Hold
Parkwood Lyrics


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Pick me up I'm lying here afraid to move, afraid to speak
Please pick up my pieces before your cold breath blows them away

I can't believe you said you'd be there for me
But now I'm stuck I can't break free
And fuck this hold you have on me

'Cause I've tried to get to the bottom of this
To get to what makes you tick
I just need a glimpse inside your head

'Cause I've tried
('Cause I've tried)
(Well I've tried)

What do I have to do to make it back to you
I feel my self worth slipping I feel my whole shaking
What do I have to do to make myself not have to crawl back to you

What do I have to do to make it back to you
I feel my self worth slipping I feel my whole shaking
What do I have to do to make myself not have to crawl back to you

I feel my self worth slipping but I won't let you take me down

'Cause I've tried to get to the bottom of this
To get to what makes you tick
I just need a glimpse inside your head





I've finally set myself free

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Parkwood's song "Hold" depict a person who has been hurt and is hesitant to move on, for they fear being hurt again. The first line of the song "Pick me up I'm lying here afraid to move, afraid to speak" expresses the initial hesitation and vulnerability caused by the hurtful experience. They then plea for the person who hurt them to pick up their pieces before their betrayal changes them for the worse. The lines "I can't believe you said you'd be there for me, but now I'm stuck, I can't break free, and f--k this hold you have on me" illustrates the bitterness and anger that the hurt has caused. The person is now stuck and unable to move on from the hold of betrayal.


The chorus of the song repeats the questions "What do I have to do to make it back to you? What do I have to do to make myself not have to crawl back to you?" which highlights the struggle between wanting to move on and still having feelings for the person who hurt them. They feel their self-worth slipping and their entire being shaking as they try to reconcile their emotions. However, in the end, they declare that they won't let the person who hurt them take them down and that they have finally set themselves free.


Line by Line Meaning

Pick me up I'm lying here afraid to move, afraid to speak
I am in a vulnerable state and need someone to help me get back up.


Please pick up my pieces before your cold breath blows them away
I need you to help me put myself back together before you hurt me even more.


I can't believe you said you'd be there for me
I trusted you when you said you would support me.


But now I'm stuck I can't break free
I feel trapped in this situation and don't know how to escape.


And fuck this hold you have on me
I am angry and frustrated with you for having so much control over me.


'Cause I've tried to get to the bottom of this
I have made multiple attempts to understand this situation.


To get to what makes you tick
I have been trying to figure out what motivates you.


I just need a glimpse inside your head
I need to understand your thoughts and feelings to move forward.


What do I have to do to make it back to you
I want to reconcile with you but don't know how.


I feel my self worth slipping I feel my whole shaking
I am losing confidence in myself and this situation is affecting me deeply.


What do I have to do to make myself not have to crawl back to you
I don't want to feel powerless in this situation and want to find a way to stand on my own.


I feel my self worth slipping but I won't let you take me down
I am aware of my own value and won't let you lower it any further.


I've finally set myself free
I have managed to release myself from this hold you had on me.




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Love this song

@JeanPierreLeChat

Oml this chorus is just awesome

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man i fucking love this, so emotional

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