Hated by life itself
Raon Lee Lyrics

「死にたいなんて言うなよ。」
Don't say you want to die.

「諦めないで生きろよ。」
Don't give up, keep living.

そんな歌が正しいなんて
To say that kind of song is right...

馬鹿げてるよな
...is ridiculous.

実際自分は死んでもよくて
Personally, it's okay for me to die,

周りが死んだら悲しくて
but it's sad if the people around me die.

「それが嫌だから」っていう
It's because I don't want that to happen

エゴなんです
that it's my ego.

他人が生きてもどうでもよくて
I don't care if other people live or die,

誰かを嫌うこともファッションで
Hating someone is just a trend,

それでも「平和に生きよう」なんて
Yet to say, 'Let's live in peace'...

素敵なことでしょう
sounds like a great idea.

画面の先では誰かが死んで
Someone dies on the screen,

それを嘆いて誰かが歌って
Others sing and grieve for them.

それに感化された少年が
The boy who was influenced by that,

ナイフを持って走った
ran with a knife.

僕らは命に嫌われている
We are hated by life itself.

価値観もエゴも押し付けて
Forcing values and egos onto others,

いつも誰かを殺したい歌を
We always play songs that make us want to kill someone,

簡単に電波で流した
easily broadcasting it on the airwaves.

軽々しく死にたいだとか
To casually want to die,

軽々しく命を見てる
is to look at life lightly.

お金がないので今日も
Since I have no money,

一日中惰眠を謳歌する
I indulge in sleeping all day.

生きる意味なんて見出せず
Unable to find a meaning to live,

無駄を自覚して息をする
I breathe with the realization of futility.

寂しいなんて言葉で
Using words like 'lonely',

この傷が表せていいものか
can this wound be expressed appropriately?

そんな意地ばかり抱え
With only holding on to this stubbornness,

今日も一人ベッドに眠る
I sleep alone in my bed tonight.

少年だった僕たちは
We were once young boys,

いつか青年に変わっていく
turning into young men someday.

年老いていつか 枯れ葉のように
Growing old, and eventually wilt away,

誰にも知られず朽ちていく
rotting away without anyone knowing.

不死身の身体を手に入れて
Obtaining an invincible body,

一生死なずに生きていく
living forever without dying.

そんな SF を妄想してる
Fantasizing about that unrealistic SF,

自分が死んでもどうでもよくて
It doesn't matter if I die,

それでも周りに生きて欲しくて
but I still want the people around me to live,

矛盾を抱えて生きてくなんて
living with such contradiction is...

怒られてしまう
disappointing.

「正しいものは正しくいなさい。」
"Do what's right, rightly."

「死にたくないなら生きていなさい。」
"If you don't want to die, then keep living."

悲しくなるならそれでもいいなら
If it's okay even if it makes you sad,

ずっと一人で笑えよ
then keep laughing alone.

幸福の意味すらわからず
Without even knowing what happiness means,

産まれた環境ばかり憎んで
hating only the environment you were born into,

簡単に過去ばかり呪う
Easily cursing the past,

さよならばかりが好きすぎて
Liking only goodbyes too much,

本当の別れなど知らない
Not even knowing what a real goodbye is.

幸福も別れも
Happiness or goodbyes,

愛情も友情も
Love or friendship,

滑稽な夢の戯れで
All are just playful dreams,

全部カネで買える代物
that can all be bought with money.

明日、死んでしまうかもしれない
I might die tomorrow,

すべて、無駄になるかもしれない
and everything might become meaningless.

朝も夜も春も秋も
Morning, evening, spring, or fall,

変わらず誰かがどこかで死ぬ
Someone will still die somewhere.

夢も明日も何もいらない
I don't need dreams or tomorrow,

君が生きていたならそれでいい
If only you had lived, that would have been enough.

そうだ
That's right,

本当はそういうことが歌いたい
I really want to sing about that.

命に嫌われている
We are hated by life itself.

結局いつかは死んでいく
In the end, we'll all die someday.

君だって僕だって
You and me alike,

いつかは枯れ葉のように朽ちてく
will eventually wither away like autumn leaves.

それでも僕らは必死に生きて
Yet we still live our best, trying hard to survive,

命を必死に抱えて生きて
holding onto that precious life.

殺してあがいて笑って抱えて
Repressing oneself, struggling, smiling, and embracing,

生きて、生きて、生きて、生きて、生きろ!
Live, live, live, live, live on!