Middlename
MxPx Lyrics


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Emotion is my middle name
I lay in bed and listen to the rain
Put happy thoughts in to my head
But I find instead the hurting words you said
Why won't you believe me
When I tell you the things that I see?
And I'll still see you tomorrow at the show
It's been a long winded long time
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I could forget you
And what you said
You're directing your complaints to me
I should walk away, I could easily
Never hear a word you say
I'm not your robot or your slave
I won't behave, I'm not your toy




Go on go bury me with self righteousness
I confess, I'm just a boy

Overall Meaning

The song "Middlename" by MxPx is about the emotional struggles that the singer has been going through due to a relationship that has ended badly. The lyrics of the song paint a picture of someone who is trying to come to terms with the end of a relationship but is battling with their emotions.


The first two lines of the song, "Emotion is my middle name, I lay in bed and listen to the rain", reveal that the singer is someone who is very in touch with their emotions. They find comfort in listening to the sound of the rain and trying to put happy thoughts in their head, but are unable to escape the hurting words their ex-partner said to them. The singer pleads with their ex-partner, asking them to believe them when they tell them what they see.


While the singer wishes they had never met their ex-partner and could forget them and what they said, they are still going to see them at a concert the next day. The singer is frustrated and feels like they are being treated unfairly, but refuses to be a robot or slave to their ex-partner's demands. They are their own person and won't behave like a toy. The final line, "I confess, I'm just a boy", shows the vulnerability of the singer and their struggles in dealing with their emotions and the end of the relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

Emotion is my middle name
My feelings are extremely important to me and are a defining part of who I am.


I lay in bed and listen to the rain
When I'm feeling down or introspective, I like to lie in bed and listen to the soothing sound of rain outside.


Put happy thoughts in to my head
I try to consciously replace negative thoughts with positive ones.


But I find instead the hurting words you said
Your hurtful words continue to weigh heavily on my mind and cause me pain.


Why won't you believe me
I feel frustrated and unheard when you don't take my words seriously.


When I tell you the things that I see?
I'm trying to share my perspective with you and wish you would listen.


And I'll still see you tomorrow at the show
Despite our conflicts, I am committed to continuing our relationship and seeing you again the next day.


It's been a long winded long time
Our disagreements have gone on for too long and taken a toll on me emotionally.


I wish I'd never met you
At times, I feel like our relationship has caused me more pain than happiness.


I wish I could forget you
Sometimes I wish I could erase all of our interactions from my memory.


And what you said
Your words continue to hurt me and linger in my mind.


You're directing your complaints to me
I feel like you're blaming me for issues that aren't solely my responsibility.


I should walk away, I could easily
Part of me feels like it might be healthier for me to end our relationship.


Never hear a word you say
I'm tired of the constant negativity and don't want to be subjected to it anymore.


I'm not your robot or your slave
I won't be controlled or manipulated by you.


I won't behave, I'm not your toy
I refuse to be someone you can control or play with.


Go on go bury me with self righteousness
You continue to act as if you're better than me, but I refuse to be buried under that self-righteousness.


I confess, I'm just a boy
Ultimately, I'm still young and learning, and I may not always make the best decisions or handle things perfectly.




Lyrics © DistroKid, BMG Rights Management
Written by: RORY GALLAGHER

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