Моя война
Nuteki Lyrics

The lyrics to Nuteki's song "Моя война" ("My War") convey a sense of urgency and longing for something that the singer is not quite sure how to attain. The opening lines, "Seconds away, I can't wait anymore / I need more time to comprehend / What I'm waiting for but I don't know how it will be inside of me" suggest a frustration with an inability to fully understand and connect with the object of their desire. Throughout the song, the singer seems to be wrestling with conflicting emotions, vacillating between feeling resentful and wanting to run away ("Sometimes it amuses me that He can't let go / What can drive me insane / I should run or even just walk away / Run to catch up to what I dream of"), and feeling a deep attachment that cannot be voiced ("More than anything, your tears, thoughts out, that's it!").

The chorus, "Read in my words, My war / My words remain forever," brings these opposing elements together, suggesting that the singer is engaged in a personal, internal war with themselves, and that the intensity of their emotions is something that they know will never leave them. Despite the pain and confusion expressed throughout the song, there is a sense of acceptance and even resignation toward the end, "More feelings don't make sounds / You have to be silent but this is more than silence / My dreams, my world, it's definitely not for nothing / My pain in the past." Overall, the lyrics to "Моя война" evoke a sense of yearning, heartbreak, and self-reflection, as the singer struggles to come to terms with their own emotions and identity.