Sleepwalk
Mogli the Iceburg Lyrics

If I close my eyes and then I die before I wake
I am uncertain about my faith and question if my belief in you is even real, unsure if I am truly living a life guided by you.

and now I'm fighting off the doubt that what I trust is a mistake
I am struggling with doubts about my faith and questioning if my trust in you is misguided.

Cause I don't see no fruit
I am not seeing any tangible results of my faith or receiving any clear signs that you are guiding me.

and everything's affecting how I feel
My doubts and uncertainties about my faith are taking a toll on my emotions and mental state.

and all these people around me keep on telling me that you ain't real
Others are trying to convince me that my faith in you is misplaced and not real, adding to my confusion.

and I can't see much past the fog that's in my face and in my eyes
I am struggling to see a clear path ahead due to my doubts and confusion about my faith in you.

My faith was on my sleeve, I took it off with my disguise
I used to openly express my faith in you, but now I hide it and am struggling to understand and fully believe in it myself.

Instead of focusing my energy on You and what I should be
I have been distracted by my doubts and uncertainties, focusing on what I could be instead of fully committing to you.

I kept on thinking what I could be
I have been preoccupied with my own ambitions and goals rather than fully committing to following and trusting you.

Don't run away
Please don't turn away from me, I need your guidance and support through my doubts and uncertainties.

Just cause you don't understand
I know that my doubts and uncertainties may be difficult to understand, but please don't abandon me because of them.

Come talk to me
Please help me better understand and strengthen my faith in you by talking with me and guiding me.

I know you don't think you can
I understand that you may not feel qualified or equipped to help me, but I still need your support and guidance.

Sleepwalk to me
Help me find my way back to you and strengthen my faith by guiding me even if I am not fully conscious of it or have doubts.

Running with the night girl
I am struggling to find my way and am running blind, with little clarity on my path forward.

(there's a monster waiting in the morning)
There are challenges and obstacles waiting for me ahead, and the thought of facing them alone is terrifying.

A little bit older
As I age and experience more challenges and doubts, my faith and belief in you become more uncertain.

A little bit colder
My doubts and uncertainties have caused me to feel distant and aloof from my faith and belief in you.

And I start to think that maybe I'm just outta touch
My doubts are causing me to question my ability to connect with and believe in you, feeling out of touch with my faith.

These fans all dap me
I am trying to put on a brave face and appear happy for others even though I am struggling with doubts and uncertainties.

If I'm honest, I don't even really feel that much
Despite my attempts to appear happy and content, the truth is that my doubts and uncertainties are causing me to feel deeply unfulfilled and distant from my faith.

But appearances are everything
Society often focuses on appearances rather than what is truly going on in someone's life, making it difficult to be honest and open about doubts and uncertainties.

It's been that way bout from the start of it
This societal pressure to focus on appearances has been present since the beginning of time, making it difficult to be honest and open about struggles with faith.

I almost gave this girl a wedding ring
I came close to committing myself to a relationship or path that was not guided by my faith, but ultimately realized that it was not the right choice.

But we ain't had the right heart in it
I realized that the relationship or path was missing a true connection and belief in you, and ultimately would not lead to fulfillment or happiness.

Now I'm filling up the void, recording raps over noise
I am trying to fill the emptiness and doubt in my heart through other means, such as creating music, but ultimately it is not fulfilling me or curing my doubts.

Trying to empty out my heart before it's fully destroyed
I am struggling to release my doubts and uncertainties before they completely consume and destroy my faith and belief in you.

Tryna search my soul to find out what I truly believe
I am actively trying to explore and understand my faith and belief in you, searching within myself to gain clarity and certainty.

Maybe I'm not as certain as I once thought I could be
As I struggle with doubts and uncertainties, I am realizing that my faith and belief in you may not be as certain or strong as I once believed it to be.

But healing hands and minute hands are one in the same
The healing and guidance I seek from you comes in many forms, including the passing of time and moments in life that help me to gain clarity and understanding.

I write a rhyme to right a mind, you know what I'm sayin'
Creating music and expressing myself through art helps me to focus my mind and find clarity in my thoughts and emotions regarding my faith and belief in you.

All the emotions in motion poking a hole in my brain
My doubts and uncertainties about my faith are causing me emotional anguish and making it difficult to focus and think clearly.

Right now I'm broken and I'm just hopin' that something will change
My doubts and uncertainties have left me feeling lost and broken, and I am hoping for some sign or guidance that will help me regain my faith and connection with you.

Ya feel me?
Do you understand and relate to my struggles with faith and belief in you?

And I'm not alone
Despite my doubts and uncertainties, I am comforted by the knowledge that I am not alone in my struggles with faith and belief in you.

I'm not alone no more no, no
I have come to realize that many others share my struggle and that I have support and guidance available to me as I seek to strengthen my faith and belief in you.