Absent Without Leave
Sirenia Lyrics


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I can feel the eyes of your despair
Even where you're not here
I can feel your pain within myself
It's still keeping me down here
Life keeps on growing colder year by year
With a winter heart and my frozen tears
I stand lone to face my darkest fears
I've been wasting away, I' ve been fading inside
I've been drifting away from the lights in my life
I've been living in vain, living insane
I've been tripping down all the darkest of lanes

There's a shadow that dwells inside your head
Within mine as well
Turns our lives into a living hell
Like a curse and a spell
I've been drifting away from days of light
I've been swept away far into the night
I guess I'll never ever make it back

On a morning, a summer dawn
You speak in riddles and rhymes




From a distance your life it seems
Like a frozen heart in neon dreams

Overall Meaning

In Sirenia's song Absent Without Leave, the lyrics express the intense emotions of pain and despair caused by a sense of isolation and the resulting feelings of being lost and hopeless. The singer of the song suggests that he or she can sense the despair and pain of his or her loved one, even when they are not physically present. This internal connectedness with their loved one's distress causes the singer to feel the effects of the pain personally, pulling them down into an emotional abyss.


The lyrics describe a life that is growing colder year by year as the singer's heart begins to freeze and their tears become frozen. Despite standing alone in the face of their darkest fears, the singer is still unable to escape the grip of painful memories, causing them to waste away on the inside. They have been drifting away from the light of their life, and feeling like they are trapped in vain, living insane, and traveling down the darkest of roads.


The song's theme connects with anyone who has ever experienced intense feelings of loneliness and abandonment, leading them to feel lost or detached from their life. The song leaves a melancholic and melancholy feeling as it conveys the sense of hopelessness that accompanies such feelings.


Line by Line Meaning

I can feel the eyes of your despair
I sense the deep pain and hopelessness in your eyes


Even where you're not here
Your presence is always felt even when you are not physically present


I can feel your pain within myself
Your agony is affecting me greatly and I can experience it as if it were my own


It's still keeping me down here
Your suffering is bringing me down and I cannot escape it


Life keeps on growing colder year by year
Every year, life becomes more bleak and unforgiving


With a winter heart and my frozen tears
I am emotionally numb and my tears have turned to ice due to the harshness of life


I stand lone to face my darkest fears
I am alone in confronting and overcoming my deepest fears


I've been wasting away, I' ve been fading inside
I have been deteriorating and losing myself internally


I've been drifting away from the lights in my life
I have been gradually distancing myself from the joys and positivity in my life


I've been living in vain, living insane
I have been living without purpose and in a state of madness


I've been tripping down all the darkest of lanes
I have been wandering down the most dismal and hopeless paths


There's a shadow that dwells inside your head
Your mind is burdened by a dark and ominous presence


Within mine as well
I too am plagued by the same shadow in my mind


Turns our lives into a living hell
The shadow within us brings torment and agony to our lives


Like a curse and a spell
It feels like a cursed enchantment with no escape


I've been drifting away from days of light
I have been moving away from the times of happiness and brightness


I've been swept away far into the night
I have been taken far from anything resembling peace and tranquility


I guess I'll never ever make it back
I accept that I may never find a way out of this darkness


On a morning, a summer dawn
One summer morning


You speak in riddles and rhymes
Your words are cryptic and unclear


From a distance your life it seems
When viewed from afar, your existence appears


Like a frozen heart in neon dreams
Your life is akin to a heart of ice within vivid neon fantasies




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: MORTEN VELAND

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