Meditation
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I let it consume me
I allow my troubles and worries to overwhelm and control me

Broken glass bleeds through me
The pain and wounds I've endured have left a lasting impact on my soul

I cover my skin in dirt
I bury myself in filth and darkness to remind myself of the hardships I've faced

So I never forget
To ensure that I always remember the struggles and challenges that have defined me

My life is meaningless
I feel a lack of purpose or significance in my existence

I let it destroy me
I allow my pain and suffering to consume and dismantle my being

A bloody wall revealing everything
The scars and wounds on my body expose the raw truth of my experiences

Where I used to see my reflection
In the past, I could see myself clearly and without judgment

I only see an enemy
Now, all I see is an adversary within myself

One thousand birds
A multitude of problems and concerns

Block out the sky
Obstruct and overshadow any sense of hope or positivity

I suddenly realize
An abrupt realization dawns upon me

I am not in the prison of life
My confinement and suffering extend beyond the boundaries of ordinary existence

I am in a hell of my own design
I have created and personalized my own torment and anguish

How can I escape from my own head?
I struggle to free myself from the thoughts and emotions that torment my mind

I'm surrounded by useless shit, deadweight, and death.
My surroundings are filled with meaningless and burdensome elements that contribute to my despair

But I still can't kill this reflection
Despite my efforts, I cannot overcome or eradicate my self-image and inner demons

As my head rushes down to the concrete
In a moment of desperation, I find myself succumbing to self-destructive tendencies

An entire world stands in front of me
I am confronted with the vastness and complexity of existence and its struggles

300 men trying to kill me
Figuratively, I face numerous obstacles and challenges attempting to defeat me

They don't understand
Others fail to comprehend the magnitude of my inner turmoil and battles

Either way, titan takes everything
Regardless of the outcome, suffering and adversity consume all aspects of life

And the pain builds monuments in glory
The agony and hardship I endure become defining and commemorated elements of my existence

You want to search the world over for meaning?
If you seek purpose and significance in life

You were born just to die and that's everything
The ultimate truth is that our purpose is merely to live life and ultimately face mortality

I've seen this land when the sun sets
I've witnessed the beauty and darkness of this world as the day comes to an end

The mountains trap me in my cell
The imposing and unyielding obstacles in my life confine and imprison me

I can feel the vessel careening
I sense myself losing control and spiraling toward chaos and destruction

Titan takes hold of me
My struggle becomes overwhelming and grips my entire being

The last coin drops to the bottom
The final piece falls into place, signaling the culmination of my suffering

My heart stops
My emotional resilience and hope cease to exist

And I hear the sound increase
The intensity of my pain and despair amplifies

Hell
A depiction of the torment and anguish within my existence

All life is suffering
The fundamental truth that pain and hardship are inherent in the human experience