wake up
Roach Lyrics

I don't want to wake up anymore
The idea of waking up fills me with dread and sadness, because it means having to face reality without you by my side

If I do I hope to see your face again
The only reason I want to wake up is the faint hope that I will be reunited with you once more

Hey, I know you're still thinking of me today
I can sense that you are thinking about me right now, and it's keeping my hopes alive

I would be lying if I said I didn't do the same
I can't deny that I spend a lot of time thinking about you too, and it hurts me deeply

I wish I could tell you
I yearn to confess the depth of my feelings for you, but something is holding me back

But here I am writing inside my notebook
I'm pouring out my heart into these pages in the hopes of easing my emotional turmoil

I don't know
I feel lost and uncertain about my future without you

Where to go from here
I'm unsure which path to take in life, now that you are no longer with me

But I know
Despite my confusion, one thing is crystal clear

What I want from here
What I truly desire in this moment is your love and companionship

And it is you baby
I am deeply in love with you, and there's nothing that can change that

Am I here for just attention
I worry that my feelings for you are shallow and selfish, driven only by my desire for attention

I wish I never met you just to raise the tension
I sometimes wish that I had never met you, if it means avoiding all the pain and heartbreak that comes with loving you

Yeah you got me wrapped around your fingers
You have a powerful hold on my heart and emotions, and I can't help but feel helpless around you

And it feels so icy
Our relationship can sometimes feel cold and distant, like we're both lost in our own worlds

I don't really care how it feels
Regardless of how our relationship feels, I can't help but be drawn to you and want to be with you

I Just had enough, I had my fill
Even though I yearn for your warmth and affection, I sometimes feel like I can't take the emotional rollercoaster anymore

But that doesn't mean I don't want you
Despite my inner turmoil, my love for you is still a constant and burning desire

You're my winter girl and I adore you
You bring warmth and light to my life, even in the darkest and coldest seasons of the year

But even though summer is coming along
Although the seasons might change and life moves on, my love for you will never waver

And it's gonna bring us down
The challenges and obstacles we face in life might threaten our love, but we will always find a way to overcome them

Just know this will not be the last song
Even if we have to face more hardships and pain in the future, my love for you will always inspire new songs and poems