be a better person.


Cause there is too much history for the history books
I have made too many mistakes in my life.


And I'd like to start them again
I wish I could go back in time and do things differently.


I hate me, so unoriginal
I don't like myself, and I feel like this is a common feeling.


No other feeling could feel so traditional
This feeling of self-hatred is something that people have experienced for generations.


Cause every year I end up here
I always find myself in the same place, emotionally.


So now you hate me? Oh, how original
Other people disliking me is something I'm used to.


Well I'm used to it, lone, individual
I have become accustomed to feeling alone and detached from others.


Another year and I'm still here And I'm still here
I have made it through another year, but nothing has really changed.


Looking in the mirror, I'm sure I'm sure
I am certain about the reflection I see, but I don't like it.


And I didn't do those things from before
I regret my past actions and wish I had made different choices.


Cause there is no more time left on the clock
I feel like I am running out of time to make changes.


And you are walking out the front door
I am losing someone important to me.


So now I'm learning to be wrong even more, the whore
I am trying to accept that I am imperfect and flawed.


The emptiness I try to ignore
I am struggling to deal with the hollowness inside me.


Cause there are no more bullets in my gun
I feel powerless and defenseless against the challenges I am facing.


And I am trying to prepare for a war
I am doing my best to brace myself for whatever comes next.


And you say, 'I'll take it out on myself, I'll take it out on my friends'
I am causing harm to others and myself, and I am aware of it.


And you say, 'I've got this knife to my throat, and there's this blood on my hands'
I am on the verge of harming myself severely.


(And if you pick me up) Is it selfish? Well if so fine
I know I am being selfish in asking for help, but I need it.


I've always been selfish And that's just one of the many problems I will never be able to fix
My flaws are deeply ingrained and unlikely to change.


I believe I am making everyone's lives around me worse Increasingly worse
I feel responsible for causing harm to those close to me.


I am a disease to my friends and family Please leave me alone
I feel like a burden to those who care about me, and I wish they would distance themselves from me.


We're still young It's over I'm so dumb (pick me up) I love her I'm sorry (if you) I hate me It was fine (pick me up) Til lately
I am reflecting on the end of a relationship, and I regret the mistakes I made.


No other feeling could feel so traditional Cause every year I end up here I end up here
I feel like I've been stuck in this cycle of self-hatred and misery for a long time.




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Comments from YouTube:

Wiktoria Miler

it's been 3 years and I still feel the same

legomania !!!

Been 8 years and still feels the same

Sam Caballero

Been 5 years and I still feel the same too šŸ˜”

M8WhoSk8s

Already 7 years since this album came out ah time flies

GreenDayMnority

Man Overboard and Real Friends are seriously changing my life... It's like every song they write relates to how I'm feeling. It sorta scares me - in a good way though. <3

Michael Clutch

"Please leave me ALOOOOOOOONE" .....wow goosebumps everytime I heard this.

cazza710

If the vocals were brought forwards in the mix a little, and were maybe a little harsher, sorta like The Wonder Years, this would be absolutely grade A

Maxon Mendel

@cazza710 LOL

cazza710

+cazza710 and now here i am owning 5 pieces of Man Overboard merch. What a twat i was.

xwhoaxash

When he says "please leave me alone" ugh I can feel the emotions!

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