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11th Hour The hour of wreckoning draws near Judgment day is here and…
Cadaver Lord of foulness swallow me Intro your morbid world of darkn…
Creation I am bored with trying to relate So another joins my…
creation feat glyphic_original mix I am bored with trying to relate So another joins my…

Flies Seeing all this happen with eye view Blessings coming in no…
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Redemption So serene is the bleached white scene Of a thousand crimes…

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@cannedairo7507

1y↑4.7K

Stephanie doesn't just brings cases that are well-known, she also talks about cases that I've never heard before and I am here for it!

@ChefNourhan

1y↑25

Yes exactly ❤

@cynthiacabactulan7505

1y↑12

Me too

@Iamniko__

1y↑84

Love that she focuses on the Asian community and other people if color. We don’t see this on tv at all.

@vasiliyavatova6054

50w↑3

@@ChefNourhan 😊😊😊❤

@camvin575

47w↑2

This is exactly what I need to hear.

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@dimpledsunflower

1y↑1.4K

Dr. Nishizawa sounds he was the kind of mental health professional I would like to become, an admirable person who had a positive impact on many lives. Rest In peace to those who passed.

@jelenadrnas3253

49w↑30

I hope truth, love and strenght follows you on your path, I wish you all the best

@helloyoggybear

1y↑2.8K

It’s kinda scary how people can just decide to cause harm. Makes me wanna stay home. Stay safe everyone❤

@SansaStark999

1y↑22

You too! 💛

@odaamaliebrekstadskrettebe3036

1y↑15

Yes, you too my friend ❤🥰👍

@chelseaaranda563

1y↑38

Not even your house is safe😭💀

@helloyoggybear

1y↑50

@@chelseaaranda563 that’s so real too. Like that’s crazy we can’t feel safe anywhere anymore🫢

@piya6929

1y↑34

@@helloyoggybear it's never been safe anywhere ever...people used to live in caves or huts without doors with wild animals walking around...I'm thankful that we atleast have alarms and cctv 😭

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@AldenEmroch

1y↑2K

i had never cried with a video talking about someone i don't know but the way the patients and his family talk about the doctor just broke my heart, is hard to find such kind doctors in the mental health field, or at least that's how my experience has been as a patient, he sounds like he helped so many people and he loved his job, i cannot imagine how hard it must be for those who he helped, just hearing about it hurts and i didn't even knew him, is so incredibly frustrating to hear the man who did it didn't even face any bit of consequences

@ajthewildwolf

1y↑48

Good people are always the first to go.

@skyfall5317

48w↑8

You said it all man.

@TransitionQueen_8423

43w↑10

@@NAEVIU.You took dark humor to the next level my guy💀

@Sheeny_

42w↑4

@@NAEVIU. yeah yeah but like please respect the dead 🚶‍♂️

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@maverillion4610

1y↑1.5K

Kyoto animation studio was absolute absurd for me. I was on vacation in Kyoto and just finished Violet evergarden so I visited their studio, and that night while watching the news It turned out that I had visited it only a few hours before the fire happened. Absolutely tragic

@jisunggonebad_143

1y↑54

That was probably so sad for you!!:(

@maverillion4610

1y↑146

@@jisunggonebad_143 It was pretty shocking, I immediately tried to find if there was a relief fund for them and donated, idk anything to help back when it happened

@jisunggonebad_143

1y↑22

@@maverillion4610 aw thats great that yoy donated!

@DoReMewMew

51w↑31

I was studying in Tokyo at the time, and had also only just seen Violet Evergarden that year. You could really feel how heavily the tragedy weighed on the public in the following days, headlines on screens on the trains as the stories developed... It was absolutely devastating as a public attack in a country where that type of thing is so rare.

@Hokova

51w↑21

Holy shit dude you were lucky not to get caught in it

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@jdtinaflies7005

48w↑397

As someone who owes her life to several mental health facilities I’m absolutely devastated that he chose to harm to one group of people actively trying to help and support him. This man was so broken, he didn’t have to take all those people out with him. Wow

@isonny2010

47w↑4

Simply said he is dead long time ago. Living and improving life is painful to him.

@JayR-wg9jq

44w↑4

it's absolutely horrific to think about this happening in one of my outpatient groups. he was so mentally unstable, this guy wasn't fully aware of the ramifications of his actions.

@6w6jacqueriko65

1y↑761

I remember someone also burned down one of my favourite Japanese animation studios… Not only were people harmed, the animators also felt immense emotional trauma and pain as they watch their life’s work burn in front of their eyes 😭😭😭

@r.1.336

1y↑21

I swear she did a video on this too ages ago

@psykhe7503

1y↑50

I think she mentioned that case here

@Sara-sn5gd

44w↑17

That was the Kyoto animation studio fire she mentions

@Nirinsoo

36w↑10

I'm sure it was less their life's work burning and more their colleagues. Hell, even some big name employees left the studio after the arson. Yamada Naoko's next work after KyoAni was a show all on processing grief and moving forward while remembering those lost.

@Vicus_of_Utrecht

23w

I lost my favorite couch once.

@thvyty

23w↑10

The end really broke my heart. Dr. Nishizawa sounds like such a heart warming, amazing person who helped so many lives. It is evident especially since his sister even decided to follow in his footsteps after his passing. It saddens and angers me how some evil monster is capable of taking so many innocent, impactful life.

@Dreams_while_awake

1y↑578

Listened to the podcast earlier and it angers me how this would’ve all been avoided if the judge would’ve sentenced him for longer after what he did to his own son. I feel for his children, ex wife and all the victims and their families.

@WhitneyDahlin

51w↑49

Yeah that first stabbing PROVES he WANTED to hurt innocent people. His son never did anything wrong to him. So ofc he would for sure not care about innocent civilians if he could do that to his own son.

@Taewills

45w↑17

If the sentence maximum for attempted murder was 15 years (idk how much it is there - just estimating) then he should’ve served 10 years punishment and 5 in a mental health facility. (Or visa versa). The judge was being empathetic bc dude had mental issues but decided not to impose any type of diagnostic/ treatment requirements?!? They just unleashed him out into the public.

@ibelieveinyourgalaxy

44w↑10

For longer and had him evaluated for his mental health and gotten him help from within the system.
The judge is partially responsible for this tragic loss.

@lilmissjoodypoody

41w↑7

⁠@@TaewillsI agree. I have mental health issues and have been hospitalised a number of times for it, so I don’t say this lightly - people is not responsible for their crime due to a psychiatric disease should not be released from a secured psychiatric treatment unit until a team of psychiatrists clear them of being a danger to themselves or others. There shouldn’t be a time limit.

To be fair, that’s how I feel about how all prison sentences. That prisoners should be given a minimum sentence and after they have served the time they should still need to be assessed by a team with at least one criminal profiler to ensure they don’t pose a danger to others after release, based on their prison reports, face to face interview and psych testing. If this isn’t affordable, then this should at least be done for sexually motivated, sadistic or violent crimes.

How many times have we heard of serial r@pists and murderers to have been released early from prison or was given too short sentences.

@noone-gf5op

37w↑3

agree. blood is on his hands.

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@mewmew6158

1y↑142

These poor people. It's particularly cruel that Morioh killed people actively seeking help and helping people. A man who attacks and almost kills his own child should not be released to the public without years of mental health help.

@lilmissjoodypoody

41w↑11

Yes, he should have been cleared by psychiatrists and criminal profilers before release. To me it’s even more dangerous if there is a medical condition that allegedly made him more likely to commit such a violent crime, and if that condition hasn’t been treated and managed properly. It’s like putting a ticking time bomb in the closet without ensuring the timer has been turned off.

@angle-minari752

1y↑810

Can we just appreciate how much work Stephanie and her whole team put into her videos!💗💗

@Dhsu33

1y↑24

I would love to know how many hours a week they work. I can’t even fathom it 🤯

@it-ke9od

1y↑3

I'm team Dandy dandy!! 😂😂😂😂

@RobynEllyn

1y↑12

Perhaps she needs to put more research into her work before posting. Osaka is not the most populous city in Japan, it's the third. Tokyo has over 9 million people, Yokohama has over 3.7 million people and Osaka has 2.7 million people. Yes, I've been to Osaka. Unfortunately the fire was started at the base of the stairs to the 4th floor, which was their only means of escape for the souls who perished. The building was not up to code. Sad.

@angle-minari752

1y↑9

@@RobynEllyn yeah you are right but stephanie always says that she os sorry if anything is lost in translation.

@RobynEllyn

1y↑7

@@angle-minari752 Lost in translation? Not sure how this is a language issue? It's a lack of research issue. This type of small detail would make me doubt some of the content of her videos. Sorry.

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@craftingwithcharm7665

1y↑156

What a tragedy. Shame on that judge. What an incredibly kind doctor to have truly cared for his patients & to have office hours so late to accommodate his patients. Not many doctors these days care that much for their patients, unfortunately.

@starrynightfall00

51w↑120

That judge who gave him a 5 year sentence after he stabbed his son should be charged with something

@cosmiccocoon

1y↑160

I cried at the end.

When someone likes Dr. Leaves an impact on the lives of others it makes you angry and saddened at their departure from this world and in that manner.

Rip to the victims

My condolences to the family

@WhitneyDahlin

51w↑4

Yep the good always die young. While monsters tend to live long happy lives.

@kimkirah

1y↑50

Hearing about how Dr. Nishizawa's patients held him so close to their hearts, and an evil person took him and the other victims away from their loved and loved-by ones... Just broke my heart

@nadeshnash4506

1y↑93

The world is a crazy place, him throwing himself at that one victim trying to escape shows just how sadistic he was. He's caused so much pain to so many innocent people RIP.

@user-we4kf5xm5u

50w↑91

Thank you for covering this. My mom sometimes visited this facility and when I heard the news, I just called my mom, praying to all the gods I could think of that my mom was not in the facility that day as the phone was ringing. Thankfully, she answered, but I was already spiraling and when my mom answered with 「どうした？」and just started crying tears of joy.

I then felt sad knowing that this happened and my heart still goes out to all of the victims’ families. Especially the family of Dr. Nishizawa. I hope he rests easy knowing he’s loved both in this life and the next life

@jujujjellyfish5196

1y↑330

Such a sad case, I wish all those who passed and their loved ones well wishes.❤

I would also love it if you would one day cover the KyoAni Fire, as a fan of animation myself that day hit the community hard. KyoAni is known throughout the community for being woman founded, having extremely fair working conditions(especially for Japan), employing mainly women, giving paid maternity leave(which isn't a common thing in Japan again), and for hiring just out of college animators to help them get into the field. They are an amazing company who make amazing works of art and the tragedy hit everyone all across the world.

@therockdiiva

1y↑17

Came to the YouTube video after listening on Spotify to say just this too! Please cover the KyoAni Fire and let the memories of those we lost continue to live on.

@RawringReagan

1y↑187

This gave me flash backs. A few years ago I was taking my co worker home and there was an overwhelming amount of smoke by the dental office we worked at. So she said to go to it. I didn’t really want to cuz I didn’t wanna be in the way of firefighters. But we live in a small town and about 150 people were gathered around this house in flames. We parked at a strip mall and walked over a couple blocks to see what was going on. A mother was screaming that her daughter and niece were in the house still. The mother was a hoarder inside and outside so nobody could go save the girls. They were in the attic in her room and the smoke killed them. Flames were blowing out windows. All we could do was watch and listen to the mom screaming for her only daughter. She was a girl I went to school with and had classes with. We never talked but we were both shy introverts. She passed away along with her cousin. Any time I hear a house fire story now I think of them and relive those moments staring at the house hoping for a miracle. Hearing the moms begging pleads. It was a heart breaking night

@SHINeeWORLDDDDD

1y↑9

Omg that's terrible!
Stay strong, though!

@vickyreed633

1y↑71

Dr Nishi Zawa is one of those kind souls that really do change the world, even in small scale and he wouldn't ever be forgotten by his family, but also by his legacy and the people he helped. It's amazing to see how people like him impact others people's life for the better. I cried hard watching this, even tho I'm not connected to the family. This is my first time commenting in one of these videos, but I just had to today, so thank you Stephanie, your work is amazing!

@vlsjj

1y↑64

This angered me so much :(
Those victims were amazing people who wanted to be better, contributed to society, and made this world a better place and had to be taken by a useless 🗑 that doesn't even deserve to be alive

@l111thium

1y↑80

STEPHANIE!! please dont stop giving us these true crime or even tabloidy chit chatty asian/international videos since the western ones already get so much traction online and can get a but repetitive...ur deadass the only true crime channel i watch regularly anymore

@tokyothrash

1y↑131

Most of us have been depressed or in a dark place. But adding the loss of someone who helps you through that must be so hard. My heart hurts for all involved and everyone who lost their life in that fire.

@tinabell6218

48w↑19

This one made me cry n touched me a little more than any of the others because I know how hard it is to find a mental health specialist who truly cares and goes above and beyond for their patients

@energyweaver6616

47w↑31

I just found ur channel 2 nights ago & i have been on a rotten mango binge ever since!! I just cant get over how super captivating she is!! Shes 1 in a million! Theres just not many people on that level when it comes 2 intense passionate storytelling!! I freaking love it!

@pegah7547

39w↑3

Same here, but after a day, I tried to watch one video daily because I don't want it to finish ❤

@sams1745

1y↑82

I feel like Doctor would have compassion for this man, even though his actions were so horrible.
I bet he would also be so proud of how his community is supporting each other and especially his baby sister deciding to follow in his footsteps. RiP to all those who persished.

@Nikkialdridge2317

1y↑299

I’m having a bad mental health day so I’m happy to see a new video. Love you Steph

@ChefNourhan

1y↑6

Same here 😢

@Hilraaaay

1y↑3

Me 2

@nemiraquelescalera1482

1y↑4

Hugs ❤

@tokyothrash

1y↑13

Same. Take a bath, grab your favorite blanket, and watch whatever makes you happy.

@Nikkialdridge2317

1y↑5

@@tokyothrash Thank you so much. I’m actually in the hospital now unfortunately. Would love for prayers if anyone could. Love all the Fanny packers truly 💜

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@jennyhayes2243

51w↑19

This case breaks my heart especially for Dr Nishikawa's story and how much of a difference he made to total strangers. The lives he really did save!

@mjh8108

47w↑24

I cried for the kind doctor , he didn’t deserve this in return of his efforts for people 💔😢

@jojowynne233

47w↑32

Closure is a word victim’s families never use. I’ve watched so many interviews with families when loved ones have been taken brutally and they always say there is never closure. There maybe justice or answers though.
As always you do such an amazing job of telling the stories and making us feel like we are right there. I’m in my 3rd hour of binge catch up and really enjoying the episodes with your compassion ❤️

@saskuerox

50w↑17

I love how Stephanie shows emotions. It's not just a case, she really connects to the victims while telling their stories ❤

@mirulexx5974

1y↑19

Awww this was so heartbreaking. Especially talking about the little sister. As a little sister with an older brother who’s in college their relationship reminded me of ours. He’s a history major and he loves rambling to me about history. He’s very far away now but I do always wish him luck in my head. I can’t imagine how the sister must have felt but it’s so inspiring how she decided to follow in his footsteps.

@user-vy9cu2hx4z

48w↑19

he seemed like a great doctor it genuinely hurts :(

@dompie23

44w↑13

As somebody who worked at a mental health clinic for years and also goes to a (different) mental health clinic, this one terrifies me. I worked at a mental health clinic that helps people with addiction issues but also anger issues. I hope something like this never happens there.

@katherinewestbrook504

1y↑20

The Dr. looked so good for his age. I thought he was way younger. It sounds like he really cared about his clients and did a lot for his community. I feel so bad for him, the staff, the patients, and anyone else who lost their lives that say.

@oceanstaiga5928

1y↑26

The attack that was said to maybe have inspired him, the Kyoto animation studio.. I have a friend that works in EMS who is from Kyoto and friends with many people that were there that day. He says it’s so traumatising to try and rescue people while you realise it’s an attack on innocent people and many of them are already long gone by the time you get to them in a fire. He says fires are ruthless.

@lilmissjoodypoody

41w↑1

Even an ordinary house fire can kill all inhabitants within a minute or two. This is without an accelerant. The speed of which this fire took over would have been insane. Those people never stood a chance. These old buildings sound like complete fire hazards. When she described the layout with no windows or alternative exits away from the main entrance, straight away I knew that there would be no survivors. 😔

@amyamy007007

1y↑32

This was a really shocking case in Japan but I would say the Kyoto animation case was even more shocking, the culprit survived and is awaiting trial due later this year. I’m not sure if others are interested but it would be nice if you could cover that case also!!❤

@user-mq5zl5lb8i

52w↑14

Wow that’s absolutely tragic. I was hoping the criminal would live so he would be forced to face punishment but I guess that wasn’t the plan here. RIP Doctor Nishizawa and thank you for all that you did in this life. You truly saved lives and many people are thankful to you

@etsukobunny

1y↑35

Holy sh&t, I had never heard about this case!! My gosh, that horrible old man committed such a horrendous crime. That doctor was so committed to his patients and wanted to make the world a better place and he and his practice was targeted. It seems like bad things always happen to the most wonderful people…why?!? It’s so heartbreaking…I was bawling when you were reading the patient posts/letters.
Dang, this was a good one. I’m glad you did this one so we could learn about the awesome Dr!!
Love what you do and the cases you report on!! Xo❤

@haise4959

49w↑10

Every video you uploaded made me cry like really and reminds me how cruel this world is, it frustrates me so much. You're a very good story-teller, it never gets boring and I would love to hear many more from you. I hope you also make a video about what happened in Kyoto animation. I'm really curious about it. Thank you and stay safe. <33

@vikkipink1288

1y↑16

This case just broke my heart. I cried my eyes out when I heard about his sister and her following in his foot steps. And finding those letters. You do such an amazing job picking out things that shows who these victims were and they are more than just what happened to them. You’re such an amazing person and I love this channel so much 💜

@Anna_YT.

50w↑10

this is truly so sad, he did so hard to help us we need more people like this❤

@sherlyperez5258

1y↑20

Bro got me crying and screaming over someone I’ve never met 😭 the doctor is like an angel and it’s truely sad to know he passed because of another person wanted to harm others. He should’ve never been set free 😭😭

@exodia6579

1y↑22

Dr.Nishizawa and his staff, hope you all rest in peace and Thank you for everything you have done! Rotten Mango, thank you again for Information and can’t wait to buy merchandise!

@niarose6435

1y↑17

Stephanie is the best story teller on the youtube. She bring out all the emotion without a need to chage the story. i really love your channels.

@unicornmagic8762

1y↑54

PLEASE REST WELL MANGO TEAM THANK YOU ALL FOR THE CONTENT I HOPE YOURE DOING WELL🤍🤍🤍

@RawringReagan

1y↑69

Stephanie always knows when I’m about to watch her. I’ve seen every video and as soon as I wanna watch one she posts one. We don’t deserve her

@_Wandering_Idiot_

1y↑19

I don’t mean to bring this into a different case but listening to this after hearing about Moonbin I can’t stop crying. Near the end when she spoke about the doctors sister wanting to follow in his footsteps and just how much they cared for each other, it just reminds me so much of Moonbin and his sisters. Both cases are just so heartbreaking

@KaraleeX

1y↑13

Very sad story, I'm so angry that he didn't survive he needed to be locked away for his crimes. 😢 awful. They helped people

@graceyoung3771

1y↑21

Feel like this patient was incurably hateful, proven by the fact that his own family knew better than to be in his presence. I feel he was incapable of letting go and forgiving and moving on from that soul bitterness.
I believe he will carry that over into his next life and be just as miserable. Hopefully learn from it next time.

@skittles1975

1y↑20

It's beautiful to see how Stephanie is able to bring out the brightest moments of the victims and make us so empathetic towards someone we've never met before.

@raindrop7882

1y↑6

I love Daniel's true crime videos and already finished all of her videos. And I wanted to watch more and ended up watching this one, my heart sank, I got a runny nose, and my eyes are hurting from all this crying.
Her voice is so calming and I can hear her sadness in her voice, and her way of talking is like a storyteller. She can make the sad part much sad.
I love all the youtubers who make true crime videos. And now She is one of my top 3 ❤
Thank you

@red_heart9869

51w↑8

Did you cry??
Me: yes
I've never come across such a sentimental and emotional crime documentary-like yours. You expressed with so much emotion like it happened to you.😭😭😭
Make 100s of 'em and am gonna watch it all.
You make all the victims and all the people who are getting pulled into crime a better understanding with a better POV because in this generation people change the narrative so badly with a lot of controversies with people bashing anyone they know making the innocent look like a villain and villain getting better treatment. Keep it up❤❤👍👍

@yyyyy-wv6dz

1y↑39

i just want to say you're super brave and strong for making podcasts about really triggering and sensitive topics, you really bring light to things that need to be shared more, thank you :)

@haylecummings1208

1y↑6

This case is truly so sad, the world lost so many great lives, I’m wishing that all the patients will be ok and that his family will get the comfort they need

@wills2652

50w↑7

I have been listening to this podcast for years! So happy that there are YouTube videos for your cases now! Keep up the great work!!!

@julie91295

1y↑5

This is so sad. I’m so glad Stephanie took the time to talk about the doctor and his legacy. It makes me so angry and sad that such a person who did so much for so many was taken just like that. It’s so incredibly selfish to harm innocent ppl because you can’t come to term with your own reality. Mental health is a tough battle sometimes. I get that. sometime you are trapped in your own mind, but to choose to bring down “as many ppl as you can with you” when they literally did nothing but trying to help you is so selfish and cowardice. Even in death you can’t face yourself alone, just like how you can’t face your own life and decisions when you’re alive. You harm innocent ppl bc you have no one else to blame but yourself and you’re too cowardice to face that. I can sympathize with feeling alone and hopeless but it’s just plain evil and selfish to turn that into an excuse to harm others. How many more ppl could the doctor have saved if he was alive? In a world that desperately needs peace, you choose to target the one place desperate ppl come to find it. UGH I haven’t cried so much listening to story in a while. It’s just such a senseless act happened to such kind ppl.

@DollsAndSpooks

1y↑7

It angers me that that lunatic took out innocent people who were helping the community. Stricter punishments to criminals, death penalty should be done more often. Hateful, I hope the murderer burn in hell for all eternity.

@t.r.s.5129

1y↑25

Sadly, the truth is you can't help who doesn't want to be helped. "Don't isolate the isolated" is all good in theory, but no one isolated this arsonist but himself. He quit his job, which he was passionate about and enjoyed, he cut ties with his brother and never rekindled that relationship, he tried to kill his own son, so why would his ex-wife ever want to get anywhere near him?
People tried to reach out to him at the beginning, but he shut them out. Then, his own destructive behavior pushed the rest away because why would anyone put themselves in harms way? At the end of the day, we all want to live and we will not approach those who seem suspicious or dangerous.
I don't think "Don't isolate the isolated" applies in this situation.

@mariafoster1569

46w↑6

5 years for attempting murder? I can’t believe that. I am able to understand that he may have been given a chance due to mental health issues but still. That’s too short

@xXAzureIrisXx

1y↑10

Its insane how common it is for men who want to off themselves to choose family annihilation with it, which I would say has some link to the fact that most mass shooters are lonely suicidal men. Something about the aggression most cultures allow/enable men to foster must have some bearing on the psychology of believing your suffering entitles others to suffer, as women who attempt family annihilation are most commonly suffering from some sort of post-partum psychosis.

@alexiahinrikus4908

24w

I love Stephanie’s husband. His reactions are so perfect and help along the story and always seems to address the questions we are thinking while listening ❤ love your content

@8trinababi

50w↑9

I dont usually cry at videos but this got me.

@TheOneWifNoUsername

1y↑8

I adore Stephs videos. They are the only good true crime videos I like. I vibe with her. I always loved listening to her talk. She is so clear, concise, level headed. Very like. Not someone to sensationalize for the video.

@lexedwards1236

1y↑4

Wow, such a heartbreaking case. I greatly appreciate you talking about stories others don't often speak of. At the end, you mentioned not isolating the isolated. As sad as it is, I truly think it would have been dangerous for anyone to be around this man. He clearly wanted to take his own life but was too cowardly to go out alone. Anyone that surrounded him would have been a target. Thank you for sharing this story.

@monsterandlace

1y↑65

Hey Stephanie.
Could you please do the story about Otto Warmbier? I am genuinely curious about the real story and not some biased point of view from the internet, and honestly, I trust your information. This case sits in the back of my mind and randomly bothers me... in mostly very inconvenient times, and I just want the full story.

Thank you.
❤all that you do.

@karlamae7700

1y↑5

CONGRATULATIONS BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!! I am soo happy for and proud of you guys!
Just keep being you and keep being open, understanding, honest, raw and communicative with eachother and you will be together forever ❤. My husband and I married when I was 18 and I am now 36 and we are truly happy and more in love than we've ever been and just as in love as we've always been...4 beautiful babies, a big beautiful home and so so much more later. It has been incredible and full of highs and lows but we got and are getting through it all together and I KNOW YOU GUYS WILL TOO!!!
❤ CONGRATS 🎉

@despairnephilim

26w↑1

Mental health is tricky and loneliness is as tricky as mental health is.
Most of us fear to end up alone and this man did. Not justifying his actions at all but what you said at the end , Stephanie, is true.
It’s a very sad case all around.
I cannot imagine the trauma all the people that has suffered are going through.
Specially his son.
This case is heartbreaking.

@hanstakemori723

1y↑6

The kyoani attack was so devastating at the time and I was so scared of ever seeing anything even closely related to it since it makes me so emotional. I would love to see you make a video about it though since you describe sad situations so well and you will really do kyoani justice with your storytelling :)

@lillianjeffries7334

50w↑5

I usually don’t leave comments but this story touched my heart and also I deal with stressful and mental issues of life. It’s very important to get help we need to stop dismissing the stress and mental illness and get help. This continues to be over looked and mental disorders and depression continue to grow and we have the worst mental health crisis. If we ever want to get back to functioning and thrive in the world…. We need more doctors like this man was he was truly trying No ,No actually helping so many people. This is so sad cause so many doctors are quick to write a prescription and no care about what’s going on in your mind, but he truly cared but just couldn’t reach this one individual. I just want to let everyone know pls there’s help and don’t be afraid to get help. This is the way. 😮😅my god receive all the people that died in to the kingdom of heaven and May the grievance on the families pass with ease Amen 🙏

@caseycaffrey0720

51w↑7

I started crying because we need more people like the doctor in this world. I’m starting uni in a couple of months to study mental health to help people in the future😢❤

@0ni916

44w↑3

I wonder if he chose the hospital because they were the closest thing he had to family after his left him. Similar to how he wanted to take his family’s lives with him when he passed, maybe he wanted to take the lives of those at the hospital for the same reason (?) since I imagine they were the only people he had in his life at that point, but it’s still horribly sad either way and I pray for the victims families.

@katjamilano

1y↑4

I always appreciate how well prepared and engaging her stories are...thank you very much for sharing us these stories❤

@delilah28100

41w↑2

after listening to this, I wish you could cover the case Ennosuke Ichikawa, a Japanese kabuki actor whose been arrested for assisted suicide of his parents. Apparently, all of them were planning to die, but he just happened to be resuscitated at the hospital.

@amandaadams6715

1y↑8

I appreciate you covering this story Stephanie, I just got into grad school to get my counseling license and to hear how caring the Dr and owner of the clinic was is so heartwarming I aspire to be as good as him but also it was so heartbreaking because he was such a good man that should not have been taken🥺I hope his wife and family and patients are doing well, he and all the other lives lost in this case deserved so much better😭

@alexandermathar7780

32w↑2

You can't protect yourself from psychopaths. If they want to harm you, they will.

@Jujubabas

28w

Subscribed! Love your story-telling! It's a breath of fresh air for me. Thank you

@mylastduchess9998

1y↑7

Had to stop the video at the point about what the doctor's sister chose to do. Needed time to cry. Such an amazing family.

@MizzMuffitt

1y↑7

This is so sad. I'm glad you shared this Shephanie. Our mental health professionals are so important and what a great loss for Japan. 😢

@AgentMChan

1y↑3

As someone trying to pursue my Psy D. and help people suffering, that's all I want to do. I am like heaving my stomach trying not to ugly cry hearing about this amazing doctor. I think for me, it makes me think about how I'd feel if I ever faced lifelessness knowing it was at the hands of someone I wanted to help. I think that must also be heartbreaking among all the other things that flash in your head in a tragedy like that. (If he was aware of who had caused the fire) Overall, however, hearing this story has given me a lot of thoughts and brought some realism to things faced by clinicians. I still wouldn't prefer to work in any other field though because I know the lives that doctor touched are forever changed. This is a sad but very eye opening story that I wish more people knew.

@hoppystar439

1y↑42

I recently just finished couples therapy with my husband yesterday after 4-5 years ;u; It really helped with our communication and taught my husband how best to help me with my trauma. Therapy is very, very helpful, people! I can absolutely recommend.

@sargasm227

1y↑7

HI Stephanie. Your fang bangs are cute. And thank you for all the work you put in to bring us these crime stories.

@Emelynharo

1y↑8

dang the ending really got me in the heart, this case is very heart breaking. The fact that he targeted such a place doing amazing work is such a loss to the local neighborhood....

@hyacinth9774

1y↑8

Everything that stephanie shares really hits my soul, she just doesnt tell you a story, she puts her heart onto that story and tell it to you with a very strong emotions. I felt the pain stabbing onto my chest every single time she tells a devastating story, I really admire that strength of yours stephanie ❤️.

about the case, all I can say is life might be hard but the thought of giving up and thinking that "oh this is the same people who are living the same miserable life as I do thats why theyre here, let me help them" in a way of taking their lives just to justify that your action is right, but in the end of the day people are forced to move on and grieve about what happened without being able to do somethinh about it. I just hope it gets better and people just live differently...

Loneliness might be one of the contribution, but let us remember the reason why some people are lonely, its because they deserve it. Please if a person opens a door for you to step into their home, do not take advantage of it. If you really want a good life for yourself... please build good and safe connection for everyone to be in.

@kixkicks139

1y↑11

Yay. New rotten mango! Sucks there’s such awful people in the world but Stephanie is a reminder that not everyone is crap. The followers/fans she has here all seem like great people. So we get eye opening stories we all need to be aware of while reminding each other there is good in the world. ❤❤

@alika.dudu.tshela

43w↑2

This is an absolute tragedy. Even with the words Stephanie shared that Dr. Nishizawa said, i feel so moved. The world lost many good souls.

@OliviD

1y↑6

I'm a fairly new subscriber and can I just say, you're an incredibly compelling storyteller! Took one video to get me hooked 🥰

@ajthewildwolf

1y↑4

This is why we need longer prison sentences for violent crimes. Five years isn't enough to change a murderer without divine intervention and they will do it again

@kattykyatt

1y↑6

This was such a terrible case and never knew how arson crimes is a problem in Japan, it’s like evil tries to find ways to stay evil : (

Also I really hope you can cover and talk about the KyoAni fire. It was so devastating to me and every other anime fan. It is still ongoing with the verdict being read later this year since the attack happened around COVID and the dude had to go through multiple Psyche evaluations.. but the best part about it was the immense support and donations from around the world…

@ottolove8

44w↑4

Doctor Nishizawa looks so kind and brilliant. Thank you for honoring him , his staff, and his patients with this informative and loving video. The arsenist should have received life imprisonment for attempting to kill his son and planning to kill his whole family. Did he find a new family amongst the people at the clinic? And in my opinion we can't isolate people who choose to isolate themselves, someone must choose to be open to love, must be able to love, which is impossible for psychopaths. The judge who only gave him 5 years should at the very least not be allowed to be a judge, I personally think the judge should be charged and investigated, What other psychopathic murders has this judge set free?

@Lauren_K

1y↑8

"Don't isolate the isolated" didn't apply in this case right? He had a lot of support and concern from people (work, clinic, and family at one point).

@jesscorletto4963

39w↑2

The final minutes of this story omg brings on tears some of sadness and some happy ❤

@deeptirai561

1y↑6

Hi Stephanie!
I just wants to tell you that I really like how you tell the stories 😅🫶🏻 I love listening to you❤️

@Mia-tt4rq

1y↑6

ilysm stephanie i’m so greatful for you being consistent with your uploads💕 you’re extremely underrated and u deserve all the support u get🥰 thank you for covering these cases and bringing awareness.

@mama_iri

1y↑8

The frustration of hearing that the arsonist didn't get proper justice was swept away when you brought the interviews of Nishizawa's sister up. Every heartfelt realization of the doctor's kindness echoed in his teacher's subsequent passing of the torch and the online forums the patients made in order to grieve. Though the anger lingers when I think about the unfortunate evil those patients and medical staff experienced, there's hope to be found in the people of Osaka finding unity in grieving together and making Japan as a whole safer from arsonists. Nishizawa's sister may never see this, but I wish her the best in her journey to follow in her brother's steps. がんばって!

@Allaue1996

1y↑11

This was a breathtaking case. I myself have an older brother and thinking something like this happens to me Idk what i’ll do.

May his soul rest in peace🕊️

@avg5922

1y↑3

Some people have so much darkness in them they have to spread it around, not caring that they’re destroying the web of the many human connections, because just one of us can effect many. With the doctor, he helped so many. With the murderer, he hurt so many. And both will be remembered for different reasons.

@delaneydassaro3381

39w

Whenever Stephanie makes a case video it always sounds like she is telling a story, the amount of details she has are impressive and it baffles me that this is real life, I love these videos

@user-kx6vm6hz5u

28w↑1

I was hooked on your channel from 3 Sundays ago. Basically
when I saw the one about the Ferry you discussed. I remembered that and was glued to the news about the tragedy that took place. Everyday, at work after I pray giving the lord my time. From there it’s my ears listening to ur amazing coverage. Thanks to you and your hubby.

@grammas.sausages

32w

The way you tell stories, the way you talk, captivates me. Have heard a lot of true crime but I've never cried so much from it - you make people and events come alive. Thank you for sharing.

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