Delivering eerie trap inspired by Three 6 Mafia, Macc had a difficult childhood and struggled with mental health issues. Surrounded by drugs and street violence, the troubled MC moved to New York City, where he hooked up with Choirboy. Together, they formed Swag Toof. The pair's debut, Dreamkillers, landed in 2013 and was followed by an additional four efforts, including 2017's Dead York.
That year, Macc signed with Psychopathic Records, joining ICP's extended family. He was absorbed into the Loony Goons in 2018, a Psychopathic family affair that also included ICP, Big Hoodoo, and Lyte (Macc also formed the duo Lil Rydas with the latter). His debut for the label, Gutterwater, was released in May 2018 and featured appearances by ICP ("Diamonds") and Lyte ("Future Wicced").
Did It Myself
Ouija Macc Lyrics
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Chapter 17
Diamond rain, glistening, no it ain′t no wedding ring
Helly game, floatin' through my veins, I kill everything
Helly lame, hangin′ from my dick, don't know anything
What's his name? Ain′t worth mentioning, I just let him Swing
If I fuck it all up right now
So I run that bag up right now
And I'm ′bout to break bread with myself
I don't need nobody else
I′m all good right by myself
I don't hate you, wish you well
But do not call my cell, ′cause you can tell
I ain't pickin' up now, call somebody else
I ain′t got the answers, got somebody else
In a crowded room, but I′m sittin' by myself
I don′t trust nobody, not even myself
Demons all around me, I'm never by myself
Angels will surround me, save me from myself (I hope)
In a crowded room, but I′m sittin' by mself
I can′t even blame nobody, I did it myself
Myself
Chapter 17
Give until I got no more, then these bitches want some more
Gettin' to the rougher me has never been the optional
Obstacles gon' get in the way, you got to drop them though
Gave a few the chance to get this bread but they ain′t want it though
If I fuck it all up right now
I ain′t got no one to blame but myself
So I run that bag up right now
And I'm ′bout to break bread with myself
Please don't take this personal
But I gotta say it slow
If you ain′t 'bout gettin′ dough
Then do not call my phone, 'cause you should know
I ain't pickin′ up now, call somebody else
I ain′t got the answers, got somebody else
In a crowded room, but I'm sittin′ by myself
I don't trust nobody, not even myself
Demons all around me, I′m never by myself
Angels will surround me, save me from myself
In a crowded room, but I'm sittin′ by mself
I can't even blame nobody, I did it myself
I did it myself
I did it myself
I did it myself
"He never even said goodbye."
The song "Did It Myself" by Ouija Macc is a contemplative journey of self-realization, introspection, and detachment. The lyrics describe the singer's journey towards self-sufficiency and freedom from external dependencies. Chapter 17 refers to the singer's current state of mind, which is akin to a new beginning, a clean slate. The "diamond rain" in the first line means the singer is currently facing tough times but is untarnished by them. The line "I kill everything" means the singer is capable of overcoming anything and anyone that obstructs his/her path.
The line "Helly lame, hangin' from my dick, don't know anything" seems to be referring to someone, possibly a petty person, who is trying to bring the singer down. The singer is unaffected by this person's actions and sees them as inconsequential. The line "I just let him Swing" means that the singer is leaving this person behind and moving forward, unburdened.
The chorus talks about the singer's current state of mind, which is to not rely on anyone else. Running the "bag up" means the singer is amassing a fortune or fulfilling his/her goals. The line "Please don't take this personal, but I gotta say it slow" means that the singer is assertively communicating his/her intentions. The final line, "He never even said goodbye," is a reference to a previous chapter and highlights the singer's ability to look forward and not dwell on past relationships or hurt.
Line by Line Meaning
Diamond rain, glistening, no it ain′t no wedding ring
I have acquired great wealth, but it was not through traditional means.
Helly game, floatin' through my veins, I kill everything
My success has come at a cost and I often engage in destructive behavior.
Helly lame, hangin′ from my dick, don't know anything
Others may try to bring me down, but they know nothing of my true nature.
What's his name? Ain′t worth mentioning, I just let him Swing
Those who try to stand in my way are quickly disposed of and forgotten.
If I fuck it all up right now
I am fully responsible for my life and decisions.
I ain′t got no one to blame but myself
I cannot blame others for my mistakes or failures.
So I run that bag up right now
I am focused on making money and increasing my wealth.
And I'm ′bout to break bread with myself
I generously reward myself for my own hard work and success.
I don't need nobody else
I am content and successful on my own.
I′m all good right by myself
I am confident and happy with who I am as an individual.
I don't hate you, wish you well
I bear no ill will towards those who have not supported me or stood in my way.
But do not call my cell, ′cause you can tell
I have no interest in engaging with those who have not supported me.
I ain't pickin' up now, call somebody else
I am uninterested in being contacted by those who have not supported me.
I ain′t got the answers, got somebody else
I do not pretend to know everything and am open to learning from others.
In a crowded room, but I′m sittin' by myself
I am comfortable being alone and do not need the validation of others.
I don′t trust nobody, not even myself
I am aware of the potential for betrayal or failure, even within myself.
Demons all around me, I'm never by myself
I am constantly facing challenges and obstacles, but I am strong enough to overcome them alone.
Angels will surround me, save me from myself (I hope)
I hope that there are forces working to protect and guide me, as I cannot rely on anyone else.
Please don't take this personal
I am speaking generally and not attacking any individual person.
But I gotta say it slow
I am emphasizing the importance of my message.
If you ain′t 'bout gettin′ dough
If you are not focused on making money and being successful, we are not compatible.
Then do not call my phone, 'cause you should know
I am not interested in being contacted by those who are not supportive or successful.
I did it myself
All of my success has come from my own hard work and dedication.
Myself
I am focused on myself, my goals, and my success.
Give until I got no more, then these bitches want some more
Others have taken advantage of my success and generosity.
Gettin' to the rougher me has never been the optional
It is difficult to get to truly know me, and not everyone is up to the challenge.
Obstacles gon' get in the way, you got to drop them though
Challenges or barriers may arise, but they must be overcome in order to achieve success.
Gave a few the chance to get this bread but they ain′t want it though
I have offered opportunities to others, but they did not have the drive or ambition to pursue them.
"He never even said goodbye."
This is a separate quote or thought, and is not directly related to the rest of the song.
Writer(s): Eric Philip Hamilton
Contributed by Jasmine A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@danaposton3649
Awesome song ❤
@Brightest_day727
Such a banger track
@starkillerbeats420
I love this track alot man lyrics are really great been a juggalo since 99 when I heard jeckel bros and went and got every card after that and remember the wraith dropping....quija is the shit! Whoop whoop
@Preparationh6
dope