Happy
Nobodys Lyrics

It kills me every time I see you posted up with him
Seeing you with someone else hurts me deeply

Moving on to the next like I meant nothing
You quickly moved on from our relationship and it feels like I didn't matter to you

I'm just accepting every lie as is
I'm choosing to believe the lies you told me because the truth hurts too much

Wanna see how you're doing but that's none of my business
I'm curious about how you're doing, but I know I don't have the right to know

I heard you're doing pretty well for yourself
I've heard that you're doing great without me

Deleting messages and taking pictures off the shelf
I'm trying to erase you from my life by deleting our messages and removing reminders of you

Caught me with the tunnel vision girl you had me blind
I was so focused on you that I couldn't see anything else, and now I realize that you were never really for me

Self medicating just to keep you out of my mind
I'm using drugs or alcohol to try and forget about you and move on

Because
The reason why I'm feeling this way is because..

I hate to say goodbye
I don't want to let you go

I see it in your eyes
I can tell by looking at you

You love another guy
You have feelings for someone else

Don't take this as a lie
Believe me when I say

Because I'm genuinely
I really am

Happy for you though
Happy that you're doing well, even if it's without me

I will do my best and try to let you go
I'll do what I can to move on and accept that we're not meant to be together

It's not your job to fix me but I wished you stayed forever
I know it's not your responsibility to make me feel better, but a part of me still wishes you would have stayed with me

I'm so broken but I had to pull it together
Even though I'm hurting, I have to find a way to move on and heal

I gave you the real me and that's my biggest flaw
I put my all into our relationship, which is now causing me a lot of pain

That I give too much to those who couldn't give a fuck at all
I tend to give my all to people who don't appreciate it or reciprocate my feelings

I'm not perfect nor do I pretend to be
I know I have my flaws and I don't try to hide them

I lost so much what more do you want from me?
I've already lost so much because of our relationship, what else do you expect from me?

My whole life is looking back at my failures
I spend a lot of time dwelling on my past mistakes and regrets

And cover my mistakes with bullshit, layers on layers
I try to hide my flaws and errors by pretending that everything is fine and putting up a front

Devastated with the outcome that we called us
I'm heartbroken about how our relationship ended

Should have known better to even give you trust
I realize now that I shouldn't have trusted you in the first place

I asked you about him, I know you had to lie
I confronted you about your feelings for someone else, and I know you lied to me

But you're too much of a coward to send me a reply
You didn't even have the courage to respond to my message

Maybe you could careless of how the fuck I feel
You don't seem to care at all about my feelings

I guess every I love you was never to be real
I now realize that your love for me was never genuine

Nonetheless you moved on and now you seem completed
Despite everything, you've moved on and seem to be doing well

The both of you seem happy, so I know I've been defeated
Seeing how happy you are with someone else is a painful reminder that I lost you

But fuck every single thing that you did to me
Despite trying to be happy for you, I still feel angry about the way you treated me