My Life feat. Mark G. Kyle Lee
Paul Wall Lyrics

Y'all don't know a thing, about my life
You don't have a clue about my experiences and struggles

In my life, a lot of haters talking shit
I've faced a lot of negativity and criticism from others

And I might, expose you hoes you out this bitch
I won't hesitate to call out and expose those who are disrespecting me

And I ride, with the nine I won't fall or slip
I'm determined to stay strong and focused, no matter what challenges come my way

If I die, they still will not get off my dick
Even in death, some people will still be obsessed with me or criticizing me

But I try, to survive like Destiny's Child
I'm making every effort to survive and push through tough times, like the girl group Destiny's Child

And I smile, cause they been trying to test me a while
Despite the hardships, I'm able to keep a positive attitude and keep going

But I cry, cause not all my partnas alive
I feel sadness and pain when I think about the friends I've lost over the years

But I smile, cause I know all my partnas with God
I find solace in the fact that my friends who have passed away are now in a better place

In my life, a lot of haters baller blocking my shine
Many people are trying to prevent me from achieving success and holding me back

I stay calm, even though I ought to drop em a nine
Despite feeling anger and frustration, I manage to stay composed and not retaliate with violence

In my life, I make cash using hoes
I earn money by exploiting women

And my Sprite, is purple so I'm moving slow
I drink purple Sprite, which contains codeine, a drug that causes drowsiness and makes me feel relaxed

On my side, my dogs moving rocks and hay
My friends are selling drugs

And I slide, by how I'm chopping blades
I'm able to evade the law by driving a car with customized rims

When I drive, I got a big cup of syrup
I drink lean, a mixture of codeine, Sprite, and Jolly Ranchers, while driving

When I glide, I ride with a couple birds
I travel with a few women who are attracted to my wealth and fame

In my life, I feel like I stand alone
I often feel isolated and alone, despite having many acquaintances and fans

But you still wouldn't leave, out of San Anton'
Despite the challenges, I still love my hometown of San Antonio and wouldn't want to leave

When I die, don't cry get high for me
When I pass away, instead of mourning, celebrate my life by getting high

So you can feel, like you flying in the sky with me
By getting high, you can connect with me in spirit and feel closer to me

In my life, I went from a straw hat to a crown
I've gone from being unknown and humble to being successful and famous

I been through a few up's, and a whole lot of downs
I've experienced successes and failures throughout my career and personal life

I take the good with the bad, however the ball bounce
I accept both positive and negative outcomes, and take them in stride

And lately, I've been walking on dangerous ground
I've recently been taking risks and facing potentially negative consequences

It feels like my own partnas, don't want me around
Some of my friends or associates seem to be turning against me or pushing me away

Cause everybody in my crew, be trying to argue me down
My team and I have been having disagreements and conflicts

They telling me I changed, and I'm not the same
Some people are accusing me of being different and not true to who I used to be

But for the past three years, I've been saying the same thang
Despite the accusations, I haven't changed my views or attitudes for the past few years

I've done a lot of dirt, but I don't brag about it
I've engaged in questionable or illegal activities, but I don't boast or brag about them

And since I don't rap about it, you don't know jack about it
Since I don't mention those activities in my music, you don't know about them

People see me being friendly, and they think they know me
People assume that they understand me simply because I'm approachable and friendly

But just cause I shake your hand, don't mean you my homie
Despite being friendly, I'm cautious about who I let into my inner circle

I got a personality complex, man I'm so complex
I have a complicated and multi-faceted personality

But if you come with plex, this ain't fun plex
If you approach me with negativity or aggression, it won't end well

I'm walking straight, but my mind's in a maze
I'm able to maintain my composure outwardly, but my thoughts and emotions are complicated and confusing

The only thing that I'm afraid of, is being afraid
My biggest fear is losing my confidence and becoming scared or anxious

I done stared death in the face, I ain't budge one inch
I've faced situations where my life was in danger, but I didn't back down or show fear

He here beating up myself, and I still don't flinch
Even when I'm facing mental or emotional struggles, I don't show any outward signs of weakness

Somebody pinch me, I hope I'm dreaming
Sometimes I have to question whether my success and fame are real or just a dream

I'm searching inside my heart, trying to find the meaning of my life
I'm reflecting on my life and trying to understand the deeper purpose of my experiences and successes

Y'all don't know shit, about my life
You really don't have a clue about the complexities of my experiences and struggles

It ain't all about the hoes, gold and ice
Contrary to popular belief, my life isn't solely about material possessions or women

I go from down to up, up to down
My life has had its share of highs and lows

In a blink of an eye, smiles turn to frowns
The happy moments in life can quickly turn into sad ones

Kings get crowned, the rich get rich
The wealthy and powerful continue to gain more success and prosperity

Where everybody live, screaming life is a bitch
Many people are unhappy with their lives and feel that the world is unfair

I ball in the mix, and keep to myself
I'm successful and famous, but I prefer to remain private and not be too involved with others

I don't just want to be, another book on the shelf
I don't want to be forgotten and blend in with the rest of the crowd

A lot of y'all fakers, faking the game
Many people in the music industry are fake and not authentic

I'm one of the real niggas, that's bringing the pain
I'm one of the few genuine and talented artists who's making an impact in the industry

I've seen hard times, so I spit hard rhymes
I've experienced struggles and hardships, which inspires me to create impactful music

I've been around, different people of all kinds
I've had the opportunity to meet and work with many diverse individuals

And to this day, I got a few riddle friends
To this day, I still have some close friends who are difficult to understand or predict

Too many of y'all, that's so fake and pretend
There are too many people who are dishonest and insincere in my industry

To be what you not, that's why you get got
If you try to pretend to be someone you're not, you'll eventually be exposed or criticized

Don't fuck with my life, that's all that I got
My life and personal experiences are important to me, so don't try to interfere or disrespect them