Silhouette
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?? on my face
I am hiding my emotions and putting on a fake smile for everyone to see.

Everybody watches me experiencing pain
Despite the facade, people can tell that I am hurting and are watching me struggle.

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I am unsure and hesitant about starting a new relationship.

Am I ready for someone again
I am questioning my emotional readiness for a new relationship.

I ain't even sober
I am not in the right state of mind to make important decisions.

Too afraid to let it out
I am scared to express my true feelings and let my guard down.

I just need some closure
I am searching for a resolution or sense of completion in regards to a past relationship.

Been looking for a minute now
I have been searching for closure for some time now.

Life of the party
I am the center of attention and entertainment at social gatherings.

But no one knows I'm broken hearted
Despite my lively demeanor, no one realizes the true pain and heartbreak that I am feeling.

I′ve been chasing from the jump
I have been trying to move on and find a new relationship right from the start.

Keep ending up at where I started
I am constantly circling back to the beginning and unable to make progress in moving on.

Do you really want me
I am questioning whether someone is truly interested in me.

Or are you just searching for somebody
I am wondering if someone is only looking for a partner in general, not necessarily me specifically.

Sometimes I get lonely but I can't be with just anybody
While I may feel lonely at times, I am unwilling to settle for just anyone in a relationship.

Turn off the lights, love
I am setting the mood for an intimate moment.

Watch as the dusk fall
I am admiring the beauty of the sunset and the beginning of nightfall.

It′s getting warm
The environment is becoming more comfortable and conducive to intimacy.

My scars are showing again
My emotional wounds are resurfacing and showing through my facade.

I′m watching the sunset
I am appreciating the beauty of nature and reflecting on my emotions.

Along my regrets
As I watch the sunset, I am thinking about the mistakes and regrets of my past.

Your breath like a cigarette
I am noticing the scent of my partner's breath, which reminds me of smoking.

??? with your silhouette
I am entranced by my partner's silhouette in the evening light.