Closer to the End
Mortiis Lyrics


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It only took a second and it all fell down
You turn your back for a moment and you're back on the ground
You're lost and everyone around you got old
Nothing quite like the sense of losing control

You can spend a lifetime believing and pretending
But you're really just another step closer to the end
You spent a lifetime amending, atoning, condescending
You got the biggest soul, but is it really neverending?

'Cause you are really just one step closer to the end
We are really just one step closer to the end

Well,you've been trying to find a place that isn't so cold
But you just can't seem to find a way out of that hole
Everything you ever did, everything you tried was in vain
You're getting smaller and you're wishing it was someone else's pain

So you own everyone, everyone's afraid of you
It only took a second and you ruined someone new
Oh you got it made, the blood belongs to somebody else
But soon enough you're gonna know how emptiness feels

'Cause you are really just one step closer to the end
We are really just one step closer to the end

When all is dead and gone
You're not the only one




When all your hope is gone
No you are not alone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Mortiis's song "Closer to the End" seem to be about the inevitability of death and the realization of one's own mortality. The song suggests that life is fragile and fleeting, and that no matter what a person does to try and avoid the reality of death, it is an inescapable truth.


The opening lines of the song - "It only took a second and it all fell down / You turn your back for a moment and you're back on the ground" - suggest that life can be unpredictable and unstable. The sense of losing control is a recurring theme throughout the song, suggesting that no matter how much one tries to hold onto life, eventually one must let go.


The lyrics also address the idea of ego and the futility of trying to hold onto power or control. The lines "So you own everyone, everyone's afraid of you / It only took a second and you ruined someone new" suggest that those who try to dominate others or exert their influence over the world will ultimately fail, and that their actions will only lead to their downfall.


Despite the song's grim subject matter, there is also a sense of solidarity and shared experience in the closing lines: "When all is dead and gone / You're not the only one / When all your hope is gone / No you are not alone." The song suggests that even though death is an individual experience, it is also something that we all share and can find comfort in each other's company.


Line by Line Meaning

It only took a second and it all fell down
Life changes in a heartbeat and everything can come crashing down in an instant


You turn your back for a moment and you're back on the ground
One misstep can cause a downfall, even after working hard to get up


You're lost and everyone around you got old
Feeling lost and alone while watching others age and the world changing simultaneously


Nothing quite like the sense of losing control
The gut-wrenching feeling of losing control of one's life


You can spend a lifetime believing and pretending
Trying to find solace through false beliefs and pretenses


But you're really just another step closer to the end
However, all it does is bring you closer to your eventual end


You spent a lifetime amending, atoning, condescending
Living a life of making up for past mistakes, apologizing, and feeling superior to others


You got the biggest soul, but is it really neverending?
Despite having a big soul, one wonders if it can last forever


'Cause you are really just one step closer to the end
One's life is constantly bringing them closer to the end


We are really just one step closer to the end
Everyone, as a collective, is also heading towards their respective end


Well, you've been trying to find a place that isn't so cold
Trying to carve out a comfortable and warm place in the world


But you just can't seem to find a way out of that hole
Failing to find a way out of the rut or hole in one's life


Everything you ever did, everything you tried was in vain
Feeling as though all efforts and actions were fruitless or meaningless


You're getting smaller and you're wishing it was someone else's pain
Suffering and feeling small, one wishes it was someone else's pain and not their own


So you own everyone, everyone's afraid of you
To compensate for weakness, one acts strong and causes everyone to fear them


It only took a second and you ruined someone new
In a single moment of weakness, one may cause harm to someone else


Oh you got it made, the blood belongs to somebody else
Living a life of luxury while someone else bears the responsibility or cost


But soon enough you're gonna know how emptiness feels
One day, despite having everything, one will still feel a sense of emptiness and loneliness


When all is dead and gone
When everything is lost, gone, or dead


You're not the only one
One isn't alone in their suffering


When all your hope is gone
When there's no hope left to hold onto


No you are not alone
Even then, one is not alone and can find solace in others




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Comments from YouTube:

pdude1911

wow I haven't listened to this album in years. Got the signed cd! :-) PLEASE release the new (old?) album "The Great Deceiver" or whatever it's called!!

Teemu Jaakkola

+pdude1911 4.3.2016 (european date for "The Great Deceiver") ;)

macinos

Terys je sice zlá, ale toto je dost dobrý!

Chief

Divím se kolik lidí v Česku zná Mortiise

Matrix 6000

Perfectly Defect

TheRetroMantic

NIN style

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