Noise in My Head
Roses & Revolutions Lyrics

Coffee cups, cafe meetings, try to be
I try to conform to societal expectations during coffee meetings at cafes.

Everything that society has
I try to do everything that society expects of me.

Written out for me
Following a predetermined script or set of rules.

But what if I think differently?
What if I have a different perspective or belief?

No one spoke, made a joke, to be informal
No one spoke or made light-hearted comments to create a more relaxed atmosphere.

Try my best to impress and just be normal
I make an effort to impress others and conform to societal norms.

Goes against my normal
This behavior contradicts my true nature or desires.

Cause in my head there are fireworks
In my imagination, there is a vibrant display of excitement and celebration.

Hawaiian shirts
In my imagination, I dress in colorful Hawaiian shirts.

Dirty words
In my imagination, I speak freely and expressively.

In my head there are disco nights
In my imagination, there are lively and energetic disco nights.

Tequila fights
In my imagination, I engage in spirited arguments or confrontations.

Wish that you could see it
I desire for others to witness and understand my true thoughts and desires.

And in my head I am free to be the real me
In my imagination, I can truly be myself without any inhibitions or limitations.

Not who you see instead
Contrary to the version of myself that you perceive.

Wish you could meet me in my head
I desire for others to experience and understand the true version of myself that exists in my imagination.

Time to charm, sweaty palms, my turn to speak
It's my turn to speak, and I feel nervous and anxious, attempting to impress others.

Say it loud, don’t know how but in that
I want to speak confidently, but I don't know how to do so.

Second, suddenly
In that brief moment.

The moment’s gone, move on, repeat
The opportunity has passed, and I must continue forward, repeating the process.

Don’t get drunk, self-destruct, remain impartial
I must not become intoxicated or self-sabotage, instead remaining impartial and composed.

Be polite, say what’s right, and just be normal
I should prioritize politeness, speak in accordance with societal expectations, and conform to the norm.

In my mind I’m freely
In my imagination, I can express myself without constraints.

Saying things that I’m feeling
I can openly communicate my true emotions and thoughts.

Not second guessing every word I say to you
I am not constantly doubting or questioning the words I speak to you.

In my mind I know how
In my imagination, I possess the knowledge or ability.

To live with my guard down
I can live my life openly and vulnerably, without constantly being on guard or defensive.

I wish that I could live like that in front of you
I desire to be able to live authentically and freely in your presence.

Wish you could meet me in my head
I wish you could experience the version of me that exists in my imagination.

Wish you could meet me in my head
I desire for you to understand and connect with the real me that exists in my imagination.

Wish you could meet me in my head
I wish for you to experience and comprehend the true version of myself that exists in my imagination.