God Knows
Night Flight Lyrics

Finding my own way
Trying to navigate life in a unique way that reflects my own personal journey.

Fighting my ego's war
Struggling to overcome my own self-centered desires and impulses.

Knocking the same doors down
Continuously pursuing the same opportunities and outcomes, no matter the obstacles in my way.

Picking the same old sores
Stirring up old wounds and unresolved issues that continue to cause me pain and regret.

I need a scapegoat (or two)
Looking for someone else to blame for my problems and shortcomings in life.

I need to buy myself time
Desperately seeking a way to delay or avoid dealing with the challenges of life.

Sick of the sneering jokes and seeing my friendships die
Tired of being ridiculed and losing connections with others due to my increasingly negative outlook on life.

But God knows what the hell I'm trying to do.
Despite my confusion and lack of direction, I can trust that there is a higher power that understands my intentions.

Bored in the city
Feeling unfulfilled and uninspired by the mundane aspects of urban life.

Placating the folly
Going along with foolishness and insincere behavior in order to fit in with others.

Waving the flag for those who chose to
Championing the choices of others, despite the fact that they may be harmful or misguided.

I don't remember (you)
Forgetting who I used to be and what is truly important in life, including meaningful relationships.

I don't remember where I am,
Feeling lost and uncertain about my place in the world.

Stuck in a crowd of one track minds incredible brash in their disguise.
Trapped among individuals who lack individuality and depth, despite pretending otherwise.

What if it all just falls away?
Contemplating the possibility that everything could fall apart or end suddenly.

Just another life in the milky way
Seeing my existence as just one among many, insignificant in the grand scheme of things.

What if the world just beats me down
Worrying that the hardships and difficulties of life will become overwhelming and unbearable.

And I find nothing out of life but a bitter sound
Fearing that life will only bring disappointment, negativity, and regret.

I find nothing out of life but the heavy ground
Feeling weighed down by the challenges and struggles of daily living, with no relief in sight.

I'm a strange place
Feeling disconnected and out of place in the world.

Inadvertently lost
Unintentionally wandering through life without a clear sense of direction or purpose.

Watching the years tick by
Being acutely aware of the passing of time and the limited nature of life.

Chasing the love I divorced
Pursuing a sense of love and connection that I feel I have lost or left behind.

Where the hopes I laid? What of the dreams I craved?
Wondering what happened to the aspirations and goals that once drove me forward.

But God knows what the hell I'm trying to do.
Despite my confusion and lack of direction, I can trust that there is a higher power that understands my intentions.

God knows what the hell I'm trying to prove.
Acknowledging that there is a deeper motive or purpose behind my actions, even if I am not fully aware of what it is.