Blind
SZA Lyrics

Niggas want me to get ratchet
People want me to act wild and aggressive

Niggas want me to attack it
People want me to aggressively pursue something

Put the hood on, now they callin' me Cassius
Acting tough and now people are comparing me to Muhammad Ali (Cassius Clay)

Raunchy like Bob Saget
Being vulgar or inappropriate like comedian Bob Saget

Greedy, I can't pass it
Being selfish and unable to resist temptation

Eatin' everything, nigga, no fasting
Indulging in everything without any restraint

I don't care how much you knew me in the past tense
I don't care about how you used to know me

I ain't no Julia Stiles, this ain't no last dance, way past it
I'm not looking for a happy ending like a Julia Stiles movie, this situation is already over

Fuckin' on my ex 'cause he validate me
Having sex with my ex because it makes me feel validated

Fuckin' up a check, I don't want no receipt
Spending money recklessly and not keeping track of it

Might get possessed, let my spirit speak freely
Being emotionally vulnerable and allowing my innermost feelings to come out

Hey, my past can't escape me
My past actions are still impacting me

My pussy precedes me
My sexuality defines how people see me

My, my, how the times change
Reflecting on how much things have changed over time

I'm still playin' the victim
I'm still portraying myself as a victim despite being in control of my own life

And you still playin' the pick-me
You're still trying to impress me or win me over

It's so embarrassing
Feeling ashamed of myself

All of the things I need living inside of me
Feeling like I have everything I need within myself but still struggling to see it

I can't see it
Being unable to recognize my own worth or potential

You ain't getting your bitch back
You're not getting your girlfriend back

Calm down, shit could be worse, never say that
Trying to stay positive and not dwell on negative thoughts

I don't wanna pipe down, rather get payback
I don't want to be quiet or submissive, I want to get revenge

Mama told me, "Never shit where you lay at"
My mother warned me not to mess up a good thing or create drama where I live/work

I don't want righteousness
Not wanting to be morally correct or do the right thing

I hurt too much, I lost too much, I lust too much
Feeling a lot of emotional pain, having lost a lot, and having strong sexual desires

I hit my clutch and vroom
Taking control of my life and moving forward

Third day, pop out the tomb
Referencing Jesus Christ's resurrection on the third day

I like when you pull your gun at the red light
Being turned on by aggression and violence

I like all that violence, give me dysfunction
Being attracted to dysfunctional and chaotic relationships

I like when you come, never stay the whole night
Preferring casual, noncommittal relationships

Better when you high, never tell me I'm wrong
Enjoying the heightened emotions and lowered inhibitions that come with being high

You still talkin' 'bout babies
You're still talking about wanting to have children

And I'm still taking the Plan B
I'm still taking emergency contraception to avoid getting pregnant

Blind, blind
Repeating the chorus, emphasizing the feeling of being blind to one's own worth

Blind, blind
Repeating the chorus, emphasizing the feeling of being blind to one's own worth

Blind, blind
Repeating the chorus, emphasizing the feeling of being blind to one's own worth

Blind, blind
Repeating the chorus, emphasizing the feeling of being blind to one's own worth

Blind, blind
Repeating the chorus, emphasizing the feeling of being blind to one's own worth