Following 11.5 million hits on youtube and almost 80k likes on Facebook, Gartland independently released her first single in 2011 which reached top 10 iTunes placement in over 17 countries. Since then, 2 EPs have followed.
Codependency
Orla Gartland Lyrics
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And I swear that you're always sad
You're pathetic, I resent it
When you're down, it hurts so bad
It's like I'm half alive
But it's not your fault
Your life, it isn't mine
I think I'm the problem with you
And I don't know what to do
And I see
That's why they call it codependency
Oh if I go running, you've got nothing
I tackled you to the ground and made you say that
I'm good at singing, I keep digging
Tell me I'm worth it, tell me I'm perfect
It's like I'm half alive
And it's all my fault
Sometimes I wanna die
And I realize
That I'm the problem with you
And I don't know what to do
And I see
That's why they call it codependency
And oh (oh) that's why they call it codependency
And I'm crying out to be more
Than some little dog that just sits around at your feet, that's not me
Oh it isn't black and white
'Cause you're fucked up too
You know it only hurts 'cause it's true
That I'm the problem with you
And I don't know what to do
And I see
That's why they call it codependency
And oh (oh) that's why they call it codependency
And oh (oh) that's why they call it codependency
I'm not happy if you're not happy
And I swear that
You're always sad (oh)
You're not happy if I'm not happy
And I swear that
I'm always sad
The lyrics to Orla Gartland's "Codependency" describe a toxic relationship where one partner feels responsible for the happiness of the other. The first verse suggests that the singer is unhappy when their partner is unhappy, which puts pressure on the partner to always be happy. The singer then blames the partner for bringing them down when they are sad, showing a lack of understanding of their own role in the relationship. The second verse reveals the singer's internal conflict, as they feel like they are the problem but don't know how to fix it. The chorus then states that this dynamic is codependent, where both partners feel like they need each other to be happy, but it's not a healthy way to function.
The bridge of the song has the singer expressing a desire to be more than just someone who is always dependent on their partner. They want to be seen as their own person with their own worth. The final verse reveals that both partners in the relationship are messed up in their own ways, but the singer can't help but see themselves as the problem. The repetition of the chorus reinforces the idea that this is an ongoing cycle of dependency, where both partners are stuck in their unhealthy dynamic.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm not happy if you're not happy
I feel that your happiness is directly tied to my own, and I worry when you are not content
And I swear that you're always sad
It seems to me that you are frequently unhappy or struggling
You're pathetic, I resent it
I unfairly believe that your struggles are a reflection of your weakness, and I feel angry about it
When you're down, it hurts so bad
Your sadness affects me deeply and causes me emotional pain
It's like I'm half alive
My emotional and mental state feels incomplete or lacking
But it's not your fault
I know that your struggles are not caused by me, and you should not feel responsible for my emotions
Your life, it isn't mine
Although we are close, we each have our own separate lives and experiences
But I hate it
It pains me that I can't control your happiness or solve your problems
I think I'm the problem with you
I believe that I am the root of your unhappiness
And I don't know what to do
I feel helpless and unsure how to improve the situation
And I see
I recognize that our relationship is suffering due to my unhealthy emotional attachment to you
That's why they call it codependency
This type of attachment is known as codependency, where one person's emotional well-being is overly reliant on another person's
Oh if I go running, you've got nothing
I feel like you depend completely on me for your own happiness and well-being
I tackled you to the ground and made you say that
I may have pushed you to agree with me or to seek comfort from me
I'm good at singing, I keep digging
I try to distract myself and others with my talents or hobbies, but my emotional struggles continue
Tell me I'm worth it, tell me I'm perfect
I crave validation and reassurance from you to feel good about myself
And it's all my fault
I recognize that my own behavior and emotions are largely responsible for our problems
Sometimes I wanna die
My emotions can be overwhelming and I feel like I can't handle the pain of our situation
That I'm the problem with you
I continue to believe that my own issues are causing your unhappiness
And oh (oh) that's why they call it codependency
Our unhealthy attachment is the reason for our struggles, and it is a known phenomenon known as codependency
And I'm crying out to be more
I want to become a better, healthier version of myself, and to improve our relationship
Than some little dog that just sits around at your feet, that's not me
I don't want to be a passive, dependent follower in our relationship
Oh it isn't black and white
Our situation is complex and there are many factors at play
'Cause you're fucked up too
I recognize that you also have your own issues and struggles, which may also contribute to our problems
You know it only hurts 'cause it's true
The difficult truth is that we both have issues that need to be addressed in order to improve our relationship
Lyrics © Sentric Music, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Greta Isaac, Martin Brown, Orla Gartland
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
ok yes
how is the album such a fucking bop (lyrics below btw)
[Verse 1]
I'm not happy if you're not happy
And I swear that you're always sad
You're pathetic, I resent it
When you're down, it hurts so bad
[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I'm half alive
But it's not your fault
Your life, it isn't mine
But I hate it
[Chorus]
I think I'm the problem with you
And I don't know what to do
And I see that's why they call it codependency
[Verse 2]
Oh, if I go runnin', you've got nothin'
I tackled you to the ground
And made you say that I'm good at singin'
I keep diggin'
Tell me I'm worth it (Tell me I'm perfect)
[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I'm half alive
And it's all my fault
Sometimes I wanna die
And I realise
[Chorus]
That I'm the problem with you
And I don't know what to do
And I see that's why they call it codependency
That's why they call it codependency
[Bridge]
And I'm cryin' out to be more
Then some little dog that just sits around
At your feet, that's not me
Oh, it isn't black and white
'Cause you fucked up too
You know it only hurts
'Cause it's true
[Chorus]
That I'm the problem with you
And I don't know what to do
And I see that's why they call it codependency
That's why they call it codependency
That's why they call it codependency
[Outro]
I'm not happy if you're not happy
And I swear that you're always sad
You're not happy if I'm not happy
And I swear that I'm always sad
doddleoddle
Definitely the best
Fangirl and Proud
So true!!
June R.I.A
Tow besti's ❤️! Dodie + Orla= my favourite musicians!
Max Moroney
I'm a lil late but SO true omg
frogman
can't stop codependancing to this
Mathemagics
yeah...
wait—
Raoul
Oh my goooOOOODDDD AAAAAA THE PUNS
Grace Suntken
💥💥💥
elk
hey orla, thanks for narrating my life for the past 2 years. I'm not sure how you knew every deeply personal thing I was going through, because I never told anyone about them, but thanks for making songs about them anyway
Amelia Kowal
100% same