Helpless
Noble Lyrics

Hold my breath and count to ten
I'm holding my breath in anticipation, trying to calm myself before facing a difficult situation or making a tough decision.

Forgetting how to breathe again
The stress and overwhelming emotions are causing me to lose my composure, making it hard for me to even remember how to breathe properly.

I can't watch you slip right through my hands
I feel helpless as I see you slowly slipping away from me, unable to hold onto our connection or relationship.

Fingers that are cold as ice
My touch feels distant and devoid of warmth, reflecting the emotional distance that has developed between us.

I'm following my own advice
I'm trying to find guidance and direction within myself, following the wisdom and lessons I've learned to navigate through this situation.

Sometimes even I don't understand
Despite my attempts to make sense of everything, there are moments when I myself can't comprehend or grasp the complexities of the situation.

I don't wanna hurt you
I genuinely have no desire to cause you pain or harm.

But I can't let you go and hurt myself no more
I can't continue sacrificing my own well-being and happiness for the sake of trying to hold onto a relationship that is causing me pain and taking a toll on my mental and emotional state.

No, you don't deserve to
You shouldn't have to go through this pain and heartache, as it's not fair or justified for you to suffer.

If you'd only known how to wake again
If only you were able to rediscover your own strength and ability to find happiness and fulfillment once more.

And I will try to find a way
I'm determined to search for a solution or resolution to this difficult situation we find ourselves in.

To feel sorry for your heart
To empathize and truly understand the pain and torment your heart is going through.

I wish you didn't have to leave without me
I regret that you're moving on from our relationship while I'm still struggling to come to terms with it. I wish we could have found a way to face this together.

I don't know how to restart my days
I feel lost and uncertain about how to move forward and find a sense of normalcy in my life after the end of our relationship.

Every second, every hour, every way
Regardless of the passing of time or the different situations I find myself in, the pain and longing for what we had remains constant.

Every minute that was ours
Each and every moment we shared together, the memories and experiences that were unique to us.

But know that I will try to find a way
Please understand that I am committed to searching for a path forward, even if I don't know where it'll lead or how difficult it may be.

To feel sorry for your heart
To genuinely empathize and feel remorse for the pain and heartbreak that you're going through.

I left you with your broken wings
I departed from our relationship, leaving you to deal with your own emotional turmoil and vulnerability.

Hoping you could fly again
I wished and hoped that you would find the strength and resilience to overcome your struggles, regain your confidence, and thrive once more.

Didn't know the pills have eased your pain
Unaware that you turned to medication to alleviate your suffering, unaware of the depth of your pain and the measures you took to cope.

So much that I haven't planned
The extent of your pain and the choices you made to cope with it were unexpected and beyond anything I could have anticipated or prepared for.

Memories from the back of my hands
The memories of our past and the emotional weight they carry are deeply ingrained within me, like imprints on the back of my hands.

Why'd you leave?
I'm filled with confusion and a sense of loss as I wonder why you chose to leave and separate yourself from our connection.

I'm trying to understand
I'm making an effort to comprehend the reasons behind your choices and actions, seeking clarity amidst the confusion and pain.

Am I a blur to you?
Am I becoming someone hazy and indistinct in your memory, gradually fading from your perception and significance?

Am I vanished from your vision
Have I disappeared completely from your thoughts and the way you see the world, becoming invisible and inconsequential?

No, I don't want to lose
I desperately don't want to lose our connection, the love and bond we once shared, despite the pain and difficulties.

Feeling helpless when you try to breath again
Experiencing a sense of powerlessness and despair as I witness your struggles to find your breath and regain a sense of normalcy.

And I will try to find a way
I'm resolute in my determination to discover a solution or path forward, even if the circumstances seem bleak or insurmountable.

To feel sorry for your heart
To genuinely empathize and understand the pain and suffering your heart is enduring, offering my heartfelt sympathy.