Although Proof first rose to national prominence as a part of the rap group D12, he had been fairly successful on his own. Most notably, he was featured in The Source's Unsigned Hype column in 1999 and came close to winning the 1998 Blaze Battle. His first television appearance can be seen in the Aaliyah video "Age Ain't Nothing But a Number". In 2000, Proof toured along with Eminem, Dr. Dre and Snoop Dogg in the Up In Smoke Tour as a backup rapper for Eminem. He rose to prominence in 2001 with the release of Devil's Night, D12's debut album with Interscope Records. The following year, Proof collaborated with Dogmatic on Promatic and joined Eminem's "Anger Management" tour in support of the release. He also appeared in Eminem's semi-autobiographical film 8 Mile; although in the film the character based on him, Future, was portrayed by Mekhi Phifer, he appeared as Lil' Tic, a freestyle rapper who trounces the lead character with his battle verse.
On April 11, 2006, Proof was killed by a gunshot wound to the head at the CCC Club by Mario Etheridge on 8 Mile Road in Detroit, Michigan after fatally shooting U.S. military veteran Keith Bender Jr.
Proof was buried on April 19 at Woodlawn Cemetery, in Detroit to a full house of 2,000 with thousands mourning outside. Eminem and Obie Trice read eulogies at the service.
2. ProoF is a hardcore band founded in the summer of 2006 in Bucharest,Romania.Our first EP "Blood Money" was released in 2010 and we're currently working on our second material.We've shared the stage with Deez Nuts,Death Before Dishonor,Born From Pain,Ignite,Decapitated,No Turning Back,The Setup,Last Hope,Tonedown,Confronto,Burnthe8track,Manifestation,Bleed Into One,Subscribe,shows at festivals like Noisefun Festival - Arenele Romane,Bucharest Wheels Arena - Romexpo,Route68 Summerfest,Free Fest Ploiesti,Open Camp Vaslui,Mighty Owl Festivals and toured all over the country.
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Discography:
- Blood Money (2010)
3. Nu-metal band from Orokovice, Czech republic.
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forgive me
Proof Lyrics
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Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
For not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love 'Em, cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Control the border, control the school
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, yours
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
The song "Forgive Me" by Proof is a powerful and introspective look at the artist's life and struggles. The lyrics reveal a man who is deeply flawed, haunted by his past and present demons, and struggling to find redemption. Raised in a dysfunctional family, Proof admits to being quick-tempered and short-fused, with demons pulling at his soul until it's ripped apart. He even confesses to starting a fire and feeling little remorse for it. The lack of love from his parents, particularly his father, has had a profound impact on his life, leading to a cycle of neglect and abuse towards his own children. He also shares his struggles with addiction and infidelity, acknowledging the pain and hurt he has caused to those closest to him.
Throughout the song, Proof grapples with his own mortality and the uncertainty about whether he will be forgiven by God for his sins. He acknowledges his need for forgiveness, but also seems resigned to the fact that he may not receive it. He is haunted by memories of his past and the ways in which he has hurt others, yet he still struggles to change his ways. The song ends on a note of desperation and hopelessness, with Proof asking God not to forgive him, but to simply remember him.
In summary, "Forgive Me" is a raw and emotional confession of one man's struggles with addiction, infidelity, neglect, and abuse. It's a poignant reminder of the ways in which our past can shape our present and future, and of the power of redemption and forgiveness.
Line by Line Meaning
Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Because of my dysfunctional family, I was raised poorly and without much guidance.
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
As a result of my upbringing, I have grown into a man with issues and problems.
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
I am easily angered and resentful towards God for the struggles I have faced.
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
I feel like my inner demons are tearing me apart and causing me great pain.
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
I have confessed to my mother that I am responsible for starting a fire.
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
I do not care about the explanation that the fire was caused by faulty wiring in the closet.
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
What good is a father who impregnates a woman but then fails to take responsibility for his child?
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
My mother did not provide me with enough love and support as a child.
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
I have avoided facing my responsibility as a father to my first son because of my own issues with my parents.
And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions
I have pressured multiple women to have abortions in order to avoid taking care of their children.
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
My loyalty and devotion is to the music industry, while fame is my constant desire.
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
My girlfriend Paq is the closest person to me and knows that I will not change my ways.
Go insane in a world evil as ours
It is easy to go crazy in a world as corrupt and evil as ours.
I done shot at houses, people and cars
I have committed violent acts such as shooting at homes, individuals, and vehicles.
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
The more intense the emotional pain and trauma, the darker and more difficult it is to overcome.
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
I do not necessarily expect God to forgive me for my sins, but I hope he remembers me.
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
I am asking for God's forgiveness for the sins I have committed.
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I have repeatedly sinned in order to maintain my status or power.
I recall memories, filled, with sin
My memories are dominated by moments of sin and wrongdoing.
And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds
My biggest priority is trying to provide for my children.
Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees
I consistently struggle with paying court fees associated with my poor decisions.
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
I have tattoos on my body that represent my disordered and chaotic life.
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me
I have broken into the homes of people who are not more well-off than I am.
Accordingly, I move in error
I often make mistakes and poor decisions based on my chaotic and disordered life.
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
I need to face the reality of my own actions and can no longer deceive myself.
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on how I was brought up
I have failed to properly care for my own daughter and often try to blame my own upbringing for my actions.
Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
I often wonder why I have not been killed because of the environment I was raised in.
Got up today like, "Why you let me breathe again?"
I question why I am still alive and breathing despite my sins and past wrongdoings.
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
I feel like death is always looming and may come at any moment.
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
I often feel like those who commit sins succeed, and worry that I myself will fail.
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
I write down my thoughts and experiences, recording my life as time goes by.
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
As time passes, I have tried to rid myself of my sinful tendencies and drug use.
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
I tried to do the right thing, but still lost my friend Bugz to death.
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
I was caught for cheating and faced consequences for it.
For not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me
I did not know that God was guiding and speaking to me through my darkest times and struggles.
It's the risk that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
Taking risks can be exciting, so I am willing to face the consequences of my actions and be arrested.
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
I often feel like I am fighting for attention and love from those around me.
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
I am asking for a sign or guidance from God, praying for help coping with Bugz's death.
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
If Bugz is not in heaven, I hope to be sent there after I die.
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
My child was born out of wedlock, so my partner is struggling.
I love 'Em, cause he gave me somethin'
I love my child because he has given me something to live for and work towards.
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'
Having something positive in life is better than having nothing at all.
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
I was close to death and ready to end my life.
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
It is difficult to find love and support when you feel alone and lost.
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Just because someone is willing to listen and hear you out, does not necessarily mean they truly care about you.
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
My father struggled with addiction to crack cocaine and had a difficult past.
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
I often feel like my life is without color and that the world sees me as a bad person.
Other than sad, painful and stress
My life is filled with negative emotions, such as sadness, pain, and stress.
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Although life can be difficult and dangerous at times, it is still worth experiencing.
Control the border, control the school
Those in power control the borders and education system, granting them immense control over society.
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Capitol CMG Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CURTIS JAMES JACKSON, C. CONLLEY, DE SHAUN D. HOLTON, B. JOHNSON, LARRY LOUIS, D. MOORE
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@dellonosborne5336
Ppl still dont recognise proof for all the skills he presented in songs.
He did all that rappers braggin bout
Multi syllablez
Middle rhymes
Tongue twisters
Metaphors flow emotion and messages
He is way better than em jus compare the content
He always said something
This album is an all time classic to me
@MorganKing95
Probably one of the most emotional raps I've ever heard. Everybody may remember Proof as Eminem's best friend and a member of D-12, but he was really underrated as a solo artist
@91Definite
StrasbergProtégé Shit this aint more sadder than Kurt Kobain. That shit sent chills down my spine
@controversialmann5345
StrasbergProtégé this albums a classic
@felixreynolds7072
Guys i havent seen anything about difficult by eminem that shit makes me cry every time
@TheWeedyBird
91Definite fact
@jayspaghetti2717
chibbles 1999 cos people are talking about proof not em
@teahen
The man that taught Em and gave him to the tool to become the best... Imagine Proof had his chance to show who he was... He was the one of the teacher's of one of the best of all time just imagine where he would be now....
@angeljesus4050
Bobba Fett and Eminem is Bruce lee
@Patrick-xo4fq
I agree.. So underrated, amazing talent
@alphabanjaxedbanshee7034
You say that like em owed him something before he existed