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Well I hate your fucking face
I have strong negative feelings towards you and your physical appearance.

And the way you always made fun of me for biting my nails
I resent how you mocked me for my habit of biting my nails.

You think I'm not as smart as you
You view me as intellectually inferior to you.

Think I'm not cool enough to keep up with the crowd you associate with
You believe that I am not fashionable or stylish enough to hang out with your group of friends.

Tried reading a new book
I attempted to expose myself to new ideas and perspectives through literature.

It's hard not to look
I find it difficult to resist the temptation to check up on you and see what you're doing.

But I can't help from wondering what you're up to now
I am curious about your current activities and whereabouts, despite wanting to distance myself from you.

But it's not my place so I'll give you your space
Although I am interested in your life, I recognize that it is not my position to interfere or pry.

Fuck me up 'cause I can't remember just who I was before I met you
Your influence on my life has been so potent that I struggle to identify my true identity before knowing you.

A better person, a prop to use then throw away
You motivated me to become a more respectable and admirable individual, but ultimately saw me as a disposable object.

I need a break, 'cause for some reason I only get tired in the morning
I require a hiatus from our relationship, as I find myself feeling drained and sluggish during the early hours of the day.

And I feel so boring
I perceive myself as dull and uninteresting, perhaps due to your negative criticisms or lack of validation.

I don't think these wounds will heal themselves
I doubt that my emotional injuries will naturally recover without proper care and attention.

And if they do it won't be 'cause you helped
Even if my mental scars do eventually fade, it will not be due to any support or aid provided by you.

You never fucking helped
You did not assist me in my moments of need or weakness.

You never fucking cared
Your lack of empathy and concern towards my struggles and emotions hurt me deeply.

You only ever cared about yourself
You were selfish and self-centered, prioritizing your own desires and interests above mine.

I never thought it'd be so hard
I did not expect the process of distancing myself from you to be so demanding and challenging.

We haven't spoken since last march
We have not communicated with each other in several months.

I try to cut you out but I still care about you
I attempt to erase you from my life, but I have not completely eradicated my feelings towards you.

I'll always fucking care about you
Regardless of our past conflicts and disagreements, I will perpetually hold a degree of affection and concern for you in my heart.