More Than Useless
Relient K Lyrics

I feel like
I have the inclination to

I would like
I want

To be somewhere else
To be in a different or better situation

Doing something that matters
Doing something that is significant and holds value

And I'll admit here
I acknowledge that

While I sit here
As I remain in my current state

My mind wastes away
My thoughts are aimlessly deteriorating

And my doubts start to gather
And I become increasingly uncertain and mistrustful

What's the purpose?
What is the point?

It feels worthless
It seems to have no value

So unwanted, like I've lost of my value
So neglected, as though I am no longer important or worthwhile

I can't find it
I am unable to locate it

Not in the least bit
Not even a little

And I'm just scared
And I am simply afraid

So scared that I'll fail you
So fearful of disappointing you

And sometimes I think
Occasionally I believe

That I'm not any good at all
That I am completely unskilled or inadequate

And sometimes
And at times

I wonder why
I question why

Why I'm even here at all
Why I exist or what purpose I have

But then you assure me
But then you confirm to me

I'm a little more than useless and
I have some value and worth beyond what I think

When I think that I can't do this
When I believe that I am unable to accomplish this

You promise me that I'll get through this
You pledge to me that I will overcome this

And do something right
And execute something well

Do something right for once
Finally act competently for the first time

So I say if I can't
Therefore I say if I am unable to

Do something significant
Accomplish something noteworthy or impactful

I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
I will choose to not take advantage of many chances

And nothing trivial
And nothing unimportant

That life could give me will
That life has to offer me would

Measure up to what might have replaced it
Compare to what could have replaced it which was far better

To late look
When it's too late look

My date book
My calendar

Is packed full of days
Is full of days

That were empty and now gone
That were previously unfulfilled and no longer exist

And I bet
And I assume

That regret
That feeling of sadness or disappointment about something in the past

Will prove to get me to improve in the long run
Will ultimately motivate me to improve over a longer period of time

I'm a little more than useless
I have some value and worth beyond what I think

And I never knew I knew this
And I didn't realize I believed this

Was gonna the day
That it was going to be the day

Gonna be the day
That was going to be the day

That I will do something right
That I will finally act competently

Do something right for once
Finally act competently for the first time

I noticed
I observed

I know this
I am aware of this

Week is a symbol of how I use my time
This week represents how I use my time

Resent it
Feel angry or bitter about it

I spent it
I used it up

Convincing myself
Persuading myself

The worlds doing just fine
Everything in the world is going well

Without me
Without my help or involvement

Doing anything of any consequence
Doing anything important or meaningful

Showing any sign of ever making sense
Demonstrating any indication of ever making sense

Of my time
Of the time I have

Its my life
It belongs to me

And my right to use it like I should
And my entitlement to use it as I ought to

Like he would
Like I should as a member of God's family

For the good
For the benefit of

Of everything that I would ever know
Of everything that I could possibly know