On My Pillow
Motorpsycho Lyrics


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Turn the lights out,and draw the curtain
Dive into my pillow sleeping
Won't hear the phone ring
Distress is the one thing I can't stand
Tell my friends I'm on vacation
And say that I'm OK (x3)
Just wanna sleep all day
I'm within-I'm in orbit
Sweet regression cruise contol
Diving deep in shallow water,
I'm home again
Tell my friends it feels like dying
Say that I'm OK (x3)
Just wanna sleep all day

The wolves are howling
I'm out walking
I ain't going back again
If you find me,
Please remind me of who I am
Tell my friends it feels like dying
Say that I'm OK (x4)
Just wanna sleep all day





Your hair on my pillow
You're here on my pillow

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Motorpsycho's "On My Pillow" seem to be about the desire to just escape from the world, shut everything out and sleep all day. The first verse sets the scene of a person turning off their phone and telling their friends they are on vacation, essentially isolating themselves from the outside world. They are seeking to distance themselves from anything that might cause them distress. The repeated line "just wanna sleep all day" emphasizes their desire for an escape from reality.


The second verse implies that this desire for escape is not a new feeling, as they describe themselves as being "within" and "in orbit," suggesting that it is a perpetual state. They fantasize about diving deep into "shallow water," which seems to be an impossibility as it is a logical contradiction. This reinforces the idea that they want to be somewhere they cannot be reached or disturbed by others.


The howling wolves in the third verse can be viewed as external pressure to return to reality, but the singer is resolute in their decision to not return, declaring that they are "not going back again." The final line, "Your hair on my pillow, you're here on my pillow," could be interpreted as a memory or a dream of a loved one. It underscores their desire for comfort and connection, but it is not enough to bring them back to reality.


Overall, "On My Pillow" presents a melancholy portrait of someone who is overwhelmed by life and looking for an escape from the world.


Line by Line Meaning

Turn the lights out,and draw the curtain
I want to create complete darkness and privacy in order to sleep.


Dive into my pillow sleeping
I want to fully relax and rest my head on my pillow while I sleep.


Won't hear the phone ring
I don't want any disturbances or interruptions during my sleep.


Distress is the one thing I can't stand
I can't handle feeling stressed or overwhelmed, and want to escape from it all by sleeping.


Tell my friends I'm on vacation
I want my friends to think that I'm taking a break from my hectic life and have gone on vacation.


And say that I'm OK (x3)
I want my friends to believe that I'm doing well and don't need any help or support.


Just wanna sleep all day
My main goal is to sleep as much as possible and block out the rest of the world.


I'm within-I'm in orbit
I feel like I'm in my own little world, removed from reality.


Sweet regression cruise contol
I'm letting go of all control and letting myself relax without worrying about anything.


Diving deep in shallow water,
Even though I'm not really going anywhere, I feel like I'm exploring and going on a journey.


I'm home again
I feel safe and comfortable in my own mind.


The wolves are howling
I feel like there are outside forces trying to intrude on my peace.


I'm out walking
I'm trying to escape and find some solitude.


I ain't going back again
I don't want to return to my previous state of stress and anxiety.


If you find me,
I'm trying to hide and stay away from others.


Please remind me of who I am
I feel like I'm losing myself in my escape from reality, and need someone to ground me.


Your hair on my pillow
Even though I'm alone, I'm imagining someone else with me.


You're here on my pillow
I feel comforted and secure imagining someone else sleeping next to me.




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Comments from YouTube:

Antonio Ramani

Definetly one of the finest songs on the legendary Timothy's Monster. There's a certain Neil Young/Crazy Horse feeling, especially in the guitar solo. God bless Motorpsycho.

Serge Zerkalo

C'est vraiment beau

Vale V

just wanna sleep all daaaaayyyy!!! bless my pillow (and Motorpsycho)

aurel

And the end of this one reminds me of Plan #1.

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