Deer
Manchester Orchestra Lyrics


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Half a year and here you are again.
I'd go out in public if nobody ever asked
I sit home and drink alone and hope that bottle speaks
Like you
Like us
Like me

Half a year again now, it's a whole
February stationary from you on the wall
And I sit home and plead the throne
To speak
To speak
To me
To me
To me
Hasn't said a single thing

Probably too busy with your work
Or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone?
There's nothing in these wooden drawers
To bring you back
To keep me bored
I don't know what to do with me no more

Dear everyone
I ever really knew
I acted like an asshole
So I could keep my edge on you
Ended up abusing
Even those I thought immune
I killed the kingdom with one move and now
It's time, to move

Dear everybody that has paid to see my band
Still confusing
I'll never understand
I acted like an asshole so my albums would never burn




I'm hungry now and the scraps are dirty dirt
And I'm hungry now the scraps of dirty dirt.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Manchester Orchestra's song "Deer" may seem simple on the surface, but they are full of meaning and emotion. The opening lines lament the passing of time and the return of an unresolved situation. The songwriter is clearly struggling to move on from something, and the sense of isolation is palpable. The desire to hear from someone who has been absent for six months is evident, and the mention of the bottle speaking is a poignant plea for some kind of guidance or insight.


As the song continues, the songwriter seems to be addressing not just the absent individual but everyone they have ever known. There is a sense of regret and self-recrimination in the lines "I acted like an asshole/So I could keep my edge on you." This admission of guilt is a powerful one, and it underscores the desperation in the earlier verses. The songwriter is seeking reconciliation and forgiveness, but also acknowledging that they have caused harm.


The final lines of the song are perhaps the most poignant. The hunger for success and recognition has led to a kind of artistic starvation, and the scraps of "dirty dirt" are all that remain. The sense of disillusionment and weariness in these verses is palpable, and it adds depth and complexity to a song that could easily be dismissed as a simple lament.


Line by Line Meaning

Half a year and here you are again.
You have returned after six months.


I'd go out in public if nobody ever asked
I want to leave the house, but I don't want to deal with people asking me about you.


I sit home and drink alone and hope that bottle speaks
I stay home and drink by myself, wishing that the bottle will ease my pain.


Like you
I want the bottle to speak to me like you used to.


Like us
I want the bottle to speak to me like we used to speak to each other.


Like me
I want the bottle to speak to me like I used to speak to myself.


Half a year again now, it's a whole
Six months have passed and it feels like a lifetime.


February stationary from you on the wall
I have your letter from February hanging on the wall.


And I sit home and plead the throne
I stay home and pray for guidance.


To speak
I want the letter to speak to me and give me some comfort.


To me
I want the letter to specifically speak to me.


Hasn't said a single thing
The letter is not giving me any answers.


Probably too busy with your work
I make excuses for why you haven't reached out to me.


Or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone?
I question whether I am making excuses for your absence because I don't want to face the truth.


There's nothing in these wooden drawers
I search for something to hold onto, but I find nothing in my possessions.


To bring you back
I search for something that will make you come back to me.


To keep me bored
I find nothing that can occupy me or make me forget about you.


I don't know what to do with me no more
I have lost myself since you left and I don't know how to move on.


Dear everyone
I wish to address everyone I have ever known.


I ever really knew
I want to speak to those who have a connection with me.


I acted like an asshole
I behaved poorly around others.


So I could keep my edge on you
I acted this way to maintain control over others.


Ended up abusing
My behavior turned into abuse towards others.


Even those I thought immune
I harmed even those who I thought were strong enough to withstand me.


I killed the kingdom with one move and now
I destroyed my own world with my actions.


It's time, to move
It is time for me to change and become a better person.


Dear everybody that has paid to see my band
I address those who have seen me perform.


Still confusing
I am still struggling to figure things out.


I'll never understand
I don't think I will ever comprehend why I acted this way.


I acted like an asshole so my albums would never burn
I behaved poorly to get attention and to make sure my music would be popular.


I'm hungry now and the scraps are dirty dirt
I am now trying to find success, but it appears to be out of reach.


And I'm hungry now the scraps of dirty dirt.
I am desperate for success, even if it means accepting less than what I truly want.




Lyrics © RAOUL BRETON EDITIONS, Downtown Music Publishing, Hipgnosis Songs Group
Written by: PUBLIC DOMAIN, ETHAN JOHNS, TOM JONES

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