Trust
Moby & The Void Pacific Choir Lyrics

I can't believe it's a just dessert
I never thought that bad things would happen to me, that it's all fair game.

I can't believe just how much it hurts
The pain is too much to bear, and I can't believe I have to go through this.

It's like a pain that I could never know
The pain is so foreign and intense that I could never comprehend it before.

Come on, come up, come on, come on
Encouraging oneself to rise above the pain and the hurt.

I got no trust
Lack of faith and trust in oneself and others.

And all the wreckage was sealed
The damage is done and can't be undone.

(Trust)
Repeating the concept of trust, emphasizing its importance.

Like rising crows in a field
Signifying the buildup or rise of something ominous, much like the gathering of crows in a field before a storm.

I got my raging sea, but got no agency
I have the power and the intensity of the sea, but I can't control what happens to me.

I got no love to devote
Lack of attachment or emotional connection to others.

I will never be whole
The damage done is irreparable, and I'll never be the same again.

I learned a thing that I shouldn't learn
Learning something that shouldn't have been learned, something that only causes pain and hurt.

Kicked out of heaven how I fell and burn
The fall from a higher place or ideal, causing intense pain and suffering.

Born too young I never learned to fly
Thrown into the world prematurely, without the tools to handle life's challenges.

You can't heal a wound that you're keeping alive
The pain can't be healed if it's constantly being reopened and relived.

It's a low as this, as old as this
The pain and suffering are as old and low as humanity itself.

So long ago, a buried kiss
A distant memory that's been long forgotten and buried away.

I pull and tear to make the stitches fray
Causing damage and destruction to oneself, making the healing process more difficult.

Corrosively remake my DNA
Changing oneself to the point where it's no longer recognizable, in a negative and destructive way.

No point in showing, so now I'm going
No longer seeing the value in pretending to be okay, leaving and seeking isolation.

The ravens in the field begin the final crowing
Symbolizing the end of something, with dark and ominous birds crowing in the distance.

The dog assumes an open field, where it's safe
The dog, representing security and safety, seeks out an open and safe environment.

The house is like a vortex, so black with hate
The home, which should provide safety and love, is instead a place of darkness and anger.

Heredity of hurt, cos nothing's ever clear
The pain is inherited, passed down through generations, and it's a confusing and ambiguous experience.

The demons in the shadows now, there's everything to fear
The things that haunt us and cause us pain, now in plain sight, are the most terrifying.

I will never be whole
The damage done is irreparable, and I'll never be the same again.