151
Martha Hill Lyrics


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I was made to walk alone
Twist myself so I can keep you on
I'm a family man but I'm difficult
I like you in my way.
And when you kiss your other men
Really it's me that pities them
They're second best and then
You send them on their way.
Getting back to 151
If I sit quiet will you take me on
Let the night's we spend there just drag on and on (and on and on)
Ocean eyes you're the one
Leave part of me with you when I'm done.
I have dreams but I keep them real
Knock on the door but then I turn my heel
Self preservation of the heart you steal
Until I'm mummified
Cut my hair but I still feel the same
I can't play your little word games
But I can laugh at all the things you say
Until you're satisfied
I'm getting back to 151
If I sit quiet will you take me on
Let the nights we spend there just drag on and on
And on and on
Ocean eyes you're the one
Leave part of me with you when I'm gone
This house is full of strangers
And half of them are dead
Half of them are ghosts that live inside my head.
These streets are full of dangers
And half of them pretend
Live in fear of dying you're already dead
I'm getting back to 151
If I sit quiet will you take me on
Let the nights we spend there just drag on and on
And on and on




Ocean eyes you're the one
Leave part of me with you when I'm gone

Overall Meaning

These lyrics tell a story of a complicated and conflicted relationship. The singer expresses a sense of loneliness and feeling separate from others, as they were "made to walk alone." They twist themselves to fit into their partner's life, acknowledging that they are difficult but still desire to be with them. The line "I like you in my way" suggests that the singer wants the relationship on their terms.


The lyrics mention the act of the partner kissing other men, and although the singer feels sorry for them, they still send them away because they view themselves as superior. The reference to "151" could symbolize a place or a state of mind where the singer hopes to find solace or escape from their complicated emotions.


The singer questions if their partner will include them in their life if they remain silent. They express a desire for the nights they spend together to extend and prolong, perhaps suggesting a fear of losing the connection or the moments they share. The phrase "ocean eyes, you're the one" implies that the partner has a captivating and irresistible quality that draws the singer in.


The lyrics then shift to introspection and self-reflection. The singer admits to having dreams but choosing to keep them realistic. They knock on the door of opportunity, but ultimately retreat. The partner is portrayed as someone who steals the singer's heart and makes them feel preserved or trapped. Despite cutting their hair, which often represents a change or transformation, the singer still feels the same and remains unaffected by the partner's mind games.


The lyrics allude to the vulnerability of the singer, highlighting the fear of being forgotten or abandoned once the partner is satisfied. Again, the desire to return to "151" is expressed, indicating a longing for the sense of security or escape that it represents. The lyric "leave part of me with you when I'm gone" suggests that the partner will always have a lasting impact on the singer, even after they part ways.


In the final verses, the lyrics take a darker turn. The house is described as being full of strangers, some of whom are dead, while others are ghosts that live inside the singer's head. This imagery hints at a sense of isolation, possibly caused by unresolved past relationships or haunting memories. The streets are portrayed as dangerous, with some pretending to be something they are not. The line "live in fear of dying, you're already dead" suggests that the singer perceives a lack of authenticity or true life in those around them.


Overall, these lyrics explore themes of longing, vulnerability, and the complexities of relationships. The singer's inner conflicts and desire to find solace are intertwined with introspection and a realization that the partner holds a significant place in their life, even if it's not always healthy or sustainable.


Line by Line Meaning

I was made to walk alone
I am meant to be on my own without anyone by my side.


Twist myself so I can keep you on
I contort myself to please you and make sure you stay interested in me.


I'm a family man but I'm difficult
I prioritize my family, but I admit that I can be challenging to deal with.


I like you in my way.
I enjoy having you around, but only on my own terms.


And when you kiss your other men
When you show affection to other men


Really it's me that pities them
I actually feel sorry for them because they are not as important to you as I am.


They're second best and then
They are not your first choice, and they come after me.


You send them on their way.
You let them go and move on from them.


Getting back to 151
Returning to the place with the number 151


If I sit quiet will you take me on
Will you include me or accept me if I remain silent?


Let the night's we spend there just drag on and on (and on and on)
Allow the nights we spend together at that place to feel infinitely long.


Ocean eyes you're the one
Your eyes remind me of the vastness and beauty of the ocean, and you are the person I desire.


Leave part of me with you when I'm done.
When our time together is over, a piece of me remains connected to you.


I have dreams but I keep them real
I have aspirations, but I ensure they are grounded in reality.


Knock on the door but then I turn my heel
I approach opportunities, but then I hesitate and walk away.


Self preservation of the heart you steal
You take away my ability to protect my heart by making me emotionally vulnerable.


Until I'm mummified
Until I become emotionally preserved, unable to feel or change.


Cut my hair but I still feel the same
Even if I change my appearance, my inner feelings and emotions remain unchanged.


I can't play your little word games
I refuse to engage in your manipulative language tricks.


But I can laugh at all the things you say
I can find amusement in your attempts to deceive or manipulate me.


Until you're satisfied
I will continue finding amusement in your behavior until you are content.


This house is full of strangers
My home is filled with unfamiliar people.


And half of them are dead
Half of those people are no longer alive.


Half of them are ghosts that live inside my head.
The other half are memories of people who have passed away, but they still haunt my thoughts.


These streets are full of dangers
The streets outside are filled with potential threats and risks.


And half of them pretend
Half of the people out there pretend or fake their true selves.


Live in fear of dying you're already dead
They live in constant fear of death, but their lives are already devoid of true meaning.


Leave part of me with you when I'm gone
When I am no longer present, a part of me will always remain with you.




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Written by: Martha Hill

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