Addict
Pardyalone Lyrics

She wanna fuck fuck with a rockstar
She wants to have sexual relations with a musician who has a flashy lifestyle and a large fan following

She wanna steal all my love
She is manipulative and seeks to take away all of the love that the singer has to give

And she wanna talk talk a lot about nothing
She talks excessively, but the content of her conversations lacks substance or importance

Talk about her ex but I’m not him
She often brings up her past relationship, but the artist is not interested in being compared to her previous partner

Baby tell me what you want what you need
The artist is asking the girl to be more clear about her desires and requirements

You say that I’m not enough whatchu mean
The girl has conveyed that the singer is not fulfilling her needs, and he wants to know more about what she means by that

I can’t love anymore my anxiety
The singer is struggling with anxiety issues and is finding it difficult to express love or affection

I been broken from the start
The artist has had emotional problems from the beginning that have made it hard for him to have a successful relationship

Bae ain’t no healin me (oooo)
No one can heal the emotional scars that the artist has, not even his partner (bae)

Prolly why I’m still drinking on the
The artist turns to alcohol as a coping mechanism for his emotional pain

Syrup addict addict addict addict addict (ooooo) I’m sick of this earth
The singer is addicted to cough syrup and feels overwhelmed by the difficulties of living on this planet

Tell me why I’m so numb (I’m an addict)
The artist is wondering why he feels emotionally numb and acknowledges that he is addicted to something

I’m addicted to you love (ooooahhh)
Despite all of his struggles, the singer is still addicted to the love he gets from this girl

Thinking to much that it led to depression
Overthinking has resulted in the singer experiencing depression

Look I know it my fault that you left but I
The singer accepts responsibility for his part in the relationship ending

Ain’t learn my lesson I ain’t
The artist has not learned from his mistakes and continues to make the same errors in judgment

Stressed, constantly holding my chest
The artist experiences stress and anxiety that manifest in physical symptoms such as chest pain

Holding my head when it’s heavy instead
The singer physically holds his head when it feels weighed down by his problems

I been smoking to rest, wake up and drink
The singer uses smoking and drinking as a way to numb his emotional pain and try to find some rest

Till I drown out the past, oh
The artist wants to forget his past and is using substances to do so

That’s my bad guess I’m a fuck up at best
The artist admits that he has made mistakes and feels like he is a failure in many ways

Guess you ain’t know why I was or I am
The artist thinks that his partner doesn't understand why he acts the way he does or why he feels the way he does

Turn all the memories black you turning your
The singer wants to forget all of his memories with his partner, and she is turning her back on him in response

Back, oh you want me back, fuck naw
Despite his partner wanting him back, the artist is not receptive to the idea and says no (fuck naw)

You wanna blow up my phone
The girl is constantly calling or messaging the singer, even when he doesn't want to talk to her

Like you missing me, not a weapon
The girl wants to communicate with the singer because she is lonely, not because she wants to harm or hurt him

In sight but you killing me
Even though she is not physically present, the girl's communication is emotionally draining and taking a toll on the singer

Sippin Hennessy oh monster eating me up
The artist is drinking Hennessy (a type of cognac) and feels like a monster is destroying him from within