If Only
Mayfield Lyrics


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I never had,
A chance to say,
What I meant as you walked away.
What's it matter, for my sake?
How much difference could two words make?
I'm sorry.
Overlooked,
What's wrong now.
We fixed the problems,
Worked things out.
Time can change almost anything,
I never wanted to be.
If only you could see me here,
On my own crying your tears,
Of loneliness,
And what went wrong?
You've been here to long.
I don't want to put you down,
Feeling tired, safe and sound.
If I could say, in any way,
I couldn't do it now.
If only you could see me here,
On my own crying your tears, of loneliness,




And what went wrong?
You've been here to long...I'm sorry.

Overall Meaning

The song "If Only" by Curtis Mayfield is a heartbreaking ballad about regret and missed opportunities. The lyrics express the pain of not being able to say what one meant to a loved one as they walk away. The singer questions whether it would have made any difference, but ultimately expresses regret for not having the chance to apologize. The song speaks of fixing problems and working things out, but also acknowledges the reality that time can change almost anything. The singer is in a place of loneliness and wishes the other person could see them there, crying their tears of regret.


The lyrics of "If Only" are relatable to anyone who has experienced the pain of missed opportunities and unresolved issues in a relationship. Mayfield's poignant delivery adds to the emotional impact of the song. The repetition of the words "I'm sorry" highlights the regret and desire for reconciliation. The line "I don't want to put you down, feeling tired, safe and sound" shows that the singer does not want to hurt the other person, but still longs to express their feelings.


Overall, "If Only" is a powerful song that captures the complexities of relationships and the pain of not being able to say what needs to be said. It is a testament to Mayfield's skill as a songwriter and his ability to express universal emotions through his music.


Line by Line Meaning

I never had,
I did not get the opportunity to express what I truly wanted to say,


A chance to say,
I never got the opportunity to say what I wanted to express,


What I meant as you walked away.
I was not able to convey my true intentions as you departed.


What's it matter, for my sake?
Does it matter for my benefit?


How much difference could two words make?
Would uttering two words actually make a significant change?


I'm sorry.
I apologize for any past wrongs.


Overlooked,
Forgotten or neglected.


What's wrong now.
What is causing the current issue?


We fixed the problems,
We resolved the issues that arose.


Worked things out.
We found a solution to the problem.


Time can change almost anything,
The passage of time can impact almost anything and alter its state.


I never wanted to be.
I never intended it to be this way.


If only you could see me here,
If you could only witness my current state,


On my own crying your tears,
I am crying out your tears while being alone,


Of loneliness,
Due to feeling alone,


And what went wrong?
What caused things to go wrong?


You've been here too long.
It is time for you to move on from this situation.


I don't want to put you down,
I do not want to bring you down,


Feeling tired, safe and sound.
You are content and comfortable in your current state of being.


If I could say, in any way,
If I were able to somehow say,


I couldn't do it now.
But unfortunately, I am unable to do so now.


I'm sorry.
Once again, I apologize.




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Comments from YouTube:

Jordan Ancrum

Curtis is forever a legend, music lives on forever!!!

Billy DJ

Peaked on the U.S. Hot 100 Billboard Chart on October 20, 1973

Jordan Ancrum

This video was uploaded one day after my birthday #Feb16

S Vaughn

Damn I was three weeks old.

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