How I Used To Be
Rea Garvey Lyrics


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She looked lost
Sitting silent
On the sidewalk
I remembered how she used to love life
Used to love
She said I left for the hope of something better
What you miss is what you once had got right
And she fell into my arms
Crazed by the fear of more pain
I thought I had got her back
I thought that she was back

I saw you after a long time of searching
I didn´t know I broke your heart
I didn´t want to break your heart

And I realized now the only reason I was feeling bad
Was because I wanted something
That I couldn´t have
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
We´re the same
Let´s be the same again

Lost in this doorway where I told you I would wait
Will you answer should I go or should I stay?
Feel you standing listening to me leaving
Is there no hope of one last embrace?

And she falls into my arms
Crazed by the fear of more pain
I thought I had got her back
I thought that she was back

I saw you after a long time of searching
I didn´t know I broke your heart
I didn´t want to break your heart

And I realized now the only reason I was feeling bad
Was because I wanted something
That I couldn´t have
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
We´re the same
And I, I can´t explain why we do these things we do these things
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
We´re the same
Let´s be the same again

And I realized now the only reason I was feeling bad
Was because I wanted something
That I couldn´t have
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
We´re the same
And I, I can´t explain why we do these things we do these things
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
We´re the same
Let´s be the same again

And I realized now the only reason I was feeling bad
Was because I wanted something
That I couldn´t have
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
We´re the same
And I, I can´t explain why we do these things we do these things
Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Oh you know that you cannot believe me
Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over




We´re the same
Let´s be the same again

Overall Meaning

Rea Garvey's "How I Used To Be" is a song about regret and longing for something that has been lost. The singer meets someone who used to love life but now seems lost and disheartened. The person confesses that they left in search of something better, but now they realize they miss what they had before. The singer sees this as an opportunity to reconnect with someone they once knew and loved, but as they try to bring back the past, it becomes clear that what they seek is unattainable. They realize that the only reason they feel bad is that they want something they can no longer have. The song ends with a plea to be who they were before, but the reality is that they can never go back.


The song portrays the theme of nostalgia, where the singer longs for something that is impossible to attain. They want to capture what they've lost, but the past is a memory that they can never replicate. The lyrics also reflect on how people often take for granted the things that they have until they're gone, and only in retrospect can they see how much they mattered. The line, "What you miss is what you once had got right," echoes this sentiment.


The song's chorus, "Every time you feel like you're running from the way side, oh you know that you cannot believe me. Every time you're hurting when you feel like it's over, we're the same, let's be the same again," is a call to embrace the present and recognize that things will never be the same as they once were. This recognition could prevent people from taking good things in their life for granted.


Line by Line Meaning

She looked lost
She appeared confused and without direction


Sitting silent
She was quietly sitting, likely lost in thought


On the sidewalk
She was seated on the pavement by the side of the road


I remembered how she used to love life
I thought about how she used to have a positive outlook on life


Used to love
She used to have a great appreciation and affection for life


She said I left for the hope of something better
She mentioned that I had left in search of something more desirable


What you miss is what you once had got right
You long for what you used to have because you had it right the first time


And she fell into my arms
She collapsed into an embrace with me


Crazed by the fear of more pain
She was overcome by the anxiety of further emotional discomfort


I thought I had got her back
I believed that I had regained her affection and loyalty


I saw you after a long time of searching
I found you after much effort and exploration


I didn´t know I broke your heart
I was unaware that I had hurt you emotionally


And I realized now the only reason I was feeling bad
I came to understand that the sole cause of my distress was my unattainable desire


Was because I wanted something
My negative emotions stemmed from my yearning for something


That I couldn´t have
I was unable to obtain my desired outcome


Every time you feel like you´re running from the way side
Whenever you believe you are avoiding the fringes of society


Oh you know that you cannot believe me
You are aware that I am not reliable or trustworthy


Every time you´re hurting when you feel like it´s over
Whenever you are in pain and think it is the end


We´re the same
We are alike in our experiences and emotions


Let´s be the same again
Let us return to a state of similarity or unity




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