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NLE Choppa Lyrics

Now that I'm gone, you tryna remodel
Since I left, you're attempting to change and improve your life

I used to ride for you, foot on the throttle
I used to defend and support you with full force

Now that I'm gone, your life is hollow
Without me, your life feels empty and meaningless

You ain't gon' love me tomorrow
You won't continue to have feelings of love for me in the future

I hope that feels, I hope that feels-
I hope you experience the consequences and emotions of my absence

I was your pistol, you was my holster (holster)
I was your weapon, and you were the one who held and protected me

I was your lungs, bitch you was a smoker (smoker)
I provided you with life and oxygen, while you relied on me excessively

Took your heart, I'm your donor (donor)
I took your heart and gave you love, like a donor giving an organ

You was my house but he was the owner (owner)
You were like a home to me, but someone else had control over you

Rent you out, I came over (over)
I used you for temporary satisfaction whenever I needed it

You was my drug, but now I'm sober (I'm sober)
You were my addiction, but now I've overcome it and become clear-headed

You be the gun, I be the soldier (soldier)
You act as the weapon, while I serve as the protector and fighter

When you cry, I'm your shoulder (shoulder)
I support and comfort you when you're emotionally vulnerable

If you die, I die too
If you were to pass away, I would feel as though a part of me has died as well

Keep that hammer, I'm your tool (your tool)
You can keep the power to harm others, while I remain at your service

Can I float in your pool (your pool)
Am I allowed to immerse myself in your life and enjoy the pleasures you offer?

One more time before you move on?
Is there a chance for us to be together again, even for a brief moment, before you continue with your life?

I know I did wrong
I am aware of the mistakes and harm I have caused

Can I be your coupon?
Can I be the saving opportunity that contributes to your happiness?

Can you save me from my wrongs?
Are you capable of rescuing me from the consequences of my actions and past mistakes?

Never thought that you'd be gone
I never anticipated your absence from my life

No more heartfelt conversations (no)
We no longer have deep and sincere discussions

Was the love real? Contemplating (oh)
I am questioning the authenticity of our love and relationship

Reality I'm facing, aching (no)
I am confronting and experiencing the harsh truth of our separation, causing me pain

Took my heart, now I need a replacement
You took my love and now I require someone else to fill the void in my heart

Ayy
(Expression to amplify or add emphasis to the previous line)

Ayy, shot, shot, shot, shots
Intense emotions and experiences, similar to being under the influence of alcohol

I've been drinking a lot (a lot), tryna stop thinking
I've been consuming alcohol excessively in an attempt to escape from my thoughts and feelings

About when we was linking, when we was in sync
Reflecting on the time when we were connected and in harmony with each other

But now I'm sinking without you
Now I am metaphorically sinking or struggling in life because you are no longer with me

Singing about you, stuck on love
I can't stop thinking and singing about you, trapped in the emotions of love

But love don't live here no more
Love is no longer present or thriving in this relationship

Can't control my (control my), lost my soul (my soul, I)
I am unable to have control over myself, feeling as though I have lost my essence or identity

Can I move on?
Am I allowed to progress and leave this situation behind?

Had to move on (to move on)
I had no choice but to continue forward and let go

Eviction note is on my home (home)
I am being forced to leave the place that was once my sanctuary or comfort zone

Home (home), home (home), home (home)
Emphasizing the concept of home and the longing for a place of belonging

To move on, you was my home (home)
To progress and let go, I must acknowledge that you were my sense of home and security

Home (home), home (home), home (home)
Continuing to emphasize the significance of home and the feeling of loss

Home (home), home (home)
Evoking a sense of longing and attachment to the idea of home

Had to say goodbye to my home (ayy)
I had to bid farewell to the place that provided me comfort and belonging

Used to be in the pit but I copped it (copped it)
I used to be in a difficult or challenging situation, but I managed to overcome it

All good, but it really turn all bad (all bad)
Initially, everything seemed fine, but it eventually took a turn for the worse

Like the wintertime, I had to fall back (fall back)
Similar to the cold and retreat in the winter season, I had to distance myself and withdraw

To be real, I ain't even wanna come to that (come to that)
To speak honestly, I never wanted our relationship to reach this point

No, there will be no remix
There won't be any second chances or attempts to fix things

And nowhere for you to visit
You have no place in my life anymore, no reason or opportunity to come back

Vented, but your ears wouldn't listen (listen)
I expressed my feelings, but you refused to listen or acknowledge them

Tripping on me, but you the one that was tripping (tripping)
You accused me of wrongdoing, but in reality, you were the one behaving irresponsibly

Killing me softly, but you ain't gon' kill me (kill me)
You're causing me immense emotional pain, but I won't allow you to destroy me completely

Stay strong, stand firm
I must remain resilient and steadfast in the face of adversity

At your weakest is what I learn (I learn)
I realized your true character and flaws during your most vulnerable moments

At the point of no return, I was the flame, how'd I get burned?
I reached a state where there was no possibility of reconciliation, but I was the one who ended up hurt

All cool, it's all love, baby (all love)
Despite everything, there is still love and acceptance, my dear

Will I ever find love? Maybe
I wonder if I will ever experience love again, there is a possibility

I won't hold my breath 'cause I might choke to death
I won't have high expectations or wait anxiously, as it could lead to disappointment or suffocation

Can you save me?
Is it within your power to rescue me from my emotional turmoil and despair?