Disorder
Morning Lyrics

Here she is again
The singer is referring to a part of themselves that consistently causes drama in their life, acknowledging that it has resurfaced.

The drama queen inside of me
The singer is likening their emotional tendencies to those of a female monarch, suggesting that they tend to overreact and make situations more dramatic than they need to be.

Next time better be prepared
The singer is warning themselves, perhaps with a sense of self-awareness or humor, that their dramatic tendencies will likely appear again in future situations.

Wrong choices, distances
The artist identifies two factors that are contributing to their struggles, namely making poor decisions and being physically or emotionally far away from someone or something important.

Empty days are passing by
The artist feels like they are going through a period of time that feels unfulfilling, perhaps due to the struggles identified in earlier lines.

They leave me grasping for some air
The singer feels suffocated or overwhelmed by their current situation and desires relief or release.

Wrong choices, distances time can't combine
The singer expands on their earlier mention of wrong choices and distances, saying that these things are so difficult to reconcile that even the passage of time cannot fix them.

Useless days are passing by
The artist continues to feel unfulfilled and like their time is being wasted, perhaps due to the struggles mentioned earlier.

The bitter ones numbed my heart
The artist has had difficult experiences or encounters with people that have left them feeling jaded or emotionally drained.

Time has to take a hold for me
The artist recognizes that in order to move on from their current situation, they need time to pass and perhaps heal from their struggles.

I'm bleeding out inside
The singer is experiencing emotional pain, perhaps due to the struggles identified earlier.

Struggling to find out what troubles me
The artist is introspective and trying to identify the root of their emotional pain.

How this affects me so much, affects me so much
The singer is surprised or overwhelmed by how deeply their struggles are affecting them emotionally.

See I messed it all up again
The singer acknowledges that they have made mistakes that have contributed to their struggles and perhaps continues to beat themselves up over it.

There's a war going on inside of me
The singer is experiencing a battle within themselves, perhaps between their emotional tendencies and a desire for peace and stability.

In my own reality
The artist feels isolated or trapped in their emotional struggles, as if they are not understood or validated by the outside world.

Tears that turn out to be my own mistake
The artist feels like their emotional reactions or behaviors are causing them to suffer, rather than helping them overcome their struggles.

Silently I am going insane
The singer feels like they are losing their sense of mental stability, but they are keeping it to themselves and not seeking help.

Please show me a way
The singer is reaching out for guidance or help in finding a way out of their struggles.

Cause silently I am going insane
The artist repeats that they feel like they are losing their mental stability, but they are still not asking for help.