Innocent
Sinxi Lyrics

And you point the blame
You always try to put the blame on me for everything

You say you can't recall
You pretend like you don't remember anything

Playing innocent
Acting like you have no idea what's going on

And cutting off our calls
You ignore my calls and pretend like we never talk

But i know your type
I know exactly who you are and what you're capable of

You're always in control
You always have to be in charge and have everything your way

You'll just fuck it up
You'll mess everything up and make things worse

And drag me through it all
You'll make me suffer and go through all of the consequences

And i don't wanna sit and wait
I don't want to just wait around and hope for things to get better

I'm listening yeah
I'm paying attention and taking everything in

You say that you're prepared to change
You claim to be ready to make a difference

But i don't see it yeah
But I don't see any actual change happening

So don't you go lying babe
Don't lie to me about making changes when you're not actually doing anything differently

It ain't a good look yet
It's not a good image to keep pretending like you're doing something when you're not

But i know that you meant to say
I know that you really meant to promise change

That you'll stay the same
But deep down, I know that you won't really change

And i'll wait
I'll patiently wait for you to actually make a difference

With my back to the sun
I'll turn away from the light and face the dark reality of our situation

Cos i'll take
I'll take on the challenge and continue to hold on

All my love to the stars
I'll give everything that I have to make things work out for us

And i love
I still love you and everything that you stand for

Everything that you are
All of your good and bad qualities, I still accept them all

But you said
But you've already made it clear

That it wasn't enough
But that everything that I've done for you just wasn't enough

'He was all i could ever want, all i ever needed and more'
You once said that I was all that you ever wanted, needed and more

I got you my arms again
I'm holding you close to me once again

I’m too diligent
I'm too focused and committed to making this work

Aware of my surroundings but I fear that you’re just skipping it
I'm aware of everything that's going on but I sense that you're ignoring it all

Absorbing all my energy to make you feel alive a bit
I'm putting all my energy into making you happy and feel alive, despite the hardships

I guess it hurt to say you never really gave a shit for this
But it hurts to admit that you never really cared about us or our relationship

Maybe I should get away
Maybe I should distance myself and get some space to figure things out

Clear my head and just
Try to clear my mind and focus on what's important

Focus on myself before I succumb to all this dissonance
Prioritize myself and my needs before getting lost in the chaos and disagreements between us

I’m perfectly imperfect and you’re the one that told me this
I'm flawed but I'm perfectly okay with that, and you once reassured me of that

Maybe if I died you could tell them all the lies you said
Maybe if I disappeared, you would finally come clean about all the lies you've been telling