Once Again
Reina Khoury Lyrics

I trapped my heart with you way too long
I stayed in a relationship with you for too long, even though it wasn't good for me.

Faked a smile like it was good enough
I pretended to be happy when I wasn't, just to maintain the appearance of a happy relationship.

Thought I got the chance to know you / ′Til I was missing me
I thought I knew you well, but in reality, I lost sight of who I was in the relationship.

Slowly things started breaking down / Suddenly I'm left on the ground
Our relationship slowly deteriorated but suddenly it ended, leaving me feeling lost and alone.

Couldn′t focus, couldn't be myself / And you say you need me but
I couldn't focus on anything else besides the relationship, and even though you said you needed me, it wasn't enough to make me stay.

I'm lost inside my mind / Tryin′ to figure out my life
I'm lost and trying to make sense of my life and where I stand after the end of our relationship.

While tryna be / Happy for the longest time with you
I tried to find happiness in our relationship for a long time, but it wasn't sustainable.

I am tired of arguing / Would rewrite the day I met you
I'm exhausted from our arguments and if I could go back in time, I wouldn't have started this relationship.

I′ve only known you for so long / It already feels wrong
Even though we've only been together for a short time, it already feels like something isn't right.

Every time we try to talk it through / You're blaming me for savin′ you
Whenever we try to communicate, you always blame me for saving you instead of working together on our issues.

You think you're holdin′ on to us / You're not
You believe you're holding onto our relationship, but in reality, it's slipping away.

مع كل يوم عم يمرق / لحظة، لحظة، شعوري مخنوق / لا ما بدي أغصب الشعور / ما راح أظل هون
As each day passes, my feelings become more suffocating and overwhelming. I don't want to force myself to feel something I don't, and I won't stay in this relationship any longer.

I′m not gonna stay here / I don′t wanna be with you / So leave me / So leave me be / Once again I'm telling you / You can′t force this to work / No, I'm letting go / ′Cause it feels so wrong
I won't stay in this relationship anymore and I don't want to be with you. I'm telling you for the umpteenth time that we can't force our relationship to work, and I'm letting go because it feels like the right thing to do.

ظليت أحاول أحكي لك بس ما بدك تسمعني / قلت لك، "قلبي حاسسني ما في سبب أنك تقنعني"
I kept trying to talk to you about my feelings, but you didn't want to listen. I told you that my heart felt like you were trying to convince me of something that wasn't true.