If I Love Again
Murray Lyrics

I've always been kind of heartless
I've never been particularly emotionally vulnerable

Took it in my stride
I handled things calmly and without much reaction

Never tried to be dramatic
I never sought to make situations overly emotional or intense

Until the other night
Except for the recent night

I saw you dance with her
I witnessed you dancing with another person

Everything after that is a blur
All the subsequent events became hazy and indistinct in my memory

I had to leave
I felt the necessity to depart

'Cause secretly I'd like to be yours
Because deep down, I desire to belong to you

But I've been hurt before
However, I have experienced emotional pain in the past

If I ever see you again
In the event that our paths cross once more

I'd get these feelings off my chest
I would express and share my emotions openly

I'd tell you why I upped and left
I would explain the reasons behind my sudden departure

I'd tell you I lied about how I felt
I would confess that I was not truthful about my emotions

I'd ask if we could be more than friends
I would inquire about the possibility of our relationship evolving beyond friendship

I hope I never see you again
I genuinely desire to never encounter you in the future

That's why
That is the reason

No I
Absolutely not

Hope I never see you again
I sincerely do not wish to see you again

I know we were one night only
I acknowledge that our romantic involvement was limited to a single night

And it was a mistake
And that encounter was an error in judgement

But whenever I'm feeling lonely
However, whenever I experience loneliness

I think about that day
I reminisce about that specific day

When you looked into my eyes
When you gazed deeply into my eyes

Made me suddenly realise
Caused me to abruptly comprehend

I'm in too deep
I am emotionally invested to a significant extent

I've never learned to swallow my pride
I have never acquired the ability to set aside my pride

So when you asked how I feel I lied
Therefore, when you inquired about my emotions, I provided a dishonest response

'Cause I'd tell you how I feel
Because I would honestly reveal my true emotions

And broken hearts take too long to heal
And recovering from emotional pain is a lengthy process

I won't keep it to myself
I will not continue to suppress my feelings internally

But maybe I should see you again
Although it might be more appropriate if I were to encounter you once more