Anorexia Nervosa
Messiah Lyrics


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Time of puberty
Age of quandary
Sorrow and worries

Disagreement
Predicament
I enigmatize
Weakness overcomes my body, my brain's so empty
I lose my appetite, day in day out
My body's deeply marked, I'm undernourished

Mental changes, my mind is splitting
Inferiority complexes, time to confess
Pride and power, is giving me the hunger
Depr4ession and apathy, is changing my spirit

Time to go hungry
It gives me great joy
Pleasure and satisfaction

To fight against
My hunger pangs
Gives me pride

Feeling of sheer terror
To see me in the mirror
I could be so fat

Every pound I lose
Helps me on the course
To my sheer perfection

I don't realize how bad my body's feeling




My eyes see only my perfect slim body
But really I'm a half-starved skeleton

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Messiah's song "Anorexia Nervosa" describe the experiences and thoughts of someone struggling with anorexia, an eating disorder characterized by an intense fear of gaining weight, a distorted body image, and a refusal to maintain a healthy weight. The song starts by describing the time of puberty as a challenging time when worries and concerns about self-image begin to emerge, leading to disagreement and a predicament. The singer expresses how they feel enigmatic, as if their mind and body are not aligned.


As the song progresses, the lyrics become more intense, describing the physical and mental effects of anorexia. They describe how weakness has overcome their body and brain, causing them to lose their appetite and become deeply undernourished, all while their mind is splitting into inferiority complexes, depression, and apathy. The singer finds joy and satisfaction in being hungry and fighting against their hunger pangs, depicting how starving oneself can become a source of pride and a means of achieving perfection.


The song also highlights the feeling of sheer terror that comes with looking in the mirror, feeling like they could be so fat while still being a half-starved skeleton. These lyrics convey the severe and dangerous nature of anorexia and its effects on both physical and mental health, emphasizing the importance of seeking help.


Line by Line Meaning

Time of puberty
Entering into adolescence


Age of quandary
A period of uncertainty and confusion


Sorrow and worries
Feelings of sadness and anxiety


Disagreement
A lack of harmony or consensus


Predicament
A difficult or challenging situation


I enigmatize
I conceal my true feelings and emotions


Weakness overcomes my body, my brain's so empty
The effects of anorexia on my physical and mental health


I lose my appetite, day in day out
A lack of desire to eat regularly


My body's deeply marked, I'm undernourished
The physical toll of malnutrition and starvation


Mental changes, my mind is splitting
The psychological impact of anorexia on my thought processes


Inferiority complexes, time to confess
Acknowledging the feelings of inadequacy that contribute to anorexia


Pride and power, is giving me the hunger
The distorted belief that power comes from deprivation and control


Depr4ession and apathy, is changing my spirit
The emotional numbness and indifference associated with anorexia


Time to go hungry
Intentionally depriving oneself of food


It gives me great joy
The satisfaction and pleasure derived from this self-imposed control


Pleasure and satisfaction
The positive reinforcement associated with restriction and weight loss


To fight against
The struggle to resist the urge to eat normally


My hunger pangs
The physical pain and discomfort associated with hunger


Gives me pride
The sense of accomplishment and self-worth associated with deprivation and weight loss


Feeling of sheer terror
The fear and anxiety associated with gaining weight


To see me in the mirror
The distorted self-image and hyper-awareness of one's appearance


I could be so fat
The irrational belief that any amount of weight gain would be catastrophic


Every pound I lose
The obsession with losing weight and measuring progress through pounds lost


Helps me on the course
The belief that weight loss is a worthwhile goal that requires sacrifice and self-discipline


To my sheer perfection
The ideal of a perfect, flawless body that can only be achieved through extreme restriction and weight loss


I don't realize how bad my body's feeling
The denial or minimization of the physical effects of anorexia


My eyes see only my perfect slim body
The distorted self-perception that accompanies anorexia


But really I'm a half-starved skeleton
The reality of the toll that anorexia takes on the body




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