All Kinds Of Wrong
Miranda Cosgrove Lyrics

Just woke up, it's day ten
It's been 10 days since the breakup and the pain still feels fresh, as if it happened just now.

It still hurts like back then,
The pain of the breakup is just as intense as it was in the beginning, and it hasn't decreased at all.

Tears like rain flood my bed,
She's cried so much that her bed is soaked from the tears she's shed. The tears come uncontrollably and are like a flood.

Can't erase what I did
She's made mistakes in the relationship that contributed to the breakup, and she can't take them back or undo them.

This is what I get for
She's acknowledging that the pain she's experiencing is a result of her own actions or decisions.

Telling you I don't need
She rejected the love and support that was offered to her, believing that she could handle things on her own.

You around, what a lie
She realizes now that this was not true, and that she does need the person she pushed away.

Thinking there was ever
She believed that there was someone else out there who could provide her with more happiness and fulfillment than her current partner.

Someone better in my life
She's come to the realization that this was not true, and that the person she let go was the best thing in her life.

And it's all kinds of wrong
The situation she's in feels completely and entirely wrong- there's nothing right about it.

Without you,
She's emphasizing how crucial the other person's presence is to her happiness and well-being.

I can't breathe when you're gone
She feels suffocated and trapped when the other person is not around. Their absence makes it hard for her to literally breathe.

Don't know what to do
She's lost and unsure of what steps to take next, now that her whole world has been turned upside down.

Now, the best of me
The happiest and most fulfilled version of herself, that only comes along with the other person's presence, is now gone.

Is lost in a memory
All she has left is the memory of what it was like when things were good between them, and it's not enough to make her happy now.

If I had one more try
She's acknowledging that she made mistakes and is willing to make it right if given the chance.

No more games, no more lies,
She's willing to be completely honest and vulnerable with the other person, and not play games in the relationship anymore.

Missing you is a lonely ride,
She loves and misses the other person deeply, and this feeling is isolating because they are no longer a part of her life.

Feel more dead than alive
The feeling of loss and hopelessness is so intense that she doesn't feel alive, but instead feels like a shell of herself.

Telling you to pack your
She forced the other person to leave and take all their belongings with them, essentially ending the relationship.

Things and just get out
She was done with the relationship and willing to let the other person go, until she realized how much they meant to her.

Pushing you away, now
She had a pattern of distancing herself from the other person and their relationship, which led to the eventual breakup.

No one's gonna bail me out
There's no one who can give her the happiness and love that the other person provided, and she needs to find a way to heal on her own.

Want you back by my side,
She desperately wants to be in the other person's company and near them physically in order to feel more like herself again.

I want back what was right,
She realizes now that she was wrong to push the other person away- they were right for her all along and she wants them back.

I know I should be strong,
She understands that she needs to be resilient and strive to move on from the breakup, but it's not an easy feat.

Time for me to move on,
She's acknowledging that this chapter of her life is over and it's time for her to start a new one without the other person.

But this all feels so wrong
She can't shake the nagging feeling that things should still be right between her and the other person- moving on is a painful process.